After that day, I tried to play the role of her brother. But she kept avoiding me. I knew that I had offended her that day.
The day before the Zhushan battle, when we were discussing the war, I finally saw her again. She was still so smart, and she conquered all the generals present with just two words. When all the generals looked at her with admiration, I
I didn't dare to look at her, fearing that she would be afraid of me again and get further and further away from me.
When I arrived at Wuyuan, she was still avoiding me for many days. I missed her and wanted to see her, but I was afraid that after meeting her, my love would be revealed involuntarily.
But no matter what, even if I suppressed my feelings for her, I didn't want her to avoid me anymore. So one day, after seeing her walk out of the military tent, I followed her. She went to the military camp kitchen, and I
I waited for her on the road she must pass. After she came out, I pretended to go to relax and met her.
When she saw me, she just lowered her head, feeling a little bitter: she still hadn't forgiven herself.
I invited her deliberately, but she hesitated, but the maid next to her agreed on her behalf. She glared at the maid with dissatisfaction.
She really hates me.
"No, I'm going." Just when her hanging heart was about to fall to the bottom, she shouted out.
I knew that since she came to Wuyuan, she had been thinking about checking out the terrain, so I asked Xia Qi to lead the horse.
Fortunately, she couldn't ride a horse, so the moment she fell into my arms, I couldn't help but hug her.
After leaving the military camp, I even thought about how great it would be if we could just go somewhere far away, away from the world.
Soon, we arrived at a small slope not far from the Chu army camp. I knew it was very dangerous, but she was able to see the entire terrain of Wuyuan clearly.
Just when we dismounted and rested, and were about to return to camp, an arrow flew from the direction of the Chu military camp. Just as it was about to hit her back, she unconsciously blocked it with her body.
In fact, normally, I can catch the arrow with my hands, but I am afraid that if I accidentally miss it and hurt her, I will definitely hate myself.
She seemed to have discovered something. She turned her head, her eyes became nervous and her brows knitted together. Could it be that she was injured, "Are you okay?"
She shook her head, it was fine, but the Chu army must be chasing her at this moment, so she hurried back to the military camp.
I thought it was just a minor injury, but I didn't expect that the pain in my back became more and more painful along the way. When I arrived at the military camp, I became unconscious. But I didn't want her to know that I was injured, let alone that the arrow was shot to protect her.
Unexpectedly, before she could tell Xia Qi, he shouted out. How could she not know the origin of the arrow wound if she was smart? So she cried, crying for me.
I didn't want her to cry, but I was very happy that she cried for me. It was very contradictory. I haven't figured out what kind of mentality this would be like. If it were now, I think I would still be so contradictory.
After the injury, she stayed with me every day, and her every move always held my heart. Sometimes, she would smile at me deliberately, although I knew it was not sincere, but I willingly regarded it as a wish.
Taste it like a sweet wine.
But sometimes, she would be in a trance from time to time, and her sadness would show up inadvertently. Is she worried? Is it because my feelings for her bother her?
I didn't dare to ask because I was afraid of the answer.
I admit that since I met her, I no longer feel like myself, I know how to be afraid, learn to worry, and become timid. My heart is no longer my own and I can’t help myself.
Time always passes uncontrollably.
When the news came that her father was assassinated in the palace, she had to return to the palace, but I had to stay.
Even though she is in my arms right now, she is still so far away.
The invisible barrier between brother and sister has blocked us all our lives. No matter how hard we try, we will never be able to touch it in this life.