I slowly fell asleep with tiredness and restlessness. Only in dreamland would I not feel so frightened and frightened. I had been hungry all night.
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Yan Zhai
Yan Yufeng was lying on the bed, thinking about Xia Xiaoxi's affairs all the time, tossing and turning without falling asleep. It was already two o'clock in the night.
He was half lying on the bed, with the soft quilt half covering his naked body. He took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it, squinted his eyes, and started smoking sadly.
Perhaps this was the most regretful and impulsive thing he had done in his life. He really shouldn't have pushed her away so hastily. Even if she didn't have him in her heart, so what? As long as she lives well, isn't it for him?
The greatest comfort in the world?
It seems that Lie Biao's worry is necessary. He should not be so stubborn and put pressure on himself. He is obviously worried about her and cares about her, but he can pretend to be nonchalant and sit aside calmly and ignore everything.
I wonder what the situation is like over there now? How long will she have to stay up until dawn? Tonight, he has no intention of going to bed.
As soon as he closes his eyes, Xia Xiaoxi's pitiful and touching appearance will appear. He can even imagine her with blurred tears. He can't close his eyes and sleep peacefully. She has been deeply imprinted in his mind.
Here, every time she sobbed, his heart would sob along with her.
He closed his eyes in pain and continued to smoke a cigarette. I don't know why, but he suddenly missed her so much that he almost went crazy and couldn't sleep. Just like after hearing her words last night, he thought so much about her.
I have lingering fears and cannot settle down.
No matter how sad or painful it is, it can't be more uncomfortable or uneasy than losing her.
The night was still very long, and he didn’t know what was going on with Lie Biao and the others over there. He picked up the phone and wanted to call, but after thinking about it, he decided not to. They were always steady and reassuring in their work. Calling them would only add to the trouble.
pressure.
He sighed heavily. He didn't expect that he would suffer such insomnia because of a woman. He didn't sleep all night last night, and he didn't sleep all night again today. He didn't know that if he really lost her, he would be in trouble every day in the future.
How sad it will be during this long night.
Without her presence, without her breath, it was as if the world had become silent. At this time, even if he could hear her crying, he would feel very happy and happy.
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Time passed little by little, and the two packs of cigarettes placed on the table had been smoked. The sky was getting slightly brighter. He cheered up, arranged his hair, put on his clothes, and went downstairs.