After reading this, I stopped because tears had completely blurred my vision and I couldn't see anything clearly.
I know that this letter was written by Zhang Miaomiao to me before she committed suicide, and it was also her last words in this world. When I close my eyes, I seem to be able to imagine Zhang Miaomiao's expression when she wrote this letter, and how much sadness she endured. Ah, it really makes me feel bad.
After clearing my thoughts, I continued to lie on the lawn, lowered my head and read the letter.
"That Spring Festival, Brother Liang, that Spring Festival when you asked me to pretend to be your girlfriend was the happiest Spring Festival I have ever had. I don't want to pretend to be your girlfriend, I really want to be your girlfriend. of.
I know that you didn't hate me at that time, you also had me in your heart, I can feel it, I can feel it strongly.
I thought it was too early for us to say what we liked at that time. I wanted to find a better time to express my love to you.
I believe that if I said I like you at that time, we would be together. However, I did not say it. I stubbornly believed that the two of us were together and had a clear understanding of each other. You understand my heart and I understand yours. Heart.
No, Huang Yiyi showed up, haha, yes, Huang Yiyi is a very good girl. Miaomiao cannot compare with her, especially as she is the daughter of the mayor, and I am just a person without a father.
Therefore, you chose Huang Yiyi instead of me, so I accepted it. Although I was so reluctant to give up, I had to face it.
However, my heart was really hurt. I tried to cheer myself up, but I found that I was becoming more and more haggard and sad. At night, all my dreams were filled with your shadow. Brother Liang, I really long to be with you.
Brother Liang, the person I love most in my life is you.
And the person I hate most in my life is Xu Hongyang.
You, whom I love, hurt me, and he whom I hate, hurts me even more deeply.
I have no regrets about you, I have loved you sincerely and I will never change my infatuation.
It’s just that I really hate Xu Hongyang with all my heart.
If I choose to commit suicide by slitting my wrists when I leave this world, it is because I want to bleed all the blood on my body, and I feel very dirty.
I'm leaving, Brother Liang. Although he is very reluctant to leave, he is very determined.
This world is fair, brother Liang, I left with attachment and deep love for you, but also with hatred and hatred for Xu Hongyang.
I hope that when walking across the Naihe Bridge, Miaomiao doesn't want to drink that bowl of Mengpo soup, because Miaomiao doesn't want to forget brother Liang.
I hope that when walking across the Naihe Bridge, Miaomiao can drink that bowl of Mengpo soup, because Miaomiao longs to forget Xu Hongyang.
Brother Liang! Take care! Live well. Miaomiao is in heaven. I hope to see you happy.
Love you Miaomiao”
The letter, that's it, I've finished reading it.
The whole piece of letter paper is stained with tears. Those are Zhang Miaomiao's tears. What I am reading now is a letter soaked in Zhang Miaomiao's tears.
I looked up to the sky and let out a long sigh. I never thought that Zhang Miaomiao chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrists because of her hatred for Xu Hongyang.
Yes, the innocent Zhang Miaomiao was ruined by Xu Hongyang, and this stubborn girl actually thought of draining her own blood to make herself holy.
Hatred, Miao Miao, I will avenge your hatred for Xu Hongyang.
Thinking like this, I clenched my fists and seemed to have found the goal of living, which was to seek revenge on Xu Hongyang.
After putting the letter away, I got up from the grass and slowly walked out of the hospital.