After all... she is no longer the bold Bei Yue she was back then.
She is Jiang Yuan now, a Jiang Yuan who has experienced life and death, and the sophistication of human nature.
She has no extra love to give to others.
But now, the memories of those four years have come back, so she is forced to accept a love in her heart.
This... made her very repelled.
Qi Xuanzuo's breath tightened, but his oppressive eyes were still looking straight at her, not allowing her to flinch at all.
"say clearly."
Jiang Yuan was stunned for a moment and then laughed again. What should she say?
Said... She has put that ridiculous modern marriage and relationship in her heart, and no one can touch it?
Or maybe she was young and ignorant at that time, and she only had a temporary crush on him.
Not to mention that he would not accept it, even she would not allow herself to make such an excuse.
All I can say is...she is afraid, yes, she is indeed afraid.
No one's heart can be hurt over and over again, so she had to lock up her heart.
Under the current concept of mandatory monogamy in the 21st century, men can cheat.
And in this kind of feudal society, he is the emperor, how can he only seek one person's heart and stay together forever?
Finally, what she cares about most is living for others.
But now... the person Qi Xuan Zuo loves is still the Princess Beiyue who was still alive in his memory, not her now.
It doesn't matter whether you say she's contradictory or she's trying to be the best, that's just the way she is.
In love, her requirements are very broad, and even if she goes beyond the limit, she will not forgive her.
Jiang Yuan's hand covered Qi Xuanzuo's hand, and he opened it from her collar bit by bit, then took a few steps back and looked at him again.
"I am indeed Bei Yue, who was with you through life and death four years ago."
"However, I have lived for so long and experienced so many things. Not to mention the temporary confusion when I was a child, even if it happens later..."
"No matter what, love means nothing to me, so I am just the Bei Yue from before, but not the one who loves you."
She did not look at Qi Xuanzuo's slowly turning pale face, nor his clenched fists.
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Sorry, I'm not feeling well today and it's even later!