Seeing my silence, Bian Jishi added another sentence.
"Including the Emperor."
"It's nothing, please step back."
He had a good sense of proportion and there was no need for me to continue talking.
Bian Jishi stood where he was, motionless.
"Didn't I ask you to step back?"
"Your Majesty, there is one more thing that I need to let you know."
"What?"
"Your Majesty is already two months pregnant."
"What?"
The calmness I had just pretended to be completely shattered me with just one sentence.
Since losing my first child, this is something I dare not touch.
Moreover, after I got together with Yelu Zihan, I always drank Jingshen Decoction because I was afraid of being heartbroken again.
Bian Jishi, were you born to give me hope and then crush me completely?
One second it hinted that I was seriously ill, the next second it told me that I had a child.
Even if I had no common sense, I would not be unaware of this situation, and the child born would definitely not be healthy.
I lost my mind and grabbed Bian Jishi's collar.
"Bian Jishi, don't forget who brought you up step by step. Even if you are protected by Yeluzi Han, I can still handle you now."
"Empress, do you really want to save the world?"
Bian Jishi looked at me sincerely and let me hold on to him.
I felt it was pointless and let go of my hand, stroking my belly lightly.
"Bian Jishi, is that statement of yours true or false?"
"Empress, Jishi has never deceived you, never. It's just that as a subordinate, you can only have one master."
"You can only have one master, so you choose to betray me?"
"Before your Majesty, the Emperor met a little person like me by chance, but the Emperor is a wise king.
Not only did he not underestimate Jishi as just a little drug boy, he also gave Jishi rich conditions.
Although Jishi told the emperor at that time that he wanted to work his way up step by step, at that time, we had already reached an agreement in each other's hearts."
A wave of anger filled his chest, and he felt uncomfortable holding it back.
"Bah, if that's the case, when I promised you to rise to prominence, why didn't you hesitate?
Bian Jishi, even if I am already a fool in your eyes, I still trouble you to be more involved in acting."
"that is because……"
"Because of what?"
I was aggressive and grabbed Bian Jishi's hand by the collar, grabbing his hand and making him look at me.
Bian Jishi's hand trembled slightly and he quickly threw it away.
"Your Majesty, you are still very weak now and it is not appropriate to get angry. I will leave the rest to Ji Shi. Ji Shi promised your Majesty that no matter what the reason is, he will be there to protect you."
What he said was true, but I was stunned.
I am not a little girl who does not understand love, so I naturally understand that what those eyes represent is not just a simple promise between master and servant.
But it's just that I have always been too convinced of the rigidity of ancient men. Not all men can be like my senior brother and fight for what they like.
Falling in love with the emperor's woman is a grave crime. Who dares? Who dares!
"Bian Jishi!"
Bian Jishi paused and did not look back.
"My Majesty, do you have any other instructions?"
"Help me keep this child."
"As long as the safety of the empress can be ensured, Jishi will do his best."
"No, what I'm saying is, no matter what happens, I must keep my child. I want you to let everyone know about the fact that I have a child."