The Guan brothers and sisters chose to leave him, which made Xunfan feel very unhappy. He was the leader of this group, and the number of members in the group decreased again and again, which made him feel very incompetent. He could not protect his brothers.
He felt so guilty that he could not convince himself to let go of these brothers who were not as strong as him.
Looking at this little girl so close to me, I have a lot of thoughts in my heart.
The reason why they left was very simple. They realized that their existence restricted themselves. They thought that they were a drag on Xunfan.
There should be another reason, and they should also bear part of the responsibility.
Everyone is an independent individual and has his own mission. Anyone who does not want to take on any mission is a useless person. Xunfan also understands this, but this is just the way he is. He wants to do things perfectly, so he has too many things to do.
concern.
Especially after he became the first person on the artistic conception list, he felt that he should shoulder more responsibilities. Even if all the burdens were placed on his shoulders, he still had to be worthy of his status.
But the departure of the Guan brothers and sisters today made him question his previous thoughts.
Do you have that much ability? Can you really take on everything by yourself? Obviously not, whether it is the crisis of losing freedom that Shenyang Continent is facing now, or some unknown crisis that the entire Ningyuan Starry Sky is facing.
Even if you reach the Creation Realm and the Holy Realm, can you bear it with all your strength?
The affairs of the world must be borne by everyone in the world. There are more than hundreds of millions of people in the world. Even if each person only contributes a little, how powerful will that be? No matter how powerful you are, you cannot compare with such a power.
And everyone has their own path to walk. If you surround them and protect them everywhere, don't you also influence them? That person is willing to live in the shadow of others forever?
Although I am not too willing, I also want to understand something in my heart.
Looking at Guan Xiaoxiao, he reached out and pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly.
"Little goblin, now that your brother and I are no longer around, you have to learn to grow up."
Guan Xiaoxiao broke away from Lai Xunfan's embrace.
With a weird smile on his face, he said: "Brother Yi, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't be as strong as I am today. I love you!" After saying that, he kissed Xunfan hard on the face.
This made Xunfan unexpected. In fact, this kind of situation had happened many times. This goblin's courage was boundless. But in front of so many people, he actually dared to do it.
"You silly girl, no matter how old you are, you still don't differentiate between genders!" Xunfan said with a hint of anger.
"You are right, I am indeed a bit gender-blind. I always think that I am a man and you are a woman." Guan Xiaoxiao said with a serious face.
"Holy shit." Xunfan shouted in his heart. He had been ridiculed by Guan Xiaoxiao many times. The first time was during the ring battle, when he called himself a hero in battle and an emotional coward. After that, he would always mock himself like this.
.And now he actually said this in front of so many people. This troublesome fairy. He was really worried for Jing Yifeng, not knowing what kind of trouble and distress she would bring to Jing Yifeng.
This little goblin was about to leave, and Xunfan couldn't bear to scold her. In fact, he had to be able to scold her even if he scolded her!
Guan Xiaoxiao's lack of attention to status made everyone's eyes wide open. Are these two people related? Are they lovers? No, the look in their eyes is so pure. They are not lovers, nor are they.
It should be a kinship relationship. But it is a kinship relationship. This girl is so old that she cannot do this. Jing Yifeng was also shocked by Guan Xiaoxiao's bold behavior.
"Okay, Xiaoxiao, I'm leaving. See you on the day of the battle." Xunfan turned around suddenly and soared into the sky. Split Sky and the others followed one by one. Xunfan left so quickly. In fact, he didn't want to let
Guan Xiaoxiao saw the tears in his eyes. His reluctance to leave his subordinates on Wujiang Star was not great. But the Guan brothers and sisters were different.
Guan Piaoran was elegant, attentive and sincere to others, but Guan Xiaoxiao had almost grown up by his side, or could be said to be hung up on him, since he got to know him. He regarded Guan Xiaoxiao as a family member and a sister. The two brothers and sisters
Leaving really made him feel uncomfortable, but he couldn't stop it. Only by leaving quickly could he hide his hurt.
"Brother Yi, take care! Everyone is safe!" Guan Xiaoxiao was no longer as weird as before, and tears were flowing down his face.
A black starship appeared, and Xunfan and the others boarded the starship, turning into a black stream of light and disappearing into the starry sky.
After a long time, Guan Xiaoxiao walked to Jing Yifeng and took his arm. "Let's go."
Jing Yifeng did not move and asked: "Why did you choose to follow me?" This was a question that Guan Xiaoxiao had just provoked without thinking about it. Now he finally realized that this situation was wrong. Ordinarily, he and Shen Yang
People in mainland China have certain contradictions. Why would Guan Xiaoxiao choose to follow him?
"The reason is very simple. You and Brother Yi will definitely have a battle in the future. And I want to be an undercover agent next to you to learn more about your situation. I will tell Brother Yi in the future to give him a greater chance of winning."
After hearing this reason, Jing Yifeng was even more surprised. Is there anyone who is undercover like this? How can you find out the details about yourself if you tell me everything?
"Why are you scared?" Guan Xiaoxiao asked with wide eyes.
"Afraid? I, Jing Yifeng, am still afraid!" How can a person like Jing Yifeng, who has the domineering attitude of a superior, especially a man, say the word "fear" in front of a woman?
"Okay, we have agreed. From now on, you must tell me in detail what skills you practice and how powerful they are. You are not allowed to hide anything. Otherwise, my value as an undercover agent will be gone."
Jing Yifeng was instantly petrified. How could this be an undercover job? This was completely torture to extract a confession! Thinking of the bold behavior Guan Xiaoxiao had just done to Xunfan, he realized that he might be in trouble----
- Got into trouble with a special number!
"Let's go!" Guan Xiaoxiao took Jing Yifeng's arm and forced him to walk away.
Xunfan in the star boat kept himself in his room, sorting out his troubled thoughts. The guilt in his heart and the sadness of his brother's sudden departure were all bothering him.
Recall one by one my experiences over the years.
His own experience has given him a unique style. He always carries all the burdens silently on his shoulders. He cannot let his mother know his difficulties, let alone his daughter. And does his mother really not know? And since he started practicing cultivation,
, he is now forced to walk in the starry sky, and he is doing the same thing, and do the brothers really not know what they are thinking?
No, otherwise, the Guan brothers and sisters would not have left. And the departure of the Guan brothers and sisters may be just the beginning. Others will leave one after another. The reasons should be similar.
I am too cautious, but this way I can keep myself in a stable situation and not make big mistakes. But this also really makes me very tired, and also ignores the existence of others. It makes other people even more depressed...
After thinking about it all night, he finally smiled. He smiled easily.
"Let go of the burdens in your heart, and your hope may be greater."
Finally, he suddenly summed it up in one sentence. After understanding this, he felt relaxed overall. This was the growth of his state of mind, and a sense of emptiness suddenly filled his heart. Although this could not bring him anything substantial.
benefits, but the growth of one's state of mind is the foundation for a person's maturity. Without a higher state of mind, how can one achieve higher achievements.
Cultivation achieves strength, while state of mind achieves unlimited future.