Mentioning Youhe, Zijin's eyes became moist again. Such a little girl, who was much younger than her, actually showed greater calmness and courage than her in Wenwen.
Miss made such a big sacrifice.
"I promised Youhe,
If I can go back alive,
Be sure to help her take good care of her parents!
This is my promise to her,
If I don't go back even though I'm still alive,
Then wouldn’t I become an unjust person?”
Zijin raised his head and looked at Yu Wenmingxuan under the cherry blossom tree and said:
"How can I do it for my own happiness?
And what about doing such an unfilial and unjust thing?
If my happiness must be based on the suffering of so many people,
I would rather not have this happiness,
I would rather not be the only one suffering.
Or...maybe, you!"
Yu Wenmingxuan trembled and raised his head,
His eyes were actually moist:
"Yes...I'm sorry!
I'm really sorry,
I thought, I thought you were the same as me,
For this love, I can give up everything!
I'm sorry, I'm really... I'm really sorry,
From now on, I will never say such selfish words again!"
Zijin was slightly startled,
She just said it was selfish to do so,
But she didn’t expect that this was the best interpretation of Yu Wenmingxuan’s love for her!
She had wrongly blamed him!
But she couldn't say this.
Zijin could only let out a long sigh,
He said sadly:
"It's not your fault!
The only thing to blame is that we met at the wrong time,
It's not the right time to fall in love.
God has given us the fate to be together,
But you didn’t give me the chance to fall in love!”
Listening to such words, it seems that for this feeling,
Zi Jingen didn't value it as much as Yu Wenmingxuan did.
But only Zijin knew it...
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