In the side hall of Zhengxin Hall, candles are rising and charcoal fire is burning red.
Because the doors and windows are closed, the entire hall is steaming, but also transmits a stream of heat.
The heat coming to the face can warm people's skin, but it cannot warm people's hearts.
Queen Zhang's heart is cold.
The past is vivid in my mind, with joy, sorrow, laughter and intrigue in the deep palace.
But no matter what, no matter whether it is joy or sorrow, or a group of wolves or a furious horse, at least there is one person, who is weak, but always bears a sense of responsibility, and his eyes are all day and night
They all have to endure blindness, but they are always gentle and considerate to her.
People are still there, but they will die soon.
Queen Zhang felt that she was not a woman, she was the embodiment of the sacred, and her mother was unattainable. So whether in front of or behind, she was always dignified and kind, any expression, preference, and her
All personal feelings are hidden under this dignified body.
But this does not mean that she has no emotions and desires. Queen Zhang's eyes were red and her expression was full of fatigue. She raised her eyes lazily, and she felt an inexplicable sense of loneliness, which she was scared.
I was afraid of losing this person's world, and losing this person, as if even the world and the palace walls became cold and ruthless.
But……
Doctor Hu said that manpower is always over, and there is no way to make a comeback and there is no hope.
Queen Zhang sighed quietly, and the fragrance spit out from her mouth. She thought she was strong. More than ten years ago, under the power of Concubine Wan, she was still strongly mediated from it. She was a smart and skillful woman.
, She knows how to give in and when should she be tough. She knows how to compromise and how to control people. But she now realizes that she is fragile and terrible. Even this rising red candle has now changed in her eyes.
Being terrifying.
But she knew that she had to be strong, had to stand up, and had to be able to hide her grief more than others, because she not only had a husband, but also had children. Her son was about to rule the world, and she had to be with the prince and encourage her.
He gave him courage.
Queen Zhang pursed her lips. Now, the situation did not seem to be very good for her. There were signs of chaos in the inner palace. If the backbone is gone in the palace, everything will be out of control. The emperor is really not going to be able to do it. The prince is again
At a young age, Queen Zhang didn't even have the opportunity to find a personal discussion.
Although Xiao Jing is loyal, he is not the object of revealing his worries. This person is too slippery.
As for people like Liu Jian? These people seem to be able to entrust them, but...
Queen Zhang knew that these people also had their own little ones and could rely on them for foreign affairs. However, the palace must also have their own opinions. If they follow them completely and put all their hopes on them, it would not be a good thing.
Who else?
A person passed by Queen Zhang's mind, yes, it's him.
He is my son-in-law and one of the closest people in my palace. However, this person is far away from Jiangxi, and seems to be destined to be so destined that he will not be able to come back for a while.
Queen Zhang closed her eyes in pain. This was not a good sign. It seemed that heaven was destined. In the days to come, she... the queen who is mother-in-law, will face the upcoming woman who is about to become the empress dowager.
The storm.
The most important thing now is to accompany the emperor and let the emperor go through the last journey. In addition, it is to ensure that the prince can ascend the throne smoothly. All the weddings and weddings in the palace must be prepared, and the other side must be there, and of course, there must be no trouble.
Some things can be left to Xiao Jing and the cabinet, but some things must not be used by others.
It seems that every woman who is about to become the Empress Dowager has to bear and face this situation. For different people, Queen Zhang's pain is more profound than all her predecessors. All they have lost is an emperor, and they are about to welcome her.
The new emperor came, but Empress Zhang lost her closest husband, and the closest relatives she had accompanied day and night.
"Empress, the emperor is awake..."
The eunuch outside called out in a low voice.
Queen Zhang's face, which had been as charming as the years passed, suddenly became solemn.
The emotions that had just been revealed flashed and the hurdle that was difficult to pass seemed to be insignificant in this face that was like an iceberg without any joy or anger. She gently opened her mouth, and her voice was as dignified and generous as usual:
"Set up to the bedroom."
She rose up, the door had been pushed open, and her lotus steps slowly moved, each step maintaining the same distance, and each step symbolized an incomparable etiquette. She came out of the hall, and the cold wind was rustling outside, looking around,
Everything is no different from before, but it seems to be very different from usual, but the only thing that remains unchanged is Queen Zhang's expression. Queen Zhang is still so calm and so unstoppable.
The eunuchs and palace servants outside bowed down one after another, but Queen Zhang didn't even look at them. Lianbu continued to move forward, but said in his mouth: "In the bedroom, everyone will withdraw temporarily. If the prince comes, let him
I came to serve the boss directly, yes, the emperor said that last night I cooked millet porridge quite suitable for the taste, so I made another bowl and then put it on after 60% of the heat."
Queen Zhang's orders had finished, but her steps never stopped. She went straight to the bedroom. The palace people had already removed the people inside as she ordered. Queen Zhang went in alone. Through the curtains in front of the couch, Queen Zhang had already seen the familiar ones.
figure.
"Your Majesty." Queen Zhang smiled. No matter whether the smile was forced or not, she was still extremely dignified under the long-term baptism of the palace.
She first held Zhu Youting's hand. The withered hand was cold and hard, but now it was surrounded by Queen Zhang's warm tenderness. Queen Zhang then bowed to sit down, her eyes washed by tears.
He looked at Zhu Youting with a clear and affectionate look. Zhu Youting looked very tired and lost a lot of weight. He leaned half on the couch, but his eyes seemed to be a little brighter, and he also smiled quietly at Queen Zhang.
This feeling of four eyes facing each other is unknown how many times in this life. This is a look of two people who understand each other and comfort each other. No matter how many troubles or difficulties there are, it seems that everything can become
It's gone.
Zhu Youzing also smiled. The smile was clearly intentional, deliberately showing Queen Zhang that she did not have much illness, so that she did not have to worry.
Then, Zhu Youzhe said: "Thank you so hard these days, you have lost weight, hey..."
Queen Zhang also smiled and shook her head, saying, "Your Majesty, why did you say this? Yes, I just asked Doctor Hu and said that Your Majesty's body is much better than before."
"Is that true?" Zhu Youzhang looked very happy and said seriously: "I also feel that I have become much healthier. I may be able to recover in a while."
Queen Zhang wanted to be miserable, but she still laughed. Of course she knew that she was just comforting her husband, and her husband was also comforting her. Both sides were lying, both sides knew each other’s thoughts, but both of them were very
Those who have tacit understanding have not been broken.
Queen Zhang smiled and said, "Yes, as long as you have good health, I will accompany me to the East Palace for a walk."
"East Palace?" Zhu Youzhi smiled, "What, what about my prince?"
Empress Zhang blinked at Zhu Youtang and said playfully: "Do you remember that when we were still in the Eastern Palace, once Concubine Wan suddenly arrived. The emperor was shocked. After that, we were together in a osmanthus flower in the backyard.
A knot was tied to the tree to pray to the heavens, hoping that Concubine Wan would never go to the East Palace again."
Zhu Youzhi suddenly realized and immediately cheered up: "From then on, Concubine Wan has never gone again. Yes, I really don't know what happened to the osmanthus tree. Is the red knot we tied to still be there? Now Houzhao lives there,
He is so naughty, he must have removed the red knot long ago."
Queen Zhang grabbed Zhu Youting's hand intensified and said, "It doesn't matter whether the red knot is there or not. As long as it is still in the hearts of the emperor and the concubine, it will be true. I was really worried when I remembered it."
Zhu Youzhang looked at her affectionately and said, "But I was very happy at that time."
Queen Zhang's face turned slightly red, and she immediately said, "Yes, I was very happy at that time. I was fortunate to be able to accompany the emperor. This is my greatest blessing in this life."
Zhu Youzhi said, "I am not the same. Without you, I sometimes think, I really don't know what fun it is in this life. Do you still remember it? When you first arrived at the Eastern Palace, you were always depressed and said you wanted to go home.
I wanted to go back to visit your parents, but I was scared at that time. I was afraid that you would be criticized again. Concubine Wan took advantage of this excuse and didn’t know what would happen again.”
Queen Zhang said: "Who would have thought that from then on, this palace would become my home. In this palace, I would have the emperor, the thick lights, and the flowers."
Zhu Youxi smiled and said, "Yes, although I have suffered pain and hard work in my life, I am content with you."
The hand held tighter, and even the heart became warmer quietly. As the candlelight swayed, the two of them whispered in a low voice, their voices were very light, just like a couple's secret words.
Not long after, the two stopped talking. Queen Zhang leaned against the couch and was speechless. Zhu Youtu leaned on the pillow, feeling affectionately. The atmosphere gradually became solemn again. Queen Zhang's eyes turned red and she sobbed.
, when she sobbed, her voice was low, as if she was deliberately suppressing it, but this unstoppable emotion was finally released.
Zhu Youzhang suddenly felt uneasy, and quickly stretched out his hand with difficulty, constantly stroked her back, and whispered: "Don't cry, I'm here, I'm here..."
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