As Chen Rui's footsteps continued, scenes appeared one after another, all from a third-person perspective. These were memories scattered by a consciousness that was on the verge of collapse, and one could clearly feel her true state of mind at that time.
In the picture, the two sides are facing each other.
Opposite is a group of angels, emitting shining light, forming a strong contrast with the dark camp where she is.
The one who appeared at the front was a male angel with twelve wings, with a sneer on his face: "Lucifer, despicable fallen one! It was you who turned your back on the light, and also betrayed and hurt Thesaniel! I, Uriel,
Today I will cut off your head with my own hands and take it back as a gift to Teshaniel, and then she will become my woman!"
She glanced at the man who hid sadness and anger in his deep eyes. Instead of comforting him, she just turned into a bolt of lightning and rushed towards Uriel first.
Uriel was one of the archangels, and his strength was superior to hers. He did not take her seriously, but he underestimated her madness. She was hit by dozens of fatal attacks and failed to fall, and then all the angels could not believe it.
In his eyes, a sword cut off Uriel's head.
Before she fainted, the pair of deep eyes still appeared in her mind, and a sentence echoed in her soul: "What I exist..."
The picture gradually faded, and another scene appeared.
In the sky, there are blood clouds that are gradually disappearing.
The tall and thin man has twelve wings on his back, half of which are white and half of which are black. His facial features are a little blurry, and his figure is disappearing little by little.
"No..." She rushed towards the man crazily, but suddenly stopped because the man glanced at her with a hint of warmth in his eyes, but that was all. Then, he looked at the sky again.
, the existence in the sky that could only be looked up at had disappeared. The man's deep pupils seemed to see many figures deep in his memory, and his face showed a touch of longing.
Then, the man's body and the Supreme Key in the sky were torn apart. At this moment, she fell to the ground softly, as if she had lost all her strength, and her soul disappeared.
Seeing this, Chen Rui has understood a lot of things. The subsequent scenes seem very familiar. The male protagonist is him. The first is the scene where Ben Ji kept his promise and "surrendered".
"I think you may have misunderstood something?" Chen Rui frowned and said.
At this moment, she seemed to have returned to the beginning, and something overlapped: "Whether it is a mistake or a misunderstanding, it is not important. The key is to just go on the path you have chosen. Likewise, you will have to bear the ending."
.”
What she said after that was like talking to herself.
"Who you are may be more important to me than to yourself."
"Do you believe in fate?"
"I think I can try to find the value of existence."
"Those things are no longer important. What's important is that for me, I have returned to the path I want to take."
Veronica appeared and asked: "I just want to ask you, what should I do if I make a mistake?"
"Then..." She was silent for a moment and answered with three words: "I don't regret it."
Later, many familiar scenes appeared one after another, most of which were scenes of him and his relatives and friends gathering together happily. But she just watched quietly from a distance, this kind of loneliness was just like before.
Maybe, that's all it takes.
"Everyone is irreplaceable." This was what Chen Rui said. This sentence made her fall into deep thought.
Then there was a scene where Chen Rui explained the truth. She understood that he didn't want to deceive.
"I am not 'he'."
"sorry."
In fact, I should have had a premonition, maybe it was because of some kind of longing in my heart that I have been unable to let go.
It's a pity that the truth is still so cruel.
She seemed indifferent and calm, but in fact she was devastated and felt that she had once again lost the value of her existence.
It wasn't until the moment she flew towards the Book of Creation and the Book of Destruction that she seemed to find her own value again, just like she had given up her life and rushed towards Uriel.
Although my heart felt extra peaceful, it was still vacant and vacant, as if I was watching from a distance and then following quietly, again.
This is reincarnation and destiny.
But now that I have chosen, I will not regret it.
The picture of consciousness stopped, because Chen Rui had already arrived in front of her. Although the distance traveled along the way was not far, it seemed that she had followed her thoughts through endless vicissitudes of life and experienced countless changes in her mood.
"Who you are is more important to me than to yourself." Chen Rui tried hard to correct his blurred vision and looked at Ben Xi.
These familiar words made Ben Ji's almost lifeless eyes move. He seemed to have used his last strength to slowly turn his eyes around, just to meet Chen Rui's red eyes.
Unlike the deep ones, this man's eyes are just simple.
Simple and pure.
A guy with no great ambitions, he simply wants to protect the people important to him.
I don't know why, this simple feeling is a little warm.
Chen Rui looked at Ben Ji, felt her feelings, and said: "No matter what we are, friends, enemies, or others... I just ask you to continue to exist."
Every word in these words embodies the truth from the soul.
Ben Ji's pupils shrank, but he still looked quietly, but his eyes were no longer empty.
It’s not reincarnation, nor is it destiny.
But a real existence.
However, she didn't even have the strength to say a word.
A tear slowly slipped from the corner of his eye, and tears flowed down, showing cracks on his cheeks.
Chen Rui was horrified to feel that the "Disaster" star god statue in the super system's Star-Sealing Platform was beginning to crack. He tried his best to put Ben Xi into the Star-Sealing Platform, but he could not succeed, as if it was just non-existent air.
The colored smoke gradually became thinner, and Chen Rui felt the fluctuation of his soul.
Such fluctuations will undoubtedly accelerate the process of soul disintegration. This is not an ordinary fluctuation. Chen Rui can hear it. This is a song, a farewell song. She will no longer leave without saying goodbye.
Song of Darkness.
For the first time, I really sang for him, not for my own loneliness.
The cracks in the Star God Statue spread from the face to the whole body, and at the same time, the dark red heart lamp in the storage warehouse that was originally immortal was also cracked.
It has reached the final edge of collapse.
"Wait a minute!" Chen Rui's tears could no longer be suppressed and surged out.
"It feels very familiar." A voice rang next to Chen Rui, it was Gabriel.
At this time, Catherine, Laura, Satan, Michael and others were all watching from a distance without disturbing him and Benji. Only Gabriel came over.
"It's like I'm watching that person disappear in the psychedelic forest."
Chen Rui didn't wipe the tears from his eyes. He didn't look at Gabriel either. He just clenched his fists and said, "What do you want to say?"
"I'm not as good as her." Gabriel suddenly sighed, "When that person chose to fall, I just felt despair, anger and pain. But she chose to fall with him. Because of lack of courage, I missed it.
She has suffered too much and has been troubled all her life because of it. She is more courageous than me, but unfortunately she has given more than me, but received far less than me."
Chen Rui was silent. Indeed, as Gabriel said, Benxi had been following Lucifer. However, when Lucifer finally disappeared, he did not even mention Benxi.
If it is true that the entanglement reflected in the mirror world is like that. Lucifer always only regards Benxi as a friend or sister, then he did not mention Benxi. There should be another hope, hoping that she will let go of everything in the past and move towards a new one.
hope.
He did the same thing a long time ago, and there is nothing wrong with it, but he can choose not to love Ben Xi. But he can't stop Ben Xi from loving him.
There is no right or wrong in love.
Gabriel looked at Ben Ji's dissipating body and showed a faint smile: "But in the end, at least she has something, and she no longer exists in this world empty."
This kind of possession may not be love, or it may not be all of it, or it may be other emotions. But no matter what, I finally have hope.
"Those who have hope can have more." Gabriel's hand reached out to the blurred Benxi. Just as Chen Rui was about to stop him, he saw a trace of golden blood flying out of Gabriel's fingertips.
It fell on Ben Ji.
As soon as the blood touched Ben Chu, it immediately turned into gas and merged with the smoke around Ben Chu's body.
"You..." Chen Rui felt that this was the power of Gabriel's "Heart of the Holy Fight". To be more precise, it was the Heart of the Holy Fight that integrated all the vitality. Under this power, Ben Ji originally
The almost nothing body actually quickly became solid, and the slowly dissipating smoke also converged back into the body. On the contrary, the light in Gabriel's eyes began to dim quickly.
"Gabriel!" Michael exclaimed.
"If you are still the partner I have always regarded as my brother, don't stop me," Gabriel glanced at Michael, "Because this is my choice. I had already made this choice in White Cliff.
Out."
"Why! Each of you..." Michael's remaining hand covered his head in pain.
"I'm just tired," Gabriel sighed. He didn't look at Michael anymore, but looked at the sky: "Is there really another world?"
This sentence seems to be talking to himself, but also seems to be asking Chen Rui.
Chen Rui had already seen Gabriel's eyes clearly. It was a complex emotion mixed with exhaustion, boredom and longing. He was filled with emotions and just answered: "Yes."
Mirror world, time-travel world, or other...
Gabriel smiled, just like the lively and lovely girl in the mirror world. At this moment, she seemed to overlap with the past.
"In that world, we can still see him...maybe, there is still him."
After saying this, the breeze blew, and Gabriel's body scattered into countless silver wings, flying away one by one.
Chen Rui didn't know who the other "him" in Gabriel's mouth was. Looking at Ben Ji who had regained his vitality and feeling the star god statue that had stopped cracking in the Star Sealing Platform, this scene made him sad, and more importantly
Sincerely grateful.
Michael stretched out his hand with slight trembling, and a feather fell on his palm, stayed there for a moment, and then gradually dissipated.
PS: I wrote this chapter until 4 o'clock in the morning last night, and revised it repeatedly today. It has not been completed until now. It is really incomparable with those speed streams, it is simply slow. Slow updates are a taboo in online novels, but in the end
I don’t read those anymore, I just want to write the ending with my heart.
When I finished writing this chapter, my eyes felt sore, my fingers were sore, and there was a kind of sadness that lingered in my heart. The words I wrote must first affect myself, and then the readers. Of course, I admit that my level is limited and my abilities are beyond my capabilities.
, and people who think my writing is poor will be dismissive. I won’t struggle with this, because I write with my heart in order to recognize my friends.
I'm glad to have you here. I hope we'll still be together in the next book.