When her fingers came close to touching Huang Yiyi's pink underwear, suddenly, the scene of that night when Huang Yiyi was almost raped by a few drunk people came to mind.
All of a sudden, my whole body trembled. That frightening night still makes me a little scared when I think about it. I felt like a basin of cold water was poured all over my body from head to toe.
My originally surging blood suddenly became cold, and my swollen little brother immediately softened.
Think about it, what is the difference between what I am doing now and those drunken beasts who want to violate Huang Yiyi?
If there is really a difference, that time it was a few of them who were drunk, but this time it was Huang Yiyi who was drunk. No matter who was drunk, they were all losing their minds.
I suddenly started to blame myself. I really couldn't kill Huang Yiyi like a beast. Not to mention that she was drunk now, even when she was sober, I couldn't do it because of responsibility. This is a kind of responsibility.
Yes, responsibility.
Thinking like this, I slapped myself hard and loudly. I stood up reluctantly and decided to leave this room that almost made me lose my mind as soon as possible.
That day, I covered Huang Yiyi with the quilt, then walked out of the room and walked outside the door. The cold wind blew, which made me sober. The sky was a little depressed and it was going to snow.
I pushed open the blue iron door and wanted to take a walk outside to relax.
As I walked outside my house, I thought, Huang Yiyi is the person I want to go with. If I tell her openly that I want to have a relationship with her, or even beg her, she will definitely agree to it.
But besides getting □□, what else can I get?
A man should not only think about himself, but also think about the women who follow him and truly love him.
Now, I can't possess her. When it happens, as she said, we go to high school together, go to college together, go abroad together, and then get married together, then we can naturally do anything.
But, at least not now.
Yes, I really can't be like this anymore.
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt enlightened and walked home. Snow gradually fell from the sky and became bigger.
Snow days are coming.
Huang Yiyi woke up quietly at noon the next day. According to her mother, this girl slept peacefully all night. Her mother said while meowing at me with her eyes, "It seems that someone took off her clothes, but there was no..."
.It’s good to know how to measure. When you live, you need to know how to measure. A slight deviation can make a thousand miles. These are the principles of life."
When my mother said this, my face turned red and I bowed my head in silence.
Huang Yiyi's first words when she woke up were to look at the falling snow outside and shout, "Haha, it's snowing."
She was very energetic, as if she had just woken up, and she had completely forgotten about her drunkenness.
I looked at her happy look and said, "What's wrong? It's not like I haven't seen snow before?"
She ignored me and just looked at the falling snowflakes outside the window through the glass, dazed. Seeing how absorbed she was, I didn’t bother her and stayed with her, quietly watching the snowflakes falling outside the window.
Snow.
I don't know how long it took, but Huang Yiyi took my hand and said, "Let's go, dear, let's go outside to see the snow."
Seeing her expectant look, I couldn't bear to refuse and nodded.