What Tie Butian said was correct, and the few questions he asked in return made him even more speechless.
Do you like her? Do you love her? Is it just a responsibility? Is there love between a man and a woman?
Tie Butian's lips were trembling: "I like you, Chu Yang; I love you too! I like you so much that I almost have no self. Every night, you appear in my dreams... I can do anything for you.
I'm willing to let you do anything to me! But... I don't want to be regarded as your responsibility, you know? I don't want to be a burden to you, you know? I definitely don't want to be used as a way to vent to you*
* tool! Do you understand?”
"I want to be a complete woman! Even if you don't like me, my love is still complete! I just don't want you to trample on me at will."
Chu Yang's face turned pale.
"That's all I have to say." Tie Butian breathed out and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Chu Yang; I shouldn't have spoken to you like this. I don't want the man I like to feel uncomfortable because of me."
She paused and said: "I'm done. Chu Yang, it's true that I like you and love you; but it's also true that you don't like me or love me. That's all. If you still want to do something to me
I won't resist you for anything; if you insist on asking me, I will give it to you. I will do my best to make you happy. But this is because I like you, not because you like me."
She closed her eyes and said, "Chu Yang, if you want to do something, then what are you waiting for?"
Chu Yang staggered back and said in a trembling voice: "Don't force me."
Tie Butian stood upright with his eyes closed. Two lines of tears fell from the corners of his eyes.
"I admit that I have never met you before. After I learned about you, I felt sorry for you. Even if there was love in it, it was because of guilt. I treated you like this because, as you said, we already have a common ground.
I think it's okay to have a child. But I didn't care about it, it will hurt you deeply."
"What happened today was because I went too far!" Chu Yang said seriously, "I apologize to you."
"I have never loved you before. I have no feelings for a man or a woman towards you, I admit that! I only have a man's desire and conquest mentality towards you now, I also admit it!"
As Chu Yang spoke, Tie Butian closed his eyes in despair, his heart as cold as ice.
"But..." Chu Yang raised his head and looked at her with clear eyes: "No matter what you say, we are inseparable. This is also a fact. You are my woman and cannot be changed; we have a child in common and cannot be changed.
deny."
"Butian, I will try my best to make myself like you, every bit of it; let myself fall in love with you!" Chu Yang stepped forward slowly and gently held Tie Butian in his arms. He said softly: "I will let myself fall in love with you!"
Being a happy woman will also make you feel that your love for me will not be in vain. And when the time comes, you will naturally be able to tell whether my love for you is true or false; whether it comes from my own heart
, or because of children and responsibilities.”
"If I can't do that, I won't touch a hair on your face. So, please give me some time." Chu Yang hugged her gently and said in her ear: "I, Chu Yang, am not a good person.
, but...if you ask me to be a complete gangster, do you believe it?"
Tie Butian smiled with tears in his eyes and said softly: "I believe it."
She raised her head and opened her eyes. She looked at Chu Yang: "Aren't you a gangster?"
Chu Yang smiled: "When I fall in love with you, you will find that my rogueness is something you can't bear."
Tie Butian's face suddenly turned red, and he lowered his head in shame.
The conversation between the two was very serious, but in the last two sentences, the two of them unanimously adopted a relaxed conversation style, which unified and tacitly relaxed the tension between them.
Both of them are smart people and will never let each other get into an irreparable situation. As Chu Yang said, what has happened will never change; the existence of the child makes the two inseparable.
In this case, why not face it together and work together to change this situation?
"It's just that I'm sorry." Chu Yang's voice was painful: "You are not the only one in my heart. There are others; so..."
Tie Butian smiled softly and said: "Is it me who should be sorry? There is only one person in your heart from beginning to end. But now that you know this matter, you can't abandon it. So you have to force yourself
,part your heart?”
Chu Yang took a deep breath and nodded: "You can say that."
"I didn't want you to know before, just because of this." Tie Butian smiled and said gently: "If we can keep it hidden, that would be the best. If you don't know, you won't be worse than a pig or a dog, let alone a dog."
There is no conscience, so your state of mind is still perfect."
"But now that you know, I won't ask you to abandon us; that would be cruel to you." Tie Butian smiled faintly: "I can't be a good wife for you because of my status."
She sighed deliberately: "Besides...you, a playboy, haven't fallen in love with me yet."
Chu Yang couldn't help but shook his head and smiled bitterly.
At this moment, he truly discovered the benefits of Tie Butian: this woman usually kills decisively, controls the world, and rules the world. But she is extremely considerate to herself, and she knows all her feelings well and speaks them out.
Every word I say is to avoid embarrassing myself.
Chu Yang sighed and sighed: "Butian, if you were not the emperor... how great would it be!"
There was a bright light in the depths of Tie Butian's eyes. She clearly received the pity in Chu Yang's words and murmured: "Chu Yang, you already like me a little."
Chu Yang chuckled and the two separated. Chu Yang looked at Tie Butian sincerely and said softly: "I hope you can forgive me for what happened today."
Tie Butian raised his head and looked at Chu Yang, his face a little red, but he calmly said softly: "You know, you have one of the biggest benefits, that is, unless you do nothing wrong, but once you do
You are really wrong. You never deny it, nor shirk the blame, nor defend it. I like it very much."
After a pause, she solemnly said: "I forgive you!"
Chu Yang breathed a sigh of relief and said softly: "Thank you. You know, we need to start over. I don't want to leave any... bad impression in your heart."
Tie Butian's eyes flashed, and he smiled and said: "And we women, there is only one person we like in our lives. If we don't cherish it and force ourselves to leave a knot in our hearts... wouldn't that be stupid?"
She smiled softly: "As a woman, you need to cherish yourself; you need to cherish what you have."
She whispered: "Life is short."
Chu Yang laughed and discovered another advantage of this smart woman: open-mindedness!
Chu Yang suddenly remembered something: "By the way, how did you know that I am the Nine Tribulations Sword Master?"
Tie Butian smiled mischievously: "I have taken the Jiuzhong Dan you left for me."
She sighed melancholy: "It's a pity... Although there is a Nine Tribulations Sword Master in the world, the time is still delayed by one year after all. If my father... can survive for a while longer..."
Chu Yang also nodded heavily; Tie Butian's words were right. When Tie Shicheng died, he had not obtained any of the nine wonder medicines. He only needed a little more than half a year to get them. . But after all, he couldn't survive that half a year anymore. Especially now, Chu Yang was even more sighing.
Tie Butian was born as a daughter, and she was even more his own woman; if Tie Shicheng could live...then how wonderful it would be to reunite his family and go back to spend three days with each other beautifully?
All the mess in the next three days will be left to the father-in-law to deal with.
But now...it's too late to say anything.
"So you knew that it was the Nine Layers Pill? Did you confirm the identity of my Nine Tribulations Sword Master?" Chu Yang's eyes flashed.
"No. It was when the child was born. My master confirmed the Nine Layers Pill; but..." Tie Butian smiled faintly: "Since I know that you are the Nine Tribulations Sword Master, how could I leak this news? So, your For now, I am the only one who knows the identity. And I have never told anyone who is the person who gave me the Ninefold Pill."
Chu Yang was startled: "Your master?"
Tie Butian smiled: "My master's name is Lan Meixian." She paused and said softly and slowly: "He is from the Lan family of Shangtian Santian."
Chu Yang said "Uh" and was stunned for a moment. Then he broke into a cold sweat.
Unexpectedly, really unexpectedly. Tie Butian's master turned out to be Lan Meixian! And he had left the Jiuzhongdan. If Tiebutian hadn't been careful in his thinking, I'm afraid...his identity would have been announced to the Jiuzhongtian at this moment. Everyone knows it.
Thinking of Lan Meixian's life and death under his own sword in the end, Chu Yang felt a little guilty: "She doesn't know, does she?"
"Am I such a ignorant person?" Tie Butian rolled his eyes at him.
Then Tie Butian didn't know what he thought of, and his pretty face turned red.
"Why are you blushing?" Chu Yang asked curiously.
"Well, that... it seems. It seems that your mother is my senior sister." Tie Butian said hesitantly.
"Ah!?" Chu Yang was really surprised.
He had never thought about this before; he always thought that Yang Ruolan had a family background; and Yang Ruolan had never shown any cultivation skills in front of him. He really didn't know who his mother's master was.
Unexpectedly, it was Lan Meixian!
Chu Yang was a little dizzy: the two people closest to him were both Lan Meixian's apprentices; and Lan Meixian's last sword that affected life and death... was created by him?
Uh...this matter seems to be a bit troublesome.
"So, don't I still have to call you Junior Aunt?" Chu Yang opened his eyes wide.
Tie Butian's face turned red, he pursed his lips and said, "If you want to call me Master Aunt, that's up to you."
Chu Yang sighed: "No wonder the ancients said: If you want to learn well, you have to sleep with your master's aunt..."
The next moment, Chu Yuzuo was buried by a burst of angry fists, and then he was kicked on the stomach, and he fell out with a grin on his face...
This woman is truly worthy of being an emperor, so violent...
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That time I saved it, I slept for two days and used it; that time I saved it, I had a cold and used it; another time I saved it, my computer broke down and both computers were scrapped at the same time... And this time I saved it, but it was changed by the plot.
Awesome!-
But I'm in a good mood today, here's the third update! Please give me some monthly tickets.