Looking at Zhang Miaomiao who turned her back to me and said nothing, for a moment, my heart surged with pain. I really can't go back to the past, and I can never go back again.
I'm afraid, Zhang Miaomiao and I can't even become friends. How can a missed lover become friends so easily?
Huang Yiyi, I will never let go, so I can only feel sorry for Zhang Miaomiao.
If I continue to chat with Zhang Miaomiao like this, I think I will hurt her again, so why not just stop here and go back.
Thinking of this, I stood up and gently helped Zhang Miaomiao pull up the quilt.
"Miaomiao, I have to leave. You have a good rest." I said in a low voice, with a hint of reluctance in my voice. It was reluctance, not reluctance.
Zhang Miaomiao turned her back to me and said nothing. I felt her shoulders shaking, and she hid in the bed and cried again.
"Miaomiao, don't cry, take good care of yourself and be obedient." I advised helplessly.
As soon as I finished speaking, her shoulders shook even more violently. For a moment, I was helpless and could only stand there stupidly.
"Brother Liang, did you come to see Miaomiao because Miaomiao was sick? If Miaomiao was healthy, wouldn't you have come to see Miaomiao?"
Zhang Miaomiao turned her back to me and asked with a trembling tone.
I have to admit that what she said is right. If it weren't for her cold, I really wouldn't go to see her. Although this is true, I will not tell this cruel fact and can only remain silent.
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Zhang Miaomiao turned around, looked at me with tearful eyes and said, "Brother Liang, if it is really because Miaomiao has a fever that you came here because of a cold, then Miaomiao hopes that the fever will continue, and it is best not to recover for the rest of her life."
, This way, Brother Liang, you can stay by Miaomiao’s side for the rest of your life.”
As Zhang Miaomiao spoke, crystal tears welled up in her eyes, which made people feel very distressed.
I was surprised that she would have such an idea, so I just advised, "Miaomiao, I hope you can get better as soon as possible, get better as soon as possible... Yes, get better as soon as possible..."
I just repeated one sentence and didn't know what else to say.
I can only say sorry for Zhang Miaomiao's infatuation.
"Haha, brother Liang, are you just afraid that Miaomiao will get sick and make you feel guilty? You just came to see Miaomiao to make yourself feel better? Haha, I was so stupid. I thought you cared about Miaomiao.
You only care about yourself."
Zhang Miaomiao's tearful face, trembling voice, and eyes actually contained a little more hatred.
Yes, the tears are accompanied by a trace of hatred.
I must touch my conscience and say, yes, Zhang Miaomiao is right, I care about her a little, but the main reason that prompted me to come to see her is because I feel guilty for her. If she is in good health, if
I feel calm in my heart, so now that I have Huang Yiyi, I will definitely not be close to Zhang Miaomiao anymore.
Facing Zhang Miaomiao's questioning, I chose to be silent, silent again.
"Brother Liang, in order to prevent you from feeling uncomfortable anymore, Miaomiao promises you that he will get better as soon as possible. The Zhang Miaomiao you see in the future will be just a shell. His heart has already died for you. It has already died for you."
After Zhang Miaomiao finished speaking, she turned around again, her shoulders shaking even more fiercely, and her low crying was finally uncontrollable, whimpering like a blocked tide.
I didn't speak, I just felt out of breath and very depressed. I gently opened the door, closed it, and walked out.
I said goodbye to Teacher Zhu and turned to leave.
I was riding my bicycle on the way back to school, and the rows of trees passing by were like the people who had come and gone in my life. There are always people coming and going in our lives, but I can really hold hands with you.
The person who has finished this life is the person who will always be with you, watching the ebb and flow of the tide, watching the coming and going of people.
That person is your lover.
As for me, my person is Huang Yiyi.
Thinking of Huang Yiyi, my heart is full of warmth. Fortunately, I have her. Fortunately, I have her.
Suddenly I thought that the final exam was getting closer and closer, and I felt a little more anxious. I had to study hard. Thinking of this, I stepped up my cycling pace.
I want to go back to see Huang Yiyi and study hard.