In the light of the fire, Bai Yuan talked about his own experience. His voice was very slow, as if he was talking to himself, as if he was telling another person's story. But the plainness and depth were revealed from his bones.
The sadness cannot be concealed.
Lin Xi and Ouyang Nahai both listened silently, acting as the best listeners and not interrupting Bai Yuan's words.
Bai Yuan was born in the northwest region, a wild and remote mountainous area, far away from cities and prosperity, with impassable roads. From the time Bai Yuan was born, blood flowed in his body that was different from other people's - he was a member of the demon clan and
The product of human blood.
Human monks in the world of immortality constantly enter the world of monsters and hell and fight with those aliens. But few people know that creatures from these two worlds also invade the world of immortality from time to time.
Bai Yuan's mother was Bai Yuan who was raped by a monster and gave birth to her. Generally speaking, a human woman who is violated by a monster has a very low chance of surviving the violence and giving birth to a half-human child.
Those with half-demon bloodline are unique and unique.
Bai Yuan is such a "lucky person".
From the moment he was born, Bai Yuan has been deeply marked by "shame". He inherits the dual bloodline of humans and monsters, and is a half-human, half-demon descendant!
Because of this status, no one has ever played with him since he was a child. In such a remote and backward area, enduring the looks of other children and the cynicism of adults, for a child, he
One can imagine how miserable his life is.
In his heart, the only attachment he had in childhood was his mother. This was the only warmth and the most precious thing in his childhood life.
Bai Yuan's hatred for the demon clan comes from his mother. If it were not for the demon clan, their lives would not be so miserable. If it were not for the demon clan, he would not have such dirty blood.
When he was less than seven years old, Bai Yuan was already very precocious.
If there were no accidents, the mother and son might have died in poverty and loneliness in the mountains until they met Xing Junchen, the law enforcement elder.
He is the first closed disciple accepted by the law enforcement elder and is also Lin Xi's senior brother.
When the law enforcement elders found Bai Yuan's mother and son, the mother and son were already in disrepair and about to starve to death. The law enforcement elders rescued Bai Yuan, but Bai Yuan's mother refused the law enforcement elders' help.
For a woman who suffered humiliation, every moment of her life was lived in front of her. After knowing the identity of the law enforcement elder, her last concern disappeared, and she entrusted Bai Yuan to the law enforcement elder. The mother then
Thoughts of death were born.
Before she died, she had only one last wish for Bai Yuan, and that was to kill the demon clan who raped her, who was Bai Yuan's "father".
After that, the bones of this humble and respectable woman were buried deep in the mountains.
The law enforcement elder brought Bai Yuan to Shenxiao Mountain. For this first closed disciple, the law enforcement elder placed great efforts and hopes.
After getting along for a long time, the two of them were more like father and son than master and apprentice. What the law enforcement elder taught Bai Yuan was not just a unique skill.
In Bai Yuan's life, there are two people who occupy the most important position, one is his deceased mother and the other is the law enforcement elder.
The law enforcement elders knew from the beginning that Bai Yuan was the descendant of humans and monsters. However, Bai Yuan's human bloodline has always held a dominant position, while the bloodline of the monsters was suppressed in the depths.
The law enforcement elder has always believed that as long as he carefully trains Bai Yuan's talent, he can completely suppress his demon blood with his powerful immortal cultivation, making him a powerful human instead of a demon.
Everything went smoothly. The careful care of the law enforcement elders melted a corner of Bai Yuan's young but dark heart, making him gradually look like a normal child. And Bai Yuan did not disappoint the law enforcement elders.
His talent is extremely astonishing, one of a kind. If there are no accidents, Bai Yuan will definitely be able to set foot in the Immortal Realm in the future and become the most dazzling "true disciple" under the law enforcement elders, and also the only closed disciple.
However, something unexpected happened. When Baiyuan was ahead, the wind was smooth and unstoppable, but when it came time to hit the "immortal realm", it was not as smooth as expected.
The law enforcement elders were not harsh on him, but his childhood experiences, his mother's last wish, and his master's expectations... suddenly caused the suppressed dark side of Bai Yuan's heart to burst out.
During one of his downhill training sessions, Baiyuan encountered a powerful opponent. After a long battle without victory, all his troubles came out.
The "demon bloodline" in Bai Yuan's body awakened. The demon blood defeated the human blood. Bai Yuan instantly broke through to the "immortal realm". This is the true strength of the great demon.
That time Bai Yuan transformed into a huge "ape demon", with corpses lying at his feet...
When the law enforcement elder found Bai Yuan, everything was irreversible. The "Tao Fruit" in Bai Yuan's body collapsed one after another, and all the immortal energy was transformed into the darkest demonic power. Bai Yuan's original cultivation level fell directly to the third level.
Sixth level of talismans.
The law enforcement elder sealed Bai Yuan's "monster bloodline", but everything was irreversible. Facing the law enforcement elder, facing the master whom he respected most in his heart, Bai Yuan knelt at the feet of the law enforcement elder and burst into tears.
He who hates monsters the most has actually become the monster his mother hates the most!...
It was quiet in the dark night, with only the sound of the bonfire crackling. Lin Xi and Ouyang Nahai fell aside, silent, and faintly, Lin Xi saw a glimmer of moisture on Bai Yuan's side face.
Although Lin Xi and Ouyang Nahai knew that "Bai Yuan" had secrets and stories, they did not expect that the truth of the story was like this.
"well!"
Lin Xi sighed in his heart, feeling inexplicably melancholy. Before, he really wanted to know the truth about Bai Yuan, but if the truth was like this, he would rather not know.
As an observer, no matter how "sympathetic" you are, you cannot truly understand the suffering and pain of the protagonist of the story.
He finally understood why Bai Yuan was so unsocial. This may be because of the demon blood in him, but more importantly, it was his childhood nature revealed.
"Brother, in fact, the nature of true energy is just an appearance. As long as you don't change and are still the same self in your heart, then you are not a monster. Even if you can transform into a giant ape."
Lin Xi said.
Both of them are close disciples of the law enforcement elder. They are true brothers. Their relationship goes beyond the relationship with other Shenxiao Sect disciples. In any case, Lin Xi does not want to see this "elder brother" because of his own problems.
The demon blood, and fell into the struggle and pain of the soul.
"Young junior brother is right. It's not your fault that the demon blood has awakened. Senior brother, you don't have to be too harsh on yourself."
Ouyang Nahai also said at the side.
"...You won't understand."
Bai Yuan waved his hand, and his long hair hung down, covering his face. But Lin Xi could clearly see that the look on his face became much more relaxed, and he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
"You have to lick your own wounds." Lin Xi and Ouyang Nahai just did their best and did not expect their immediate words to change Bai Yuan.
Bai Yuan has buried secrets in his heart for a long time, and all kinds of self-blame, guilt, resentment, rage, inferiority, resentment... are all accumulated together. As time goes by, this psychological burden will only become stronger and stronger, and finally lead to him
The more you try to suppress the blood of the demon clan, the more you can't suppress it and it becomes stronger and stronger.
"It's better to clear things up than to block them." In fact, these things are much easier to talk about, and the psychological pressure will be much relieved.
-This is Lin Xi's purpose, not just a few words.
"Is what you said to me before true? Did Master really tell you?"
Bai Yuan suddenly spoke, looking at Lin Xi with sharp and oppressive eyes, as if he wanted to see the truth or falsehood of what he said in Lin Xi's eyes.
"Yes."
Lin Xi's eyes met Bai Yuan's, with an awe-inspiring look on her face, without giving in. At this time, no matter what, Lin Xi could only persist to the end:
"Master did say that bloodline is secondary. What determines who you are is your heart and your soul."
Lin Xi repeated what she had said before in the name of "law enforcement elder".
No matter what Ouyang Nahai and Lin Xi say, they will only be regarded as comfort and will not be listened to by Bai Yuan. However, the law enforcement elders are both teachers and fathers. The same words have an incomparable meaning in Bai Yuan's heart.
function.
"Master has always hoped that you can understand it yourself. When he said this, he said that he would not tell you these words unless he had to. I didn't understand it at the time, but now, I understand. Senior brother, you really are
You are too obsessed with your own bloodline. It is better to block it than to block it. As long as you can control your own giant ape incarnation, what does it matter if you have the bloodline of the demon clan?"
Lin Xi said calmly.
People in this world would never be able to say what Lin Xi said. It is not a matter of wisdom, but a matter of vision and experience. In the world where the other half of Lin Xi’s soul came from, there were no monsters or aliens.
Words are ordinary.
But people in this world are constantly exposed to fairy aura, demonic aura, demonic aura, evil aura...all kinds of beasts, monsters and demons. It is normal for them to be immersed in them and unable to extricate themselves.
This is the difference in vision and experience. What "Bai Yuan" is deeply entangled with, in Lin Xi's view, is far from a "choose one" issue.
What he said to Bai Yuan who was in the "giant ape" state that day was precisely Lin Xi's reason.
The two looked at each other. Bai Yuan stared at Lin Xi without saying a word, and Lin Xi did not give in. Finally, the compelling light in Bai Yuan's eyes gradually dimmed.
"call!"
Bai Yuan breathed a long sigh of relief, feeling relieved.