Chapter 314: Love for a person...in fact, most of it is a habit
His tongue and head were messing around in his mouth.
He was stunned for a moment, then turned his back on me, biting my tongue and head with his upper and lower teeth, and sucked it into his mouth.
After a while, my tongue became numb. Both of us were almost out of breath, so he let me go without saying anything.
His hands instinctively reached into my clothes, one hand grabbed my chest, kneaded and pinched it, and the other hand grabbed my long leg and placed it across his thigh.
It's three o'clock in the morning, it's broad daylight, the palace door is open, and yet we are doing this...
A gust of cold wind blew by, immediately waking me up from my thoughts.
Push him away quickly.
He said nothing during the process. He looked at me intently and puzzled. The hurt in his eyes shocked me.
His eyes were like a clear spring, which was thrown into a stone, causing ripples, and gradually returned to calm.
This kind of calmness makes people feel like something will burst out from the deepest place anytime and anywhere.
"Zi Han, I'm not in the mood."
This is the weakest supplementary explanation, after I pushed him away instinctively and forcefully.
Yelu Zihan helped me tidy up my clothes, gently trimmed my long hair with his well-jointed fingers, and pressed a gentle kiss on my forehead.
"Anle, I really don't know what's going on in your mind."
Putting my thighs and legs back in place, he stood up and tidied his clothes.
"As I said before, I respect you no matter what you do."
"Thanks."
I buried my head deeply.
Yelu Zihan's shoulders shook.
"We're actually so divided that we need to thank you."
"I……"
"Mr. Lu will be buried tomorrow in accordance with the first decree of the First Lady. Do you need me to accompany you?"
"The Emperor has many things to do, so I don't need to bother you with such unlucky things. I'll just ask Xiaocao to accompany me."
"good."
Yelv Zihan put his hands behind his hands and strode outwards, saying as he walked:
"Then I'll come see you when I have time."
This time, I'm afraid it will be a long wait for the two of us.
"Empress, why don't you tell the emperor clearly? Maybe the emperor can find a better imperial physician."
Just as Yeluzihan left, Xiaocao came in with a small bowl of rice porridge with abalone slices in it, which had a strong abalone flavor.
Just smelling this smell makes my stomach churn.
Xiaocao saw me frowning and suggested:
"How about Xiaocao give me another change?"
"Here, if the nutrition is not up to par, it will be bad for the child. If I don't eat it, my stomach won't be able to bear it."
"Empress..."
"Xiaocao, do you still remember that I asked you about your feelings for Changhammer before?"
Xiaocao nodded, took a mouthful of abalone porridge, blew it into my mouth.
"I clearly remember what you said to me at that time. A person's kindness will become a habit, and he will be afraid of losing it."
"Empress, the emperor's kindness to you has surpassed the love of ordinary emperors. Perhaps... you are different."
"It's different now, but time is full of too many variables. Did you expect that one day you would serve me and not be a killer?"
Xiaocao looked at me and hesitated to speak.
"I know what you want to say, but whether you say I have no spine or that I don't trust him, with only a few months left, I'm afraid I won't be able to find an excuse to leave him.
In the past few months, it’s better to just let yourself get used to some things that you shouldn’t be used to, maybe time will calm down everything.”