These are not what I want. Really, I am with him and I promised to be with him. What I want is a simple life. If he really wants those nihilistic things, in fact, he does not need to be so
No matter how hard I try, I can help him get it!
Although our family is bankrupt, my ability is definitely no worse than any of them. I am even confident that I can do better than them.
However, if I really do that for him, what is life to me? If that is what I want, then what is the point of abandoning my children and my previous family?!
However, I already had a child with him, and I got that girl out of great happiness. I thought she would have an extremely happy life from an early age until she grew up, until she grew old, got sick, and died!
It’s just that everything is just my own thoughts!
As Yu Shi said this, she looked deeply at Mu En, who was sitting beside her. Looking at her appearance at the moment, Yu Shi really felt how ironic her life was!
Is God really playing tricks on her? What she wants is always so bumpy and elusive.
Mu En was not as excited as Mu Bing at all. It seemed that all this was nothing to her. She no longer felt anything!
In response to her reaction, Yu Shi's heart, which was already riddled with holes, seemed to be peeling away from her body bit by bit.
If Mu Bing was so excited, so unacceptable, and faced her with such intense emotions, maybe she would feel better at that time!
But as for Mu En, she is always so quiet, as if anything that happens in the world has nothing to do with her!
Well, I'm really your mother, but I'm also really the one who jumped off the cliff to commit suicide. But at that time, I was just acting in a play. I jumped off the cliff to survive, not to live.
die!
Grandma and Mu Hongqing also had a big quarrel later on, and gradually I discovered that he didn’t love me as much as I thought before!
Actually, I really don’t have many requirements. I just want a man to love me well and do this for me wholeheartedly. But I gradually can’t find the feeling he has for me in him!
He is getting busier and busier, he is always away from home, and there are always so many things to deal with.
At that time, I was really empty and lonely. Therefore, I often went out to do things that interested me. I hope that in this way, I could adjust.
That time, I met Mu Bing's father again at the wine shop, and he quickly made me find some happiness that I had not had for a long time.
Maybe he once truly understood me and my heart, otherwise why does he still have feelings for me after so long.
I know it's wrong for me to have such an ambiguous relationship with him, but I really need a way to relieve my loneliness and dissatisfaction with life.
However, I feel conflicted. At least I don't want Mu Hongqing to know what happened between me and Chen Guang, because I still want to continue their life.