Chapter 17: Going out, I want to be alone for a while 2
She only felt that his breathing was a little rapid, and the hot air sprayed from the top of her head to her neck, and then a warm current hit her whole body. There was a very subtle feeling that kept rising, which was irresistible.
Unable to push away, she closed her eyes and quietly enjoyed the warmth he brought.
But that warmth disappeared in a short moment, and her heart shook slightly, as if she had been hit hard by something. She opened her eyes, shrank back in panic, and subconsciously pushed him away.
She didn't know why she had such a strange feeling just now, as if there was a powerful force behind her that was forcing her, making it impossible for her to escape.
"What's wrong?" Yan Yufeng opened his eyes slightly and hugged her back into his arms. She was sleeping soundly. Why did she suddenly push him away again?
Maybe it was because he was so tired that he fell asleep as soon as he closed his eyes.
Xia Xiaoxi lowered her head and did not look at him. She should have rejected him from a thousand miles away, rather than lying on the same bed with her.
She hated the smell of his body, because whenever she smelled it, she would be reminded of the horrible night last night.
"Go out, I want to be alone for a while."
Her voice was a little low, as if she was afraid of something.
Yan Yufeng glanced down, said nothing, lifted the quilt and walked directly out the door.
The door was slammed shut with a "bang" sound.
Xia Xiaoxi's heart jumped. She didn't understand what he meant, and she didn't want to know.
She didn't want to know anything about him, she only knew that he would be the man she would hate for the rest of her life.
She closed her eyes and thought back to her childhood. She recalled some of the fun that happened on campus, the naughtiness of her classmates, and those bright smiles. Nothing could be brought back, only those bits and pieces of memories remained.
She didn't know why everything turned out like this, like a beautiful dream, broken by the devil.
Her heart ached inexplicably again. The past was so beautiful, but no one could have imagined the future. She also didn't expect that her future would be so miserable. Is there anyone in the world who would be worse off than her?
.............
When she woke up, it was already dark. She lay there and didn't want to get up. She stared at the ceiling as if she had lost her soul. She couldn't feel a trace of hunger. It was like life had lost its color in her eyes.
There is only darkness.
"Miss, miss, it's time for you to get up and have your meal." A servant came in and gently pushed her shoulder.
Xia Xiaoxi reacted from her thoughts. She turned her face slightly and looked at the woman in servant uniform in front of her. She weakly smiled: "Thank you, I have no appetite."
She didn't even notice when she came in. She only knew that she was very delicate and beautiful.
"Young Master Yan has told you to eat even if you don't have an appetite. You've already been hungry for a meal at noon." She said softly and politely, and then handed the meal in front of her.