He felt that he was losing Gu Yu little by little.
Even if he never got it.
With Li Ruo by Gu Yu's side, he could convince himself that Gu Yu only regarded Li Ruo as a friend, but actually had other plans.
Sun Caiwei was granted marriage by the Holy One, so he could convince himself that Gu Yu was just forced and she would not like Sun Caiwei.
But the sudden appearance of Cousin Ji made it impossible for him to find any lame excuses to convince himself.
He is a man with eyes and knows how tempting Cousin Ji's appearance is to a man.
That woman had to be good-looking and capable, and she also had the support of Gu Yu's aunt, so it seemed that the position of the Crown Prince's wife belonged to her.
He could only place his hope on Gu Yu not being a beauty-seeking person.
So from the moment he saw Gu Yu coming out of Cousin Ji's yard with a smile on her face, his heart felt like a piece was missing.
He could no longer act as if nothing had happened and lie to himself that he only wanted to be friends and confidants with Gu Yu.
His maternal grandfather, the late emperor who was dissolute and immoral, even robbed his maternal grandmother by force after knowing that she was married.
This chaotic and obscene relationship made him feel sick.
But what made him feel even more disgusting was that for a moment just now, he wanted to repeat the mistakes of the late emperor.
Even if she knows that this person does not love her, she cannot bear to smile at another person or be intimate with another person.
He wanted to imprison Gu Yu just like the late emperor imprisoned Concubine Yun in Yeting.
This thought passed away in a flash, but it made him break out in a cold sweat.
He can't do that.
What he likes is Gu Yu who rides on the horse with high spirits, Gu Yu who endures the burden and never bends his spine, Gu Yu who is not afraid of thousands of troops and kills the enemy with his sword, who has the same mind with him and has a tacit understanding.
Gu Yu.
It shouldn't be Gu Yu who was deprived of his freedom and resentful.
He didn't want to watch Gu Yu's wives and concubines in groups, loving each other, and he didn't want to destroy her.
There is not much time left for him. If he cannot establish a relationship with Gu Yu before she gets married, he will lose Gu Yu completely.
Junze looked at Gu Yu's face that was getting colder and colder, and his beating heart was getting colder. It was so cold that his teeth chattered and his breathing became difficult.
Gu Yu slowly withdrew her hand from his heart and shifted her gaze.
"dislike."
Her voice was like spring water that had just thawed in the spring, carrying thin ice particles and running across the sharp rocks on the rugged cliffs. The moment it collided, all the illusions about spring turned into broken spray.
The light and shadow floating in it cannot be touched, grasped, or retained. They quietly go with the cool water and never look back.
Junze took his hand back, not knowing what he was thinking, and remained motionless.
The carriage became quiet for a moment. Seeing that Junze was no longer crazy, Gu Yu secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but there was a feeling of loss in her heart.
Ji Miaoxian said, "It will be more comfortable if you follow your own heart." But she couldn't see clearly what her true heart was, so how could she obey it.
Gu Yu could feel Junze's unusual affection for her. She had felt it as early as that hug in the city that never sleeps.
He had been awkward for so long and finally said it out. Gu Yu was not as helpless as he imagined.
She just hesitated for a few breaths and then said everything she needed to say.
No matter how good it is, if you know it's impossible and give up your thoughts early, it will be a good thing for both you and yourself.
She thought that this nondescript confession was over, but the next second, Junze's figure pressed towards her.
Before she could react, her hands and feet were restrained by Junze. There was fire in his eyes, burning wildly.
But when I really stick to it, it is filled with infinite tenderness, and the dragonfly touches the water without leaving a trace.
Before Gu Yu could struggle too much, it was over.
The kiss was caught off guard. Gu Yu touched her lips. Looking at Junze who had sat back, Gu Yu's mind stopped for a moment. What just happened?
She was forced to kiss, right?
Why did the person who kissed her sit there solemnly as if nothing had happened?
But Gu Yu quickly realized that he was not serious at all, but that he had a guilty conscience and didn't know how to place his hands and feet.
Gu Yu's eyes darkened instantly, and she reached out and hit Jun Ze in the face.
Junze didn't hide away and received a slap from her, his head buzzing.
Gu Yu grabbed his collar and said through gritted teeth: "What the hell are you crazy about!"
Junze covered his face and said: "When we first arrived in Jiangnan, you also kissed me. It was tit for tat, and we were even."
Guan Yan's eyes widened outside, and he put his ears close to the carriage while driving the carriage.
Gu Yu said fiercely, "When did I kiss you?"
Junze said: "On the boat, you secretly kissed me while I was unconscious."
Gu Yu thought of that incident and roared angrily: "Fuck you, tit for tat."
Gu Yu punched Junze in the face, causing his nose to bleed instantly.
Before it was over, Gu Yu started fighting with him in the small carriage, or one person fought and the other blocked him.
The carriage swayed for a while, and Guan Yan, who was sitting outside, was at a loss. Normally, he should stop the car now to save his master from danger.
But with Junze's skill, how could he have allowed Gu Yu to be so presumptuous if he hadn't been willing to do so.
Guan Yan could only do his duty in front of the groom.
After all, Gu Yu still had some sense left and did not say hello to Jun Ze's face, but she showed no mercy on the invisible parts of her body.
After being hit several times in a row, Junze blocked her fist and said: "You kiss me and I get hit. Why do I still get hit when I kiss you?"
After hearing this, Gu Yu punched him in the stomach again and said, "Because you are a bitch!"
Junze stopped her hands and feet and said seriously: "Gu Yu, it's not because I'm a bitch, but because I like you."
Gu Yu was stunned for a moment, then used more force on his hands and said: "I told you too, I don't like you! Do you understand? I don't like you!"
The fire in Junze's peach blossom eyes had completely subsided.
He said in a daze: "I understand."
After Gu Yu vented his anger, he let him go, wiped his lips with his sleeve, and said, "If you go crazy again next time, don't blame me for turning against you."
Junze nodded silently.
The atmosphere in the carriage was a bit anxious, and Gu Yu's anger had not yet dissipated.
He glanced at Junze with disgust and closed his eyes.
How dare he, how dare he treat her as the kind of person who can be casual and frivolous.
Thinking of this, the violent factor in Gu Yu's body boiled again.
But when he opened his eyes, he saw Jun Ze sitting there quietly, with a little blood under his nose.
The always arrogant and domineering King Xiaoyao has become like this, looking a little pitiful.
Things are really different and people are different. How could things between them become like this?
It was obvious that more than half a year ago, she was always suppressed by Junze. She was always so angry that he burst into tears, but there was nothing she could do about it.
Now she was still furious with Junze, but she took advantage of Junze's love and hit him directly, and Junze didn't even fight back.
Just as he was thinking about it, there was a sound of horses neighing outside, and Guan Yan stopped the carriage.