If Chu Yang traveled from the earth, of course he would know that it was the so-called Nascent Soul;
But Chu Yang, who had never had the opportunity to read cultivation novels... really didn't know why.
Now, Master Chu is truly filled with infinite fear and shock: Will one day his belly suddenly burst open... and then nine little dolls jump out together and call him daddy sweetly? Or maybe
Call……
Sister... just thinking about it, Master Chu felt that life would be worse than death.
Oh, my God...if it was my woman who gave birth to me, I would definitely be extremely excited, like jewels; but...he gave birth to his own child...what the hell is going on?
Son?
Chu Yang was very depressed. A ray of spiritual thought instantly entered his Dantian and gently touched one of the little guys: "Hey! Wake up, wake up, wake up, I said, wake up..."
The little guy was completely indifferent, just meditating with his eyes closed. A trace of pure Hongmeng silk was sucked into his nostrils, and then spit out, entering the silk ball, and so on, repeating this process...
Then, after a long, long time, a drop of golden liquid dripped out from the Hongmeng silk mass and fell on the head of the little man. Then the little man quickly absorbed the golden liquid bit by bit, as if
The spirit is lifted again...
Then Chu Yang felt that his cultivation seemed to be more agile and lively...
"Could it be that these little people are actually cultivated, or are they cultivated by me..." Chu Yang was puzzled, scratching his head and scratching his head, really not knowing what to say.
After experimenting like this for a long time, Chu Yang was finally able to confirm that this little guy was probably a weird product of his own cultivation that had gone awry somewhere. Moreover, although it looked humanoid, it was actually
It is a fluctuation without any life.
Well, to be more precise, there is no soul fluctuation...
In addition, with these little things continuing to practice in his body, it seems that his practice speed has been at least doubled or more? From this point of view, this is probably not a bad thing, at least so far it has been beneficial without any drawbacks...
Chu Yang scratched his head and thought for a long time, and finally decided.
As long as this thing no longer continues to grow like a baby...
Oh, God bless you, never let that kind of embarrassing thing happen to you.
Immediately, when Chu Yang was about to walk back, he suddenly felt a sudden and inexplicable relief all over his body, and seemed to be filled with indescribable joy unexpectedly.
easy?
Why do you suddenly feel like this?!
Chu Yang couldn't help but stopped again and frowned, thinking: Why, why do I feel relaxed? Where is the relaxation?
Chu Yang thought for a long time, and finally felt that it seemed to be his own spirit. For some reason, he felt relaxed all of a sudden. It seemed that he might have gotten rid of some shackles and returned to the most primitive and unfettered state of freedom.
It's completely relaxing, which is of course a good thing.
But Chu Yang felt something was wrong; all along, he could always feel that he was carrying some kind of heavy mission, a mission that must be completed. Carrying a heavy load along the way was like carrying a big mountain on his back.
It was difficult every step of the way, but never gave up.
Because that is the mission that you must complete, the mission that you are destined to complete!
Or maybe it’s your destiny in life!
But why did he suddenly feel relaxed this time? That heavy pressure seemed to have disappeared and there was no trace of it anymore!
Chu Yang frowned and thought hard, but slowly he felt something strange. The door of his heart was opening inch by inch.
In the dark, there seems to be a voice asking myself: Who are you?
Chu Yang stopped, sat on the ground, supported his chin with one hand, and seriously considered this issue.
who I am?
That voice kept asking: Who are you?
"I am Chu Yang." Chu Yang replied.
This is a very simple question, but Chu Yang thought about it for a long time, and after answering, he added a supplement by accident: "I am myself."
The vague voice suddenly disappeared. After a long time, he asked vaguely: "What are you doing?"
Chu Yang calmed down and said in a deep voice, "I'm doing... something I can do with a clear conscience."
The vague voice said: "What are you going to do?"
"I want to do it..." Chu Yang examined his own heart and said silently: "I want to reach the top and exterminate the devil!"
Thinking of the five seniors who went to the extinct realm and never returned; thinking of the bloody fight and the final heroic sacrifice of Emperor Zixiao, Chu Yang's voice was infinitely firm: "I must exterminate the demons! I want to cleanse the nine heavens and bring peace to the world!"
I won’t let go of any of those guys who looked at my seniors without caring about their lives!
If you can't even do the basic thing of resisting foreign aggression, or even don't want to do it, then what's the use of living?
"Then what?" The voice was erratic.
"Then?" Chu Yang was confused for a while: "What else is there?"
Suddenly he felt confused: "That's right, what will happen after the demon is exterminated? What will I do?"
The vague voice did not say anything, and seemed to have fallen silent.
Chu Yang said the unintentional words, and then fell into a daze of thinking. Yes, exterminating the devil is a goal, a task that he may not be able to complete in this life, but in the end it is still just
A goal, other people! Or you may devote your whole life to it and still not be able to complete it, but you have the confidence and ability to complete it!
So, what should I do after completing this goal?
Are you just going to live happily with Mo Qingwu and others?
Do you want to be happy and happy with your brothers?
This may be consistent with the ending of a legend. When a legend ends, doesn't the legend always live a peaceful and happy life?
"No!" Chu Yang's eyes were as calm as ice: "That is not the future I want. How can my life be so simple!"
"Since that future is not what I want, then what do I want? What kind of future do I want?"
"What do I want? What should I do in the future?" Chu Yang thought over and over again, but he still couldn't get out of this step. It was as if he had entered a certain chaotic logic and couldn't get out for a while.
Slowly, the questioning voice in my mind gradually formed a sound like a stormy sea due to the repetition over and over again. From childhood to adulthood, it was simply thunderous and deafening!
Beads of sweat the size of soybeans gradually appeared on Chu Yang's forehead.
His lips were trembling and his face was pale. Because he couldn't figure out what path he wanted to take.
Demons are just a part of life, just a small part...
Determination is not everything!
Nor is it the so-called ultimate goal!
So what should be my ultimate goal?
What should it be?
Chu Yang was dazed for a long time, and suddenly a sharp pain hit him. He felt that his heart was twitching sharply without any warning. Maybe it was this moment, maybe it was the next moment. It might burst at any time. Chu Yang gasped for breath... It seemed
Can't breathe anymore.
"I want..." Chu Yang's pupils were wide open, and he was already dying. Suddenly, a shadow appeared in his mind.
That shadow made his mind, which had fallen into chaos, suddenly become clear.
It was a young man in white clothes, with a face like a crown of jade and eyes like bright stars. His white clothes were fluttering in the wind, and he had an evil smile on his handsome face.
That is an evil smile that ignores the world, looks down upon the common people, and looks down upon the world!
He was just standing so simply, but it gave the impression that he was already above the sky, flying to the top of the sky!
Chu Yang suddenly shouted: "I want, I want to fight with you. I must fight with you!"
"I want to fight against such people! I want to stand shoulder to shoulder with them and even surpass them!"
Chu Yang looked up to the sky and roared: "My way! I found it! My way is that there is no ultimate goal! My way is that it is more powerful than infinite power; after exterminating the demon, I will continue to be powerful, there is no limit
Stay strong! I will compete with the man who created the Nine Tribulations Sword, and win the battle!"
"I want to advance to a deeper level!"
"No matter whether there is a road ahead or not, I will rush forward! There is no so-called peak in my life! The peak will only be at my feet!"
"There is no stopping! Never stopping! Stopping is no longer mine!"
boom!
The light spot in his body that was like a small sun suddenly burst apart; Chu Yang's eyes flashed with gold stars, and he fell down.
There seems to be only one faint sigh left between heaven and earth. The sound is so low that it is almost inaudible, but it is so real.
Chu Yang concentrated his attention and listened attentively, but the faint voice had completely disappeared.
It took a long time, but it never appeared again.
Chu Yang finally confirmed that the voice had really disappeared.
The feeling of relaxation came back all over my body, and the extreme pain and the dying feeling just now disappeared, as if they had never existed before.
Chu Yang stood up slowly, and then realized that in that short period of time, he had sweated profusely, as if he had collapsed. Not only his face, but also his feet were soaked.
What a big piece.
The so-called relaxation is just an illusion after extreme pressure. A sense of powerlessness after exhaustion lingers all over his body. However, Chu Yang's heart is infinitely clear at this moment. He bit his lips and murmured: "I understand.
Now, I finally understand what I've gotten away with."
"I got rid of the so-called fate, and also got rid of... the fate of the Nine Tribulations Sword. The destiny of the Nine Tribulations Sword Master!"
"From now on, my life is only controlled by myself, and I no longer have to follow other people's arrangements!"
"From now on, I have no so-called destiny!"
"Although I am still doing those things, it is because... I want to do it, I want to do it! It is definitely not a mission or destiny! Only I can control my heart!"
Chu Yang's eyes were shining, he raised his head in a daze, and said softly to the white-clothed figure who had appeared before: "I am very much looking forward to...the day when I will fight you!"
Chu Yang has always given us a feeling of heavy pressure, and it seems that he has been carrying a heavy burden to move forward. But starting from this chapter... he finally got rid of it.
Get rid of the mission, get rid of the fate. This is finally letting everyone breathe a sigh of relief, right?