"Yan Zisong, have you...Actually, have you ever thought...that we can actually be separated for a while..." She seemed extremely reluctant, speaking hesitantly and timidly.
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The man's hand slid across her cheek and raised her face, "What did you say?" He frowned and spoke seriously and... threateningly.
Yan Zisong seemed to be suppressing his anger, and Qin Xiaoman bit his lip. The only time he faced his anger before was when she broke up with him four years ago.
Will we repeat the same mistakes this time?
"That's not what I meant," the woman gently took off his hand and held it in her hand, seeming to comfort the slightly restless man and wanting to convey infinite confidence and encouragement to him.
"We can separate for a while and tell them that we are no longer together," Qin Xiaoman bit her lips and said with great difficulty, "When they get over it, this matter will calm down..."
Yan Zisong really didn't know whether to cry or laugh. Is this woman lying to him or herself?
Sighing and shaking his head, the man held her hands with his backhand. Even if the two people were separated for a hundred years, they would still object if they wanted to get back together again!
He prayed that God would be merciful and allow them to wake up and realize that they wanted to fulfill their love. He couldn't accept this kind of self-indulgence.
Qin Xiaoman lowered his head and understood the man's unspoken denial. He knew this, so how could she not know it...
As if she had made great determination, the woman bit her lip, broke free from his hands, clenched her hands into fists and hid them under the table. With a low voice that she couldn't believe, she spoke.
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"Perhaps... you and others... can also, I, am willing to..."
She spoke intermittently and incompletely, her head bowed deeply, and she didn't even have the courage to look at him...
Yan Zisong understood the meaning of that sentence in an instant.
Looking at her with almost disbelief and heartache, she was willing...
Are you willing to give up half of your man to another woman in order to get the right to continue to love him?
Is she willing...willing to stay secretive and shady all her life in order to stay with him?
He couldn't explain how he felt, but he was sour and sour that he had never felt before, and his heart was churning!
Isn't it even mixed with great emotion and shame that his woman, the woman he loved his whole life, could only choose to secretly become his lover in order to obtain conditions and opportunities that were hidden from everyone's ears?
He can't accept it!
He couldn't let her suffer this kind of injustice!
The sourness in my heart seemed to turn into sadness in an instant, and I just wanted to destroy the whole world.
The man stretched out his hands and held the woman's downcast face, "What are you talking about?" He looked at her helpless and sad eyes.
God, his heart softened for no reason.
The next second, the displeasure and seriousness on Yan Zisong's face disappeared. He leaned over the table and put his right hand on the back of her head.
He whispered in her ear, "I only want you..."
All his emphasis fell on the word "want", and the originally ordinary sentence he said was extremely warm and ambiguous, and all the sadness a moment ago was...
The desolation and helplessness were all swept away by his hint. In the next second, the loneliness in the woman's eyes was replaced by full of shyness and resentment.