Chapter 243: Shouldn't love be clean and transparent?
I remember that I used to like to go to the flowery valley with my senior brother to see the wild flowers all over the mountains and plains.
Now, I can't remember what color the flowers in that valley are.
Human memory is so wonderful sometimes.
I remember it well, but I don’t remember where it was.
It's like the conflict between me and Yelu Zihan keeps getting messy.
"It doesn't look like pear blossoms there."
"In fact, many times, beautiful things are the same, it's just how you view them."
"how do I say this?"
"Do you love Yelu Zihan?"
I nodded.
"Then why are you worrying about so many issues? When you were about to lose him in the Southern Barbarian Kingdom, you followed him without fear of death. Now that both of you are back alive, why are you still worrying about so much?
"
"I have no idea,"
My heart was in a mess.
"If everything is in his calculation, I feel like I'm an idiot. I'm worried about everything about him, but that's not the case. I don't know how to say it."
"You just blame him for not telling you anything. You feel deceived. Your love cannot tolerate deception."
"Maybe."
Situ Quan lay down on the ground and took a deep breath.
"If you don't lie down, remember that you enjoyed lying like this when you were in the country."
After a little hesitation, he finally lay down and couldn't help but laugh at himself.
"Lying like this in the cold weather is indeed not as comfortable as being in your own country."
"Girl, if you like your country, I can take you away."
Situ Quan looked at me for a moment, but I avoided his eyes.
"You dare not answer, which proves that you can't let go of him. Why are you so entangled in your love? Love is love, no matter what he does and what you need to do for him in life, it is all right."
"The reason why you complain is that you don't dare to admit how deep your love for him is."
"You love yourself more than him."
"You blame him for deceiving you, but you didn't hide it from him."
Situ Quan kept talking, and I finally interrupted him unbearably.
"I hid it from him for his own good. There are some things I can't tell him and I don't know how to tell him."
"Then why is he not?"
Situ Quan's words made me immediately speechless.
He stretched out his hand and patted my head twice.
“If you care about someone, there will be many times when you have no choice.
That Yan Li is a heinous person in your eyes, but she is his childhood sweetheart, and she is devoted to his woman.
In Yan Li's eyes, you are not a person who was born out of thin air to destroy her happiness.
Yeluzihan had betrayed her, so naturally he felt a little more guilty.
As for national affairs, the harem has always been prohibited from intervening in politics, so it is reasonable not to tell you. It was you who got yourself involved."
"How do you know this?"
I remember that in my letter I only told him that I was in danger and did not mention anything about what happened in Qi Yunguo.
On the way back to Qi Yunguo, he didn't say much because of his worry. However, he knew the situation very well.
"My girl has become like this, shouldn't I take the trouble to observe it?"
Situ Quan said easily:
"After you left with him today, the eunuch named Ming Kangwen settled me down. He also said something to me. I checked it out and I can roughly guess something."
"Actually, Situ Quan, aren't you afraid that I am lying to you?