Jing Shuang's action just now was too intense. He was also disheveled, his hair was messy, and his boyish-female face was full of confusion.
It was as if Gu Yu was not trapped beneath her now and had no way to ask for help.
But him.
It was not Gu Yu who had his pride crushed.
But him.
Jing Shuang grabbed Gu Yu's shoulders and asked, "What's so funny about me! What's so funny about me!"
Gu Yu made a hissing sound from his mouth, as if his ears hurt from the noise. She said slowly and calmly: "You don't think I care about a woman's chastity, do you?"
Shouldn't it?
Women in the world, from queens to beggars, all regard chastity as their destiny.
Only the prostitutes in the brothel didn't care, but they all despised him.
Why doesn't Gu Yu care?
She is also a woman, even if she has been pretending to be a man for many years, she is still an out-and-out woman!
Why?
Gu Yu said slowly: "Don't say you are alone. Even if there are ten or eight more, I will lie down and enjoy it slowly. But you have to understand who is raping whom?"
Jing Shuang felt his brain turning.
He looked at Gu Yu who was lying on the bed with a joking face. He was obviously the one on top, but at this moment, he felt that his dignity was being trampled under his feet by Gu Yu.
Gu Yu did not feel the fear he imagined, but instead admired his ugliness with interest.
His glazed eyes reflected his face twisted with anger.
He did this not as an insult to Gu Yu, but as if Gu Yu was insulting him.
Who is raping whom?
Jing Shuang had a splitting headache.
How could this happen? How could it become like this?
Is Gu Yu still a woman?
How could there be such a woman?
What went wrong?
Because has Gu Yu been a man for too long?
After being raised as a woman, is he still a man?
Gu Yu took advantage of his unpreparedness and hit his lower body hard with her knee.
His face suddenly turned pale, and his whole body curled up like a shrimp.
Gu Yu easily kicked him to the ground. Because his lower body hurt so much, he could only kneel on the ground and tremble all over.
Gu Yu pulled up his hair, then stretched out her little finger in front of his eyes, and continued to trample on his dignity, saying: "Tsk, no wonder you pretend to be a woman so much, it turns out that's all you have down there."
Jing Shuang looked at Gu Yu as if he were looking at a terrifying demon. He roared in collapse and was about to turn over and hit Gu Yu.
Gu Yu deftly dodged his blow. Can Jing Shuang think of such a thing as cartilage dispersion, could she not think of it?
Before she approached the believers in Tongning County, she asked Dr. Chang for a large amount of antidote.
After pretending for so long, it's time for her to relax.
Jing Shuang didn't know what he had gone through, but his frame was not as big as that of a man. He looked just like a woman, with slim shoulders, narrow waist, narrow hips and small feet.
It is difficult to practice martial arts with such a stature, and even if you practice martial arts, it is difficult to improve.
She easily subdued Jing Shuang and tied him to the ground in a kneeling position.
Gu Yu stood up from the bed, stepped on his head and jumped off, and heard Jing Shuang groan again.
Gu Yu opened the cabinet in the room and said to Li Ruo who was hiding inside: "You all heard it!"
Li Ruo was already in tears. Her world view, outlook on life and values were refreshed over and over again in the conversation between Gu Yu and Jing Shuang.
She huddled in the cabinet and saw the way Gu Yu looked down at her. There was pity, perseverance, and the pride she once had in her eyes that she had lost.
She recalled her not-so-splendid first half of her life, from the little daughter who was doted on by her family, to the death of her father and brother, to the deprivation of her clan and being driven out of the house, and her mother being beaten to death by a prostitute in a brothel.
Finally, in front of the ruined temple, she opened the door, and the leader smiled at her: "Look, there is a man-eating little tiger here. Can I help you to save all sentient beings?"
She thought she was saving this world where men were superior to women and passing on the hope of a goddess to countless women who were bullied.
But in the end, Gu Yu exposed the illusion that the leader had spun for her.
She is not helping those believers, but helping those believers to do evil, making those believers fall deeper and deeper into trouble.
It’s not that I didn’t have doubts, and it’s not that I didn’t have vacillations.
But whenever she showed a little hesitation, the leader would use both soft and hard tactics to let her see clearly the suffering of women in the world, and then let her see the "happiness" of those women who were fanatically religious.
Once I figured it out, all the previous confusions were explained.
For example, why did the leader let her watch prostitutes being bullied but refused to help her at the same time.
Just tell them to pray when they are in pain. As long as you pray sincerely, the goddess will bless you.
If your prayers are in vain and the goddess does not give you blessings, it means that your sins are too deep, you have distracting thoughts, and you are not sincere enough.
Another example is why some believers ask them to give up farming and weaving and preach to others even though their families are poor.
They even used the name of helping others in the same boat to imply that those believers were taking money to help others, and then told those believers that they were using money to eliminate sins.
Yes, a lot of the money donated by congregants is used to help other congregants.
But everyone is in poverty, and the money you donate may not be recovered when you don't have enough to eat.
For another example, the teachings say, "Do not kill, do not steal, do not commit sexual misconduct, do not lie, and do not drink alcohol." However, the leader of the church made countless thin horses join the religion and asked these thin horses to find out information for him.
And herself, Li Ruo thought about herself.
When did the little tiger who rose up in resistance in the ruined temple and bit off the beggar's neck turn into a sick cat that was frightened by the leader's joy and anger?
"Come out." Gu Yu interrupted her thoughts and stretched out a hand to her, saying: "When you wake up from a nightmare, you have to do something."
Li Ruo took Gu Yu's hand. She had been hiding for too long and her whole body was numb. Gu Yu pulled her out of the cabinet with difficulty.
The moment my feet hit the ground, it felt like they were pricked by thousands of needles.
Gu Yu did not help her, but watched her stand up little by little.
Step by step, he gritted his teeth and walked to the chair to sit down.
Jing Shuang turned around and saw Li Ruo coming out of the cabinet and said, "Li Ruo, kill her, kill her, and you will be a goddess."
Li Ruo sat on the chair with a pale face and did not move.
Jing Shuang narrowed his eyes and said, "Li Ruo, you used to be very obedient."
Gu Yu sat beside the bed, looked at Jing Shuang condescendingly and said, "But she is not willing to obey now."
Jing Shuang turned around and stared at Gu Yu, saying, "What on earth do you want to do? Do you think you can escape from the Paradise Building by killing me and controlling Li Ruo? Don't forget, this is the city that never sleeps."
Gu Yudao: "I want to kill you, but it's not time yet. As for escaping? I have no intention of escaping."
Jing Shuang said: "What do you want to do? What exactly do you want to do?"
Gu Yu said: "Where will the heaven and earth collapse?"
Jing Shuang smiled softly and said, "Beg me. Kneel down and beg me, and I will tell you."