Chapter 681: [Towards the end] Count you again before dying 9
Turning to the middle of the notebook, Wei Ya picked up a red pen and wrote in the blank space: Su Xiaoxiao, if you don't have the patience to read all my diaries, then let some secrets go with me and be forgotten forever. buried.
I hate you. I have hated you since the moment Li Ruiyang started to love you. But you are an idiot. You neither know that Li Ruiyang loves you nor that I hate you. Although you call me a good sister and a good friend every day, but You have never understood me or my heart.
In my eyes, you are an extremely naive woman, so naive that you are worthless. I am willing to be friends and sisters with you, not because of how good you are to me, but because being by your side can highlight my nobility. My beauty, my extraordinary.
You are born to be a supporting actress. But I never thought that one day you would be the protagonist and you would also fall in love with an outstanding man. But this matter is completely unacceptable to me. I I even think that I am willing to accept Li Ruiyang falling in love with Ming Lili, but I cannot accept him falling in love with you.
You are not me, and you won’t understand how much that thing hit me. An egg without cracks will not catch flies. There has never been a true friendship between you and me, there is only hatred! So, I am betraying you. When you were young, you did a great job and didn’t regret it at all. Until... today, when you held my hand at a life-or-death moment... I was surprised to find that after ten years of being together, I didn’t get to know you Su. Smile.
In fact, you and I are the same kind of people, the kind of people who are unwilling to really open up their hearts no matter how close they are to their friends. However, my protective color is my pride and my excellence, and your protective color is you. Very silly and naive.
In vulgar terms, you and I are like the two types of women Ximen Qing talks about: one type wants to rape a man, and the other type wants to be raped by a man.
I am outstanding, strong, radiant, and use my extraordinary ability to attract all kinds of men.
You are mediocre and naive, unremarkable, and you pretend to be stupid and innocent to seduce all kinds of men.
Although we are very different on the surface, on the inside, we are equally stubborn, equally lonely, and equally self-righteous. It is this that makes me, at the last moment, plan to tell you a secret that has been buried in my heart for a long time.
Probably starting from when you and Han Murphy were together...