"I have never blamed you! From beginning to end, you have shocked and moved me. You clearly hate the intrigues and intrigues in the palace, but you entered the palace for me;
You always appear in my life when I need help the most,
It was like this when I met bandits on Dafo Mountain, and it's like this when I'm waiting to die alone in this deep palace.
Your love for me, I, Hu Zijin, will never forget in my lifetime!
How can I blame you?"
As he spoke, Zijin, who was curled up in Yu Wenmingxuan's arms, stretched out his hand along Yu Wenmingxuan's chest, touching his collarbone to Yu Wenmingxuan's face.
While stroking the side of Yu Wenmingxuan's face, he raised his head and asked, "What about you? Will you blame me?"
Without even thinking about it, Yu Wenmingxuan shook his head: "No!
You are right, as a child, how can you leave your old father alone?
Your choice to enter the palace and your choice to leave without saying goodbye are both right in terms of emotion and reason!
Why should I blame you?"
Zi Jin felt sour in his heart: You can't blame me for both emotion and reason.
In this case, why does it sound less like he is answering me and more like he is trying to convince himself?
"But you're still blaming me in your heart, aren't you?"
Zijin lowered his eyes sadly, recalling the loving couple on the Big Buddha Mountain that day. Although they only lasted three days, they could still be considered loving and affectionate.
But I didn't expect that I would leave without saying goodbye in the end.
This must have hurt him deeply.
Yu Wenmingxuan was startled, then smiled warmly and said: "It's not strange, it's really not strange!
If I really blame you for this, why would I give up my freedom and come to the palace to be a caged bird with you?"
Zijin remained silent for a long time before she gritted her teeth and asked, "Then did you regret it after entering the palace?"
Yu Wenmingxuan was suffocated and pondered for a long time without speaking.
Zijin felt a pain in his heart: He must have regretted it in his heart.
He has been in the palace for so long, he must have heard about the affairs between himself and the third prince, the fourth prince and the second prince.
－－－－－－－－－－Sixth update (updated: June 9, 2011 12:22:55)