Qin Xiaoman, who returned to City S to start a new life, did not go out to find a job.
She contacted two translation companies through her university classmates and took on some translation work at home.
All manuscripts are sent and received online using a computer. This originally quiet woman now often does not leave the house even once a day.
When she was not working, she always looked at the window in a daze; thinking about the man with whom she had agreed to elope, and this profound but brief reunion; at the same time, she had a very strong feeling, which was a serious contempt for herself.
She was always the one who gave up first! Every time she told herself to persist until the end, she gave up again and again. She didn't dare to think about what that man was like now, was he thinking about her too? Or maybe it was because of her
Do you have the intention of quitting after giving up?
The excuse he has always used to comfort himself is that even during the four years after the breakup, he lived well; he made a beautiful girlfriend, and his career developed quite smoothly...
With his conditions, what kind of woman can't be found? It's not that she has to do it herself, and she has nothing to offer herself. Looking back on everything that happened during this period, she really didn't do anything for him. Everything.
, he stood in front of her, shielding her from the wind and rain; all she brought to him was fatigue and burden.
She has never even cooked a meal for him; she is not good at cooking, not good at socializing, not good at making him happy with sweet words... She has reason to believe that based on his vision and conditions, it would be better to find a random woman.
herself!
She has nothing to worry about at all.
When Qin Xiaoman came out of the supermarket carrying two reusable bags filled with food, she just thought of this.
The woman who had successfully brainwashed herself for the umpteenth time stamped her feet.
That's right, that's it, she has nothing to worry about!
If she leaves, he can still live a good life!
As if he had regained the goal of working hard in life, Qin Xiaoman carried the shopping bag with high spirits and was about to cross the road to wait for a taxi; until there was a "quacking" sound, a black car braked urgently.
Stopping less than one meter away from her feet, the woman realized that the light on the sidewalk had not even turned green yet.
While facing the car to apologize for his carelessness, he stared at the food bag that rolled to the ground in shock; a man's face peeked out from behind the rolled-down window.
"Why did you come so far to buy things? Get in the car and go back together."
The moment she raised her head, Qin Xiaoman recognized that this person was her neighbor; the man who was playing tricks in the elevator. Later, they met several times in the community; during the day, he actually seemed like a nice young man.
.
She didn't know if he was good-looking or not; because she was used to seeing Yan Zisong, she basically wouldn't consider whether a strange man's face was stunning.
However, it was strange that she couldn't explain what it was about this man that always made her feel somewhat similar to Yan Zisong.
Maybe it's the way that person smiles, with some magnanimous evil spirit, which will never be associated with the sun; maybe it's the vague arc when that person looks at people from the corner of his eyes, which always reminds people of the word "frivolous"
;Perhaps it was the tone of that person's speech, the unruly look...