In fact, I don't like others clinging to me, such as Nanny Lin, Lily, Zhang Ying, and Shangguan Lafang. However, I really hope that she can cling to me. But now that I think about it, it seems that I have always been clinging to her.
But they rarely come to me on their own initiative.
I remember that when Li Shiran and Li Xiangran were fighting, I sent her to Mu Mansion in Qingzhou. Mu Mansion would bring news every two days, but there was almost no word that she mentioned me. I was always asking how she was doing.
What happened.
At that time, I really missed her. Just like these years, it seemed that the longer time went by, the more deeply I missed her. So I kept myself so busy that I had no time to think about her. But as soon as I lay down at night, I would think about her crazily, wishing that I could
Fly to her side immediately.
Later, Li Shiran's rebellion was suppressed, and I immediately went to Qingzhou, but my mistress said some bullshit rule about not meeting each other before marriage. At that time, I was going crazy: I had to endure all the hard work for so long.
After a while, after all the hardships, she actually jumped out and told me some rules.
Okay, you have a good plan, and I have a wall ladder. Since you don't let me see you openly, then I will see you secretly at night, so I bought a house in Qingzhou, lived in that house during the day, and stayed in that house at night.
So I went to Mu Mansion to see her, and we didn't meet openly until the day of our wedding.
From the beginning to a certain time, I was thinking about why I loved her, even more than that country in the end, but I never figured it out. I thought I loved her for being smart, calm, and beautiful, but when I thought about it again, I couldn't figure it out.
That’s not right, smart, calm, and beautiful, these are her advantages, but sometimes they become disadvantages in my eyes:
She is so smart that she can see through many things, such as my relationship with Zhang Ying and Shangguan Lafang. I think she has seen through it long ago, but she never said it;
She is too calm and not cute at all. Just like during that time, Lily and I flirted in front of her, and she always had that graceful smile. Sometimes I even felt that she didn't care about me at all, even
I hope she can lose her temper like other women.
But that happened only once, when she came back from Yan Kingdom and saw Li Fei for the first time, she slapped me in the face, but what hurt me more was her heartache.
There was also that time when she asked me to confirm that Li Fei was pregnant with a child. In fact, I was quite angry that time. I was angry that she didn't believe me because I told her before that there was nothing between me and Li Fei.
, but she still didn’t believe me, thinking that the child in Li Fei’s belly was mine. So, that night, I punished her severely again.
She is so beautiful, so beautiful that she can attract the attention of men wherever she goes. Looking at those men, they are like flies. I wish I could pluck out those men's eyeballs and fry them.
Especially in the five years since she disappeared, I have been thinking about what kind of men would appear next to her, and whether she would fall in love with those men and forget about me.
But at that time, I thought that I was now the strongest man on the Yasi continent. If any man dared to risk his life to steal a woman from me, I would kill him. But then I thought again, if such a thing really happened, and
If she was in the middle, could I really kill that man without any worries? But fortunately, none of this happened.