'But what about my mother?!'Gin is not a kitten. In her heart, grandpa is just an absolute bad guy. No matter what he is saying now, it is just his excuse. He wants to forgive him and his sister.
His mistake was impossible. With his behavior like this, he had no reason to forgive him at all.
‘Jin, you heard from grandpa.’ Kitten can understand Jin’s idea, but she was confused. Her long-standing habits cannot be changed by changing.
'Kitten, don't blame gold, all this is my mistake. After your father left, I attributed all these mistakes to your mother. I always felt that if it weren't for her existence,
Your dad won't be like this. He could have lived a good life. I could have found him a wife who suits him and let him live safely by my side.'The old man stopped the kitten
,Have he spent all these years in self-blame? Sometimes he wondered, if he hadn't been stubborn back then, would everything be different, and not as good as he is now, letting his relatives be free from each other.
The ghost is alive.
'You don't need to say so much, I just want to know how our mother died?' Jinzi was just an unformed embryo at that time, and there was only a limited amount of things she could know, so she wanted to know the most now
What is, is the death of my mother related to my grandfather?
'I still remember it was a very dark night, and even the candlelight could not illuminate you, let alone the moon. I even think that the moon seems to be really going to disappear.' Yang Xuan thinks this
It’s not that night was really dark, but that the darkness in the old man’s heart began from that moment, right?
'Your father has been away for more than half a year, and I have always hated your mother very much. So my attitude towards her has always been to no avail. But unexpectedly, someone came to tell me that she was going to give birth.
I never knew she was pregnant before. If it wasn't for time, I even thought that the child must be a bastard. Someone told me that the situation was very strange. This was something she had never seen before. She was a little bit
I was scared. But I didn't care at that time. Anyway, the orcs gave birth to children is different from humans.' The old man was deeply trapped in the memories of that time. Yang Xuan could even think that he would not have thought that it would happen at that time.
Is there so many things? I don’t know if I regret it?
'So, you just let our mother die?' Jinzi's eyes seem to be about to spit fire. She didn't like this grandpa very much. Now that she said such words to herself, it was simply
A handful of firewood was added to the flames in her heart!
'Yes, I told the person who came over to talk to me, how could she die with her physique? It's okay. Then the man left like that. I stood in the night wind for a long time, but there was no
I actually felt a little regretful at that time. If your mother or Jinzi died, how would I explain to your father? I really didn't think that she would be like that at that time.
Then he died.' The old man hugged his head and buried his head deeply between his legs.
'So, you are all causing this, don't you deny it?' Jinzi said aggressively. She never understood what pity is. Anyway, no one in this world will pity him, and she is the most unsuccessful in her life.
All you need is pitiful!
'Yes, I don't deny it. Especially when I saw you, I really felt that I had done something wrong. Without your mother, you wouldn't be born at all, and you might even die at any time. I can't let it go
You die!'The old man's face was full of crazy expressions. Yang Xuan could understand the old man's thoughts and contradictions, but in the end it was because the old man's heart was too dark. He said that he was alive because he had been suppressed for too long.
So his heart became cold and hard.
‘Look, this is the grandfather you have always respected. It is him who has made us children who have no father or mother now. Let me tell you, no matter what you think in your heart, I will not forgive him!
'But, but grandpa paid a great price for us.' The kitten said with some uncertainty, 'Do you know why you can still live to this day? If it weren't for grandpa's use of his life to give you
If you extend your life, you will be dead now.'
'Don't be deceived by his appearance. Do you really think he is so good? He just wants to atone for himself! He doesn't have us in his heart at all. All he wants is his own peace of mind! He doesn't care at all
Our life or death, otherwise why would he make you the carrier of my soul, otherwise why would we be like now?! It is no longer a matter of whether it is human or not. It is better to die than to live!" Jinzi
I don’t buy anything about the old man. In her opinion, everything the old man does is just wanting a little comfort in his heart, right?
'Don't speak nonsense, he's very bitter.' After listening for a long time, Yang Xuan felt that he should say something fair. When he saw the old man, he felt that the old man was a person with a story in his heart, but he didn't expect the old man
The story is so sad. It does not mean that Yang Xuan is sympathizing with the old man. It’s just that things have happened. The more important thing we need to do now is how to help Jinzi. Yang Xuan can see that the old man really paid for Jinzi.
a lot of.
'Stop pretending here. What does this matter have to do with you? What right do you have to say such things? Do you think I will forgive him if you say this? Tell you, there is no door!' Jinzi
He looked at Yang Xuan disdainfully. In her opinion, all the people who help the old man speak are not good people, but their enemies!
'I'm just saying some justice. In my opinion, the most urgent task now is not how to convict him, but how to save you. I think you can fully feel that your life has begun to count down.'
Yang Xuan shrugged. He was the most disgusted with Jin Zi's behavior that was not a wolf. During this time in the God Realm, Yang Xuan learned that as long as he is still alive, nothing will turn into suffering, but if everyone dies
Then there is really nothing left.
'Hmph, I don't want to.' Sure enough, Jinzi still couldn't understand this, but Yang Xuan could also understand that there were problems with her own personality, or her growth situation caused her current personality. Alas,
It's a real problem.
'Jinzi, how could you say that?!' The kitten's anger seemed to burn the entire space. She shouted loudly. She and Jinzi paid such a big price to be alive, but now Jinzi
But she said, she didn't want it anymore, and even disdained it. How could she not be angry?!
'Why can't you say that? I don't need him to be so hypocritical to me. If he is really good to me, why should we force our mother to death?' Jinzi thinks that he is right to do this. He is a hypocritical person.
I will never forgive myself.
For a moment, Yang Xuan had a headache. If Jin Zishi was alone, Yang Xuan felt that he would knock Jin Zi unconscious without hesitation. But the problem was that Jin Zi was in the kitten's body, and he could not make him small.
Are cats and Jin unconscious? This is not good.
‘If I say, after I cure you, I will hand over my life, is this OK?’ The old man’s voice is so calm, as if after saying this, he can get spiritual peace.
'Ha, do you think I will believe you? I am not my mother. She believed in you back then, but it didn't mean that I would continue to believe you. You are a hypocritical person! Don't imagine that I will forgive you for your doing
Even if I can save me, I will not forgive you!
Yang Xuan suddenly thought of a word, that is, he didn't understand why this gold did this, and his life was almost gone. Grandpa and sister had to suffer with him, let alone himself,
If you have to be implicated, you should take what Doudou said, such a person deserves a beating!
'Not good! My gold egg has become so dim!' Yang Xuan was thinking, and he heard the sound of the kitten. He hurriedly looked at the gold egg. Sure enough, the golden egg that was originally shining in the sea has now become
It becomes dark. It seems to turn black at any time. What's going on?
‘We have to hurry up, the child can’t hold on for too long.’ When the old man saw this, he frowned. He didn’t expect that the time was ahead of schedule.
It seems that the venom of the giant python has advanced the time for mutation. Yang Xuan thought to himself that the python is so toxic that although it cannot digest the golden egg, it has advanced the time for mutation of the golden egg.
‘Kitten, is gold okay?’ The old man still has some experience after all, so he is quite calm.
'Gold is a little bad now. I can't feel the soul fluctuation of gold anymore.' The kitten said anxiously. She has always cared about her sister. She originally thought she could save her sister, but now it seems
Not that way.
'Then let's start now. Senior, I need your help.' The old man knows that it is urgent now. Jinzi's time is not much. He wants to buy more time for Jinzi in the shortest time, which is also considered
Is your own redemption? It is also the only thing I can do for gold. After doing this, I will be truly liberated.
‘I will try my best to help.’ Yang Xuan’s function has been said this, but the kitten’s eyes are full of gratitude. (To be continued...)