Chapter 73: Zhang Miaomiao's Tears Break My Heart Part Three
Before her, the moment I first saw Huang Yiyi, I already had Huang Yiyi in my heart. What I can be sure of is that I love Huang Yiyi. I fell in love with Huang Yiyi.
Although, I did know Zhang Miaomiao very early, and I have some strange and vague feelings about her in my heart, but I am not sure that it is love. But after meeting Huang Yiyi, I can strongly feel that my love is coming.
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Emotions are really strange things, so strange that they can't be grasped and controlled.
I saw Zhang Miaomiao slowly stop crying, so I let go of my hands that were touching her crying face, stood up gently, reached out to pull up Zhang Miaomiao who was sitting on the ground, and then coaxed her to sit down in the small chair.
On a wooden bench in the pavilion.
Winter nights are cold, and the overwhelming darkness gives people a very depressing feeling.
I also sat on the bench. The moment I sat down, my mind recalled the scene of Zhang Miaomiao and I sitting back to back on the grass on that sunny afternoon. But at this moment, I could only keep a certain distance from her.
"Miaomiao, you really can't force feelings. If you love her, love her. If you don't love her, don't love her." I looked at her face, which had clear and deep tear stains, and paleness was the only color.
Zhang Miaomiao just looked at me with resentment, looking through my eyes as if she wanted to see through my heart, "Brother Liang, tell me the truth, do you really like Huang Yiyi?"
I smiled, shook my head, and then said seriously, "Miaomiao, I don't like Huang Yiyi, I like you, but I love Huang Yiyi."
I once heard someone say that like is a light love, and love is a deep liking. I think, maybe it is, but I have my own understanding of like and love. Like is not love, but love is full of like.
This sentence is indeed a true description of the relationship between Zhang Miaomiao, Huang Yiyi and I.
When Zhang Miaomiao heard what I said, a look of death appeared on her face. She said with some despair, "Brother Liang, I know your heart. I will never pester you again. Miaomiao didn't do it before."
Be sensible, I have troubled Brother Liang with too many things, and I will never do it again. Miaomiao will bear everything by herself."
Hearing her words, my heart felt like a needle pricking me, a sense of relief accompanied by a sense of loss.
I stretched out my hand to straighten Zhang Miaomiao's messy hair. I said with some affection, "Silly girl, I will always be your brother Liang. I will always be the first brother Liang to stand up when you are in danger. What will happen in the future?"
You can still ask me for help, and I will definitely help you as before. Also, stop thinking about it! Look at you, how haggard you are."
My words made her burst into tears again.
She stood up staggeringly and said, "Brother Liang, take care of yourself. Miaomiao is gone. Don't bother me anymore. I wish you and Huang Yiyi the best. But I hope you don't show off your happiness in front of me. That would make me really sad."
I won’t be able to bear it anymore and will leave.”
She sobbed, wiping her tears as she spoke, then turned decisively, covered her face, ran and disappeared into the night.
There was a burst of inexplicable sadness and panic in my heart. Zhang Miaomiao is a girl as bright as a flower. I don’t know how to define the relationship between me and her in my heart. It is so vague and entangled. The only thing I can be sure of is that I love