At that time, I thought so much that I would be satisfied if you could look at me, even just one glance. Later, I learned from Ling Nan that your name was Nangong Yuerou, and you were a princess from a small country. You were sent to Nanjun Country to get married.
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Ling Nan and I have been brothers since we were little. We are very good friends, so I asked him for you. And he agreed without even thinking about it. At that time, I really thought that he had let down his guard against me and believed in me.
I. And I was wrong, brother, it was just me who took it that way.
After you got married, I tried my best to make you happy, but you just smiled faintly, not the same as before. I also imitated others in taking concubines to make you jealous, but you remained indifferent. Finally, I compromised.
Yes, I gave up. I bumped into you talking to the secret master named Scarlet, who is close to the emperor, and I didn't expose it. I know that things will eventually develop to where they are today. I don't blame you, I really don't blame you.
Yuerou, after I die, you must take good care of our two children. Thank you for accompanying me all these years. I am very satisfied. Yuerou, I love you, always. Beichenxi Zi.
After reading Beichen Xi's letter, Nangong Yuerou panicked. She really didn't realize that there was another person looking at her with affectionate eyes under the peach blossom tree. The funniest joke in the world is this. I
I love you, you love her, and he loves me. In such a complicated relationship, you always have to wait until the ending is too late to save it before you realize that you are actually the happiest one.
Teng Lan gently patted Nangong Yuerou, bringing her back to her senses and saying, "Aunt Yuerou, are you okay?"
Nangong Yuerou nodded and left the Shangshu Mansion with a pale face. All her resentment disappeared, but regret grew crazily. After passing the nunnery and hearing the pious prayers, she felt extremely peaceful. She walked to the nunnery and knelt before the Buddha.
In front of me, I sincerely prayed for the deceased Beichen Xi that he could reach the Paradise of Elysium as soon as possible.
Seeing Nangong Yuerou's quiet look, the abbot of the nunnery nodded and asked, "Donor, is there anything I can help you with?"
Nangong Yuerou closed her eyes, put her hands together on her chest, and said firmly: "Abbot, I want to become a monk."
The abbot has seen many people who come here because they want to escape the mundane world, but he will definitely ask a few more questions before getting tonsured. People are fickle animals, and they will change their minds at the last moment.
"The past is all in vain, can you let it go?"
Nangong Yuerou opened her eyes, looked at the Buddha statue, and said firmly: "Disciple, let it go. I am as calm as a mirror now, and I know what I am doing."
The abbot's satisfaction included: "Okay, okay, then I, the abbot, will allow you to become a nun, and your name will be Jingkong."
Jingkong kowtowed to the abbot, thanking her for the name and saying, "Thank you, master. From now on, I will concentrate on worshiping the Buddha and not care about worldly affairs."
Seeing the green hair falling on her side, Nangong Yuerou's heart was as calm as a mirror. After the tonsure was completed, the abbot arranged a room for her. The room was not very big, but it was very clean.
There was a pear tree at her door, and she thought it would be nice to collect some pear petals and make a small cake whenever the pear blossoms bloomed.
Let everything drift away with the wind, everything is like the fragrance of pear blossoms, so light and light that it is difficult to remember it again.