Shangguan Feng'er faintly opened her feather-adorned eyes, remained motionless, and slightly opened her pale lips, "Let them go, and let yourself go."
Li Moran looked at Shangguan Feng'er with a frown, stretched out his hand to pick her up, and put her in his arms: "You can't save me even if you let them go. You are a knot in my life that I can't escape or untie.
Even because of you, I hate myself. You tell me what to do and what to do to you.
Shangguan Feng'er leaned quietly in his arms, listening to his somewhat irregular heartbeat, and smiled softly, as if a feather was brushing against her, but her beautiful eyes were still unfocused, "If one day, I
If I am no longer here, then forget about me." I am just a passer-by of yours, just like the night-blooming cereus is a passer-by at night, coming in a hurry and passing away in a hurry.
From the sound of your heartbeat, I can hear that you love me, but I also know that you love the country more. For the sake of the country, you can sacrifice our children; for the sake of the country, you can wander among many women; for the sake of the country, you
Unreasonably suspicious of me.
I don’t blame you for your suspicion, distrust, and misunderstanding of me, because before long, you and I will be like the two stars in the sky, and like Namanzhu and Shahua, we will never see each other again.
, but will never think of each other.
Li Moran's heart ached. He couldn't help but tighten his arms around Shangguan Feng'er, and growled in a low voice, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
She still smiled faintly, "You know, for a long time, I felt that I didn't like you at all, I could even say I hated you, but I didn't know that I had fallen in love with you. That feeling was really complicated.
, I miss you when I can't see you, but I want to escape when I see you." The voice was calm without any waves.
After a pause, something finally changed in her beautiful eyes, "Until that day you told me that no matter what happens to the child after birth, you will protect our mother and child for life. At that time, I was so touched, really touched. So I followed my own wishes
Heart, I told myself that you are the person I am looking for in this life, the person I want to hold hands with until I grow old. Do you still remember those eight words: Hold your hand and grow old together with me."
She took a deep breath, "Sometimes I think how nice it would be if we were just an ordinary couple, just like the Four Emperors and Sister Liu. I know this is just a fantasy and my selfish idea, because you have your own
Dream, and I will gradually become an obstacle to the realization of your dream, an obstacle that will make you painful."
"Stop talking, stop talking." Li Moran looked at her painfully and tightened his arms again.
Shangguan Feng'er smiled slightly again, her bluish white skin caressing Li Moran's beautiful face, caressing his frown, "Let me go."
Li Moran closed his eyes deeply, raised his head and gritted his teeth. The veins on his forehead were faintly visible. He clenched Shangguan Feng'er's hand into a fist, "Impossible." He squeezed out the decisive words from between his teeth.
Shangguan Feng'er didn't care and continued, "When I leave, you can focus on realizing your dream without any worries." When I leave, you won't be half-hearted anymore. If you really unify Asia in the future,
Si Continent, you don’t have to worry about me when you take over the Yan Kingdom.
Li Moran suddenly grasped Shangguan Feng'er's shoulders, shook her body, and shouted, "Stop talking, I told you to stop talking."
Shangguan Feng'er was like the soft noodles, letting him sway, and suddenly he hugged her tightly into his arms again, as if he was afraid that she would disappear from his arms at the next moment, "I
I said it before, you can never escape, even if you die, you can never escape from me."