Chapter 181 She quickly broke away from Jun Ze's embrace
Gu Yu is a person who needs hugging very much. No matter in her past life or in this life, few people hug her.
Needless to say about her past life, in this life she traveled through time and was raised by the eldest lady.
The eldest lady was strict and really raised her as a boy, from body to heart.
As for Aunt Su, she has a mature soul. Even if she looks like a child, she cannot act coquettishly towards Aunt Su like her younger sister.
It was my sister who found her standing in the corner. At that time, she was of short stature and looked under the flower stand. My aunt held my sister on her lap and lovingly dyed her nails with the juice of impatiens.
She didn't know that her eyes showed envy and longing inadvertently, but it was Sister A who picked her up from behind.
My sister was only 28 years old at the time, and it was particularly difficult to hold her in her arms.
But at that time, she was so eager for a hug. Even when she saw her elder sister hugging her and walking out, she rarely spoke, buried her head in her neck and left the flower stand.
She is getting older. After all, she is a man and her mother is watching over her. Sister cannot be too close to her.
Later, even my sister entered the palace.
Her younger sister would come to hug her when she was wronged, but she didn't dare to let her younger sister know her identity, and would push her away without leaving a trace every time.
So when Junze hugged her, Gu Yu's mind was completely blank.
Her limbs were so stiff that she didn't know where to put them, and she couldn't even breathe. If someone looked down, they might still see her slightly trembling fingertips.
She didn't know why Junze suddenly acted like this. The arms hugging her body were very strong, giving her a sense of security.
The pressure that had kept her awake at night suddenly dissipated.
Gu Yu knew that she should immediately push Jun Ze away at this time and tell herself that she was not the same person as him, let alone Duanxiu.
It's best to taunt him a few words, see that he is embarrassed and angry, and pretend to be indifferent, saying, "Whoever I like will not like you, a sissy."
But she was too greedy for this embrace.
These days, every time she wakes up from the nightmare of the dead soul seeking her life, she misses her elder sister, her younger sister, her mother and her aunt.
She hugged the quilt alone and watched a candle on the desk burn out. Then she fumbled for a new one in the dark night and lit it.
This was repeated night after night.
She would also think about Junze. Those reports about his invincibility kept coming. It seemed that there was nothing worth worrying about, but she just couldn't feel at ease.
She even had a dream, in which she failed to stop Jing Shuang from blowing up Lianhaiyan, and the rolling flood swallowed Junze. She wanted to save Junze, but she couldn't catch him.
Today, she originally wanted to go to the gate of the Nightless City to pick up Junze, but thinking about it, he should go directly to Prince An's Mansion, as business matters were more important.
In fact, this is not the reason. The real reason is that she is afraid.
Blowing up Lianhaiyan was the most risky thing in her life. At that time, she was not completely sure that Baohe Mountain would cover the gap in Lianhaiyan.
Once the plan goes awry, the whole Jiangnan will be in ruins.
She is gambling with the lives of countless people in Jiangnan.
Junze has a very clear view of the world, and nothing can escape his eyes.
Others may not know what is going on with Lian Haiyan, but Junze will definitely guess that she is the driving force behind it.
In front of Magistrate Su, will Junze, who chose to support her, continue to support her as always?
Gu Yu didn't know.
Junze's hot breath brushed the back of her neck.
She should push him away...
Her consciousness sends commands to her limbs.
It's a pity that the limbs can't obey the command.
He obviously wanted to grab Gu Yu by the collar, push her against the wall, scold her for being reckless, scold her for being frivolous, scold her for not knowing how to be generous.
He scolded her so much, then saw her trembling, raised three fingers, and promised him that he would never do it again.
But the moment he saw Gu Yu open the door, he swallowed all the bad words in his stomach without even chewing.
The yellowish light shines behind Gu Yu, making her look even more like a crown jewel and unlike a mortal.
By the time he reacted, his unruly arms had already hugged Gu Yu tightly in his arms.
The pleasant scent of grass and trees lingered on the tip of his nose, and the worries of the past few days completely dissipated.
His mouth, which had always been scolding the world's invincible, no longer obeyed, and murmured: "Gu Yu, I miss you so much."
Gu Yu's body became even stiffer.
A gust of evening wind blew by, and Junze's rationality returned a little. He suddenly realized that he had actually held Gu Yu, who was as bright as the breeze and the moon, in his arms.
He also unconsciously said that he missed Gu Yu.
How could he miss Gu Yu? He was just, just, a little angry with Gu Yu.
When I dreamed about it in the middle of the night, I just wanted to teach Gu Yu a lesson so that she wouldn't take risks.
There were not many opportunities to teach Gu Yu a lesson with confidence, so of course he had to seize it.
This became his obsession, and he took Gu Yu into his heart every day.
I definitely don’t miss Gu Yu anymore!
Wait, what did Gu Yu think?
He suddenly hugged Gu Yu and said those strange words.
Would Gu Yu think he had a broken sleeve?
Wait, Gu Yu seems to have always thought that he had a broken sleeve.
what to do?
How would Gu Yu miss him when he is such a glorious person?
Will she still berate herself as mercilessly as before?
Junze has always known no taboos in doing things. He is domineering and lawless in Kyoto. He does whatever he wants without considering other people's ideas.
But in this case, the majesty of the King of Kyoto was blown away by the gust of wind just now, and he was at a loss for a moment.
What should I say?
What to do?
Should I let go?
But he didn't want to let go.
Why is Gu Yu motionless?
"I just accidentally fell down and happened to hug you." Isn't this reason a bit far-fetched and unable to explain what he said about missing you?
"I'm just excited to see you again after a long absence. I always treat good brothers like this." Will it appear to be too obvious?
‘Don’t get me wrong, I just want to see if your back is injured.’ Help, this is a hundred times worse than the first two excuses.
For God's sake, someone can give him a sap and knock him out.
God didn't seem to hear his inner cry, but King Yama did.
There was a "pop" sound.
The porcelain bowl fell to the floor.
It broke the silence in the courtyard.
Li Ruo wore a veil and kept holding the bowl with both hands.
But she is not the focus, Jun Xian beside her is the focus.
Jun Xian's face was already darker than the night.
As for why in the dark night, Jun Xian's face can still be felt so dark, it is entirely because of the word that came out of his mouth:
"Oh."
Disdain, sarcasm, anger...
Everything is dissolved in this word "ha".
Gu Yu was brought back to her senses by this "ha". She quickly broke away from Junze's arms and distanced herself from Junze.