Chapter 291: The child and I, I just want to protect my child!
"I suddenly remembered that there are still a few urgent documents that have not been processed. You can be my dragon and drive them back."
"Oh, no need. I just walked around and suddenly felt free. I felt pretty good."
Liang Anle, you must hold back and let him go first. You must not let him see you crying.
"Well, I'll see you again when I have time."
"kindness."
Fortunately, he really left. The sound of his footsteps gradually faded away, and I didn't dare to look back.
Pretending to be relaxed, he walked into the renovated "Xiaoyao Hall", and his hot tears fell silently.
God always likes to play tricks on people.
It always catches me off guard just when I think I'm about to get happiness.
Zi Han, how could I not know that no matter what you decide, you don't tell me, you just don't want to hurt me.
But this is the only way I can make you hate me. When I really leave you, you won’t be sad!
"Mother, you can't."
Bian Jishi came to diagnose my pulse as usual. After listening to my suggestion, he refused without thinking, with a look of shock on his face.
"This is my choice, Bian Jishi, didn't you say you wanted to make up for me?"
"Yes. Madam, Bian Jishi will not save people in this way."
"This is just the best way, and I may not die."
"Can……"
"Just give me a shot when I feel uncomfortable. If you don't want to do this, you don't have to come here anymore. I will definitely not drink the medicine you brought."
"Ji Shi, it seems there is no other choice."
"Yes."
The child is just over two months old now. If he keeps drinking medicine from my medicine jar, there will definitely be many problems.
I myself have been unlucky for so long, not to mention if I can't live long in the first place, why bother harming the next generation.
Just let me endure all the suffering.
"Ji Shi knows."
I just told Bian Jishi what he should do, it was not up to him to choose at all.
After knowing this situation, he could only take out the silver needles from the medicine box and insert three needles into the acupuncture points on my body.
Just like this, day after day, there are more and more pinholes on my body, and my belly is getting bigger and bigger.
The New Year has just arrived.
Kou Yunxun's matter has been lingering, Yelu Zihan has not said whether it will be dealt with or not, and Kou Yunxun and his wife have been living in the palace in violation of the regulations.
I heard from Xiaocao that my identity as a demon concubine has been widely spread outside the palace.
However, my food and clothing expenses in the palace have never been worse than anyone else's, and I have never received any threats.
Many times, in the dead of night, I wanted to run desperately to reconcile with him and tell him that I knew how hard he had worked so hard, but in the end, I was able to control myself.
A dying person has no right to talk about love.
It's like the baby is almost five months old now, but my body is getting weaker and weaker, and I almost fainted several times.
Bian Jishi was also cruel and threatened me that if I didn't continue like this, he would definitely take medication, otherwise I wouldn't be able to maintain my health by then.
I pray to God day and night, at least, to let me have this child for him. As long as this is the case, that is enough.
This New Year's Eve banquet was organized by Concubine Ping as always.
I originally didn't want to participate, but Bian Jishi reminded me that if my child is healthy, I should go out and move around more, so I agreed.