Chapter 36: I can't be soft, so I have to be hard 1
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When Xia Xiaoxi woke up, it was already late at night. Looking at the messy clothes under the bed, the ambiguous atmosphere after lingering had not subsided, and the whole room was filled with the sultry spring scenery.
She lowered her head and looked at her naked self. The red spots left by the dense kisses on her chest, a faint blush appeared on her face, and she bit her lower lip shyly. The ambiguity in the room reminded her of the afternoon.
His lingering, rudeness, and willful behavior made her deeply disgusted and made her feel powerless.
She slowly climbed out of bed, picked up the clothes on the floor, dragged her tiredness to the bathtub, filled the water and lay down in it.
At home, she didn’t have enough to eat or clothes to keep warm, and sometimes she was so poor that she couldn’t even afford steamed buns. All the valuable things in the house were sold to him, including her only valuable necklace, which he stole and sold.
, that was a birthday gift given to her by her mother on her sixth birthday. She had always treasured it and hid it well, unwilling to take it out, but he... Such a life made her feel very bitter.
It was very painful and unsustainable.
Now, there is everything here, everything you want, beautiful clothes, beautiful jewelry, luxurious big bed, spacious bathroom... all of these are exchanged with her dignity and her body
She didn't care about these things, she would rather live a life of not having enough to eat, being beaten and scolded every day.
But now, can she go back to the past? Can she turn back time? Will her father start to repent? If he sees the life he leads now, will he regret selling himself here?
Could it be? She lowered her tired eyes and asked herself over and over again...
My heart ached over and over again, and my tears dried up again and again.
She closed her eyes, lay in the bathtub, and fell asleep tiredly.
Even though the water in the bathtub was no longer warm and her heart was freezing, she still had no consciousness and it would be dawn when she fell asleep.
When she woke up, she was already lying on the bed. The warmth in the bed made her feel less cold. She just felt that her eyelids were heavy and her head hurt. She seemed to have no strength. She looked at the doctor in a white coat next to her.
Walking back and forth, there were a group of servants half-kneeling on the ground, seeming to be confessing something. When they came back to where they were, Yan Yufeng sat beside the bed. Looking at his frown, it seemed like something had happened.
Same thing.
Seeing that she opened her eyes, Yan Yufeng's eyes flashed with excitement but he quickly relaxed again, lowering his eyes and looking at her coldly: "Are you awake?"
Xia Xiaoxi turned her face away in disgust, and tears had already filled her eyes. In her dreams and at night, it was his hateful face and mouth. When she opened her eyes, it was still him she saw. She had not forgotten the cruelty of yesterday.