At this moment, a scene came to Qin Xiaoman's mind for no reason. At the door of the wine shop where she met Yan Zisong for the third time, a long-haired girl was putting her hands on his shoulders, and his hands were gently touching her.
Patting her gently, the two of them stayed together affectionately!
The girl who lacks courage can't help but feel a little bitter in her heart. So who is this girl?
It’s not that she doesn’t know how good he is;
It's just that she actually knows herself better, and she's afraid because she understands.
For her, she couldn't even ask face to face who the girl in his arms was, she couldn't do such a simple thing, she couldn't even muster such courage.
So, why does she believe that she can capture him who is as free and unruly as the wind?
"If we follow your theory, no one should fall in love because they are afraid of falling out of love; no one should eat, because it will pass through the intestines anyway; no one should live, because everyone is bound to die in the end anyway.
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Qin Xiaoman was so choked by the nursery rhyme that she couldn't refute a word and stood there in a daze.
Listening to this brand new argument, Qin Xiaoman felt that she was not discussing a topic with him at all, but you really couldn't find anything wrong with it.
Tong Yao let out a long breath, took Qin Xiaoman's hand,
"I said, don't embarrass yourself so much. The thing is actually very simple. If you like him and he really likes you, why are you thinking so much?
Qin Xiaoman, you are only eighteen years old once in your life, and you only have your first love once. Now is the age for us to make mistakes; don’t let too many worries and worries negate your own feelings, otherwise when you are eighty years old
By the time it’s too late to regret.”
On the southwest bank of Da Youming Lake, a row of graceful willows shades several benches. This is a good place that Qin Xiaoman has recently discovered. The scenery is pleasant and quiet.
She likes to come here every morning to listen to voa, and after class in the afternoon, she likes to come here to listen to music before dark for couples to go on dates.
The low hanging wickers by the lake were dancing in the wind, but a soft and clear female voice came from the radio:
Other people's love stories are lingering, but between you and me, there is a vague love story.
Love and dislike have lost their boundaries, and it’s hard to express them.
We are all afraid that each other may change, that our ideals may be disillusioned
So we put aside our expectations and dare not promise tomorrow
Is it really only that far away? Our oaths and alliances are actually lies
Since you have been in love before, why bother whether it changes or not
I want to love you every day, I believe that sincerity can withstand the test
Indulge in nostalgia day and night, let the beautiful myth reappear
I want to love you and spend every day of my life, no longer restrain myself regardless of danger
I lit up the blazing fire in my heart and burned it for a moment
The melodious and lingering music, accompanied by the exciting singing, Qin Xiaoman didn't know that at this moment, her hesitant heart actually melted quietly.