Yang Qi hung up the phone, sat on the sofa wrapped in a bath towel, and smoked a cigarette melancholy. She didn't know when she also learned to smoke. She was trained in Heyanxuan's residence for more than a month, and she even slept in bed.
The performance was very smooth, and I lingered with him every night.
She had previously thought that he would be the most charming, charming, and moving man in the world, but after seeing Yan Yufeng, her restless heart stopped instantly.
From the first sight of Feng, her heart began to flutter.
The first night she came here, she saw Yan Yufeng and Xia Xiaoxi entangled in love, and she secretly swore that the person lying under him in the future must be her. So every time she saw
When they were making out, her heart felt as if there were a few small glass fragments mixed in somewhere. It wasn't very painful, but it was slightly painful all the time. The scene would even echo every moment.
The moon was very full tonight, and she knew that Yan Yufeng had already fallen asleep, so she did not do what she wanted. She stood on the balcony alone, watching the moonlight quietly.
The stars are dotted, and the black moon is boundless. The bright and clear moon is like a small moon, hanging crookedly, and occasionally one or two black maples will float by.
The cold wind made her stand a little unsteady. She closed her eyes and suddenly remembered her past in her mind.
I remembered that when she was in high school, every day she and Xia Xiaoxi walked together, no matter what happened, she would hold hands and walk side by side. They were almost inseparable. There was no such thing as a good couple that I always envied.
friend.
She didn't know why she was like this now. She clearly knew that Xia Xiaoxi didn't know how to play tricks and was simple. She never doubted everyone around her. But now, she betrayed her and deceived many people.
She didn't know anything about it, and she couldn't imagine what kind of reaction she would have when she knew the truth one day.
Several times, she wanted to stop herself from continuing, but her dignity forced her to reason. It was as if there was a devil living in her heart, gnawing at his heart every day. He liked black hearts, and in
When she became weak and didn't want to hurt others, he took out a knife, cut her heart off bit by bit, until she became weak from pain, and the pain turned into blackness again.
Only then did he let her go.
Growing up, she didn't like being bullied by others. When she was in kindergarten, she did the same. When a good friend of hers kissed a boy she liked, she beat her on the spot and sent her to the hospital.
She couldn't tolerate this fact.
Just like now, when she saw that others were favored, she was indifferent, and she couldn't swallow that breath.
Before she knew the truth, she always thought that she was a woman worthy of sympathy and love from others. The reason why she never hurt her was because she cared about the vague love that existed between them before. But now, she feels that the world
Above, she is the one who is shameful and the one who least deserves the pity of others.
She has too much. Compared with her, she is simply far behind. Although she has never been wronged or humiliated when she was a child, she has never received this kind of love.
When I was a child, I focused on my career and never cared about her. Even on her birthday, she cut the cake silently without anyone paying attention.