Xunfan leaned on his wife's tomb, his head leaning on the tombstone like that. It was like leaning on his wife's arms. The tears on his face were still flowing, but there was a smile on his face, a sweet smile.
At that moment, Dongfang Ya completely understood Xunfan's feelings for Zeng Hui. Even though it was just a tombstone, in Xunfan's heart, she was his wife. He was happiest when he was with his wife.
It was at this time that Dongfang Ya's dissatisfaction was completely eliminated. She asked Xunfan if she would take Zeng Hui's place if he fell in love with her and married him. Xunfan's answer was "no".
At that time, he felt very uncomfortable, but now that he saw Xunfan's appearance, he finally understood how important Zeng Hui's position was in Xunfan's heart. Zeng Hui was as holy as a god in Xunfan's heart, and he wanted to replace Zeng Hui.
Things are impossible. No matter how much she praises Xunfan, she has done more for Xunfan than Zeng Hui, and she has done better than Zeng Hui, she still cannot replace him.
She also made a decision. Since she couldn't replace him, she would be someone else.
She walked over and did not help Xunfan. Instead, she walked to the back of the tombstone. But when he saw the poem written on the back, her heart was shocked again.
"Ten years of life and death are boundless, without thinking, and unforgettable. Thousands of miles of lonely graves, no place to talk about desolation. Even if we meet each other, we would not know each other, our faces are covered with dust, and our temples are like frost. At night, we suddenly return to our hometown, and we are dressing up at the small Xuan window. Looking at each other.
Speechless, only a thousand lines of tears. It is expected that my heart will be broken every year, and it will be a short pine tree on a bright moonlit night."
This short poem vividly expresses Xunfan's feelings for his wife and his longing for her. He feels that Zeng Hui is the happiest woman in the world. Although we are separated by heaven and earth, there is a man like this.
Missing is also the greatest kind of happiness. He really envied Zeng Hui, but it was just envy, not any jealousy.
It was getting dark, but Xunfan fell into a deep sleep. Dongfang Ya did not disturb Xunfan and stood there silently.
One night passed, and Xunfan was finally awakened by the morning sunshine.
He stood up and said, "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting all night."
"It's nothing. This night made me grow a lot, and it also made me know what to do next. This is the place where you can relax the most. I am very satisfied to see you so relaxed.
"
Xunfan said nothing, but smiled bitterly.
Dongfang Ya slowly knelt in front of the tombstone and said softly: "I am Dongfang Ya. We have never met. But I should call you sister. I fell in love with Xunfan. I thought he didn't have a wife before.
If you fall in love, marriage is inevitable. But when I came here today, my heart is heavy. I always feel guilty, but I love him, this is an unchangeable fact."
"Sister, if Xunfan and I can really become a family in the future, don't worry, I will complete your unfinished business. You must hope that there is someone who can accompany her to grieve and share happiness. This is all because
You love him, and when you love someone you want to see him happy, are you right?"
"I know I can't replace your position. I won't try to replace you, I just want to be another you."
Xunfan was very surprised by Dongfang Ya's words. He didn't expect Dongfang Ya to say that. He didn't put any pressure on Xunfan. This behavior was exactly the same as that of his wife Zeng Hui. When his wife was alive, he always supported her silently.
He didn't have any demands, and Dongfang Ya's words just now coincided with his wife's.
Xunfan was really moved.
But he still couldn't accept Dongfang Ya as another wife.
"Don't put any pressure on you. I will never ask you to marry me again. But I won't marry unless you have it. Even if you never marry me, I will still be by your side. From today on, your home is mine."
Home." Dongfang Ya expressed her true feelings, saying that she had no desires or desires.
Xunfan was even more entangled, he didn't know what to do. He was always passive when it came to the relationship between men and women. When he married his wife, he was also passive. He was not good at dealing with this aspect of things, but fortunately
He is lucky, his wife is a virtuous woman.
Now facing Dongfang Ya, he was just as confused as before, not knowing what to do. And it was even more difficult to choose than before, because there was already a woman who had taken root in his heart forever.
Xunfan looked at Dongfang Ya's calm face and said nothing. He also had a good impression of Dongfang Ya simply because when he first met Dongfang Ya, Dongfang Ya's look was so similar to his wife's. At that moment,
He thought his wife had come back to life.
He thought that Dongfang Ya was the reincarnation of his wife, and that she was his wife's shadow. But the facts told him that it was not the case, but he couldn't get rid of this feeling.
This was the reason why he killed Shen Yu in anger in Sanshan City.
In Xunfan's mind, Dongfang Ya and Zeng Hui overlapped, and facts and memories were confused. He couldn't make a true judgment at all. So he hesitated and was in trouble. He didn't know how to choose or make a decision.
Xunfan slowly rose into the sky and stood on the top of Yi Zhifeng. He looked into the distance just like he did before, but his mood was different from that time. Back then, he wanted to find people who were cultivators like him, but now
He was in conflicting and tangled moods, which made him hope that by standing on this peak, he could calm down his conflicting feelings.
Dongfang Ya looked up at Xunfan and saw a lonely figure. Before practicing cultivation, Xunfan was lonely because he had to bear all the pressure from life and could not reveal his difficulties to his family.
After cultivating, Xunfan is destined to be lonely. He is an acquired Five Elements body, which Dongfang Ya knows. His body is destined to bear destined responsibilities, and he cannot reveal his body casually, and he must
Lonely.
During the days when he and Xunfan were alone, this famous man's calm language and gentle personality left a deep impression on him. Especially since it was Xunfan who saved her life and promised to help him.
Revenge, and now his great revenge has been taken. Although it was not entirely accomplished by Xunfan, this man fulfilled his promise and participated in it.
During this period of time, he lived in Xunfan's home. Although Xunfan never lived at home, his understanding of this home allowed him to truly understand Xunfan's situation over the years. Xunfan has endured too much pressure over the years and has never been able to
He never said a word about "I am tired" in front of his family. He always faced important tasks alone with a calm language and a light personality. He Xunfan is excellent, but even more lonely.
The more she got to know this man, the more she fell in love with him.
The biting wind did not calm Xunfan down and make a decision, so he had to fall back to the ground.
"Dongfang, please give me some time?" This sentence revealed the secret that he also liked Dongfang Ya. It also showed that he could not let go of his feelings for his wife Zeng Hui.
Dongfang Ya smiled faintly, and this smile looked more like Zeng Hui's. Xunfan was dumbfounded. In fact, what he couldn't convince himself was that he couldn't separate Zeng Hui and Dongfang Ya.
The two were confused. He felt that this was unfair to Dongfang Ya, so it was difficult to make a decision.
"Just now, I figured it out. To be with you, I don't have to be your wife. Wife is just a status. As long as she is by your side, that's enough. Don't put too much pressure on me.
After today, I will never ask you whether you will marry me again, so I won’t give you time to say it at all.”
This elegant style coincides with Zeng Hui's again.
Xunfan didn't say anything. He just walked up to Dongfang Ya, stretched out his arms, and slowly pulled Dongfang Ya into his arms. Hugging her, Dongfang Ya also stretched out his arms and wrapped them around Xunfan's waist.
Tears of happiness appeared on her face. This hug showed that Xunfan had her in his heart, but it was difficult to resolve the entanglement in his heart.
Xunfan didn't make any promises, he just patted Dongfang Ya's back gently a few times. Then he let go of Dongfang Ya's delicate body. He stretched out his hand and wiped away Dongfang Ya's tears.
He turned around and walked to Zeng Hui's tomb, "Hui'er, I'm going back. Next time I will bring my daughter with me to show you how old our daughter is. Wait for me."
Dongfang Ya bowed deeply to the tombstone and said, "Sister, I'm sorry." Her apology was beyond Xunfan's expectation. Dongfang Ya felt a deep sense of guilt in her heart the moment she hugged Xunfan. Just when Zeng Hui's
In front of the grave, he hugged her beloved man. She felt that this was a blasphemy against a great woman. Even though this woman has passed away, her greatness cannot be ignored.
Xunfan and Dongfang Ya returned home. The two did not return all day and all night, which made everyone's imagination wander. They all thought that the two would return hand in hand, but when they saw the two of them being as calm as when they left, they all felt incredible.
Who doesn't know Dongfang Ya's thoughts about Xunfan. But how come the two of them still have such a relationship even after they go out?
As soon as Xunfan came back, his mother called him to the room.
"Fan'er, you should know that Miss Dongfang likes you. You haven't married all these years, so you just can't forget Hui'er? Miss Dongfang and Hui'er have too many similarities, why are you still hesitating? Could it be that you
Don’t you like her?”
"Mom, I also like Dongfang. But I can't regard her as Hui'er's substitute. When I can convince myself to let go of my heart, I will marry her."
"If you can never convince yourself, will you let the Oriental girl wait all your life?"