Chapter 243 But you owe me happiness, what to make up for it?
Screams were heard all around, and blood was constantly spilled, making the night sky full of blood.
Li Changlong saw Tan Tan covered in blood and crumbling, and the fierceness in his eyes that was almost solidified, and he felt a palpitation in his heart for no reason.
Xie Danfeng was pushed out by Tan Tan. She staggered two steps, but instead of running away obediently, she suddenly stood still. Then she turned around and looked at Tan Tan's back infatuatedly, her eyes filled with sweetness and happiness.
Yes, in this desperate situation, there was no sadness, no despair, no fear of death in Xie Danfeng's eyes; only sweetness and happiness.
"Why don't you leave?!" Tan Tan yelled angrily.
"I won't leave, I'm afraid." Xie Danfeng said sadly: "I'm afraid, what if we don't die together, but we get separated on the road to hell? I am alone, no one can protect me, even if I am a ghost, I will
Afraid."
"I have never tasted this kind of protection before, so I am not afraid of anything. But now I know, I want to be protected by you..." Xie Danfeng bit her lip, her eyes filled with tenderness, and her pale face was flashing the sword.
In the light, light and darkness loomed: "So...Tan Tan, if you want to die, let us both die together."
"How happy it is..." Xie Danfeng sighed as she asked for no more happiness.
"Stupid woman! Stupid woman!" Tan Tan cursed through gritted teeth: "Why are you so stupid?"
Xie Danfeng swayed and said with a smile: "I...it's better to be stupid. I'm afraid that if I become smarter...you won't want me anymore..."
Tan Tan raised his head to the sky and shouted, a mouthful of bright blood spurted out, and shouted: "Woman, if you want to die! After I die, you die again! You know, I don't want a bunch of ghosts to point at me.
Backbone said: This bastard can't even protect his own wife! Do you understand? I practice martial arts just to protect! Protect you! Protect my master! Protect my senior brother! Protect!"
Xie Danfeng nodded obediently: "Don't worry, I will keep my eyes open before you die, but when you close your eyes, I will take my last breath with you at the same time. No matter life or death, you will never leave me!"
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Hot blood surged up in Tan Tan's chest, and he suddenly began to gasp for breath. It seemed that an inexplicable emotion was brewing and accumulating in his heart, making his whole body suddenly filled with a feeling of exploding...
Li Changlong stood opposite them, but neither of them seemed to see this life-or-death feud!
But when Tan Tan said those words, Li Changlong suddenly seemed to be struck by lightning. There was an overwhelming pain in his heart, as if there was a soft place deep in his heart that was hit hard, hard.
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At this moment, Li Changlong suddenly had difficulty breathing. His originally tall and arrogant body suddenly became rickety and almost curled up into a ball.
"I practice martial arts just to protect you! To protect you, to protect the master..."
"Protect... I practice martial arts just to protect..." Li Changlong murmured: "Then, who am I trying to protect? Where are the people who need my protection now?..."
Li Changlong's eyes suddenly became confused, and his body swayed. It seemed that at this moment, a big mountain suddenly weighed on him.
It was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
"Regardless of life or death, you will never leave me!" Xie Danfeng's voice came from a very close distance, but to Li Changlong's ears, it seemed to come from an extremely far away place, extremely vague but clear.
It seemed that another person was speaking to Li Changlong in a low voice: "No matter life or death, you will never leave me!"
No matter life or death, you will never leave me...
Practicing martial arts is to protect...
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"Ah!~~~" Li Changlong suddenly raised his head, with a sad expression, and shouted at the boundless sky! His face was distorted, and his eyes were full of grief and regret. He suddenly held his head with both hands, and kept saying,
He roared crazily to the sky, and two lines of tears suddenly flowed out of his eyes.
The overwhelming pain in his heart completely overwhelmed him at this moment!
In the blink of an eye, distant memories from the past suddenly came to mind clearly.
Such true love!
I had it too! I had it too!
I have also had...
Back then, I was just a boy, and my neighbor was just such a little girl. She was not very good-looking, but she was gentle.
We are childhood sweethearts, we grew up together, and we both know that each other is the person we want to walk with in this life.
If nothing unexpected happens, my life will be ordinary but happy.
But when she went to propose marriage at the age of seventeen, she and her father agreed. That day, they drank at her house; they were drunk, but very happy...
But when I went out the next morning, I saw a wedding. A young man pulled a carriage with a big snow-white horse. In the carriage was his bride, whose face was full of happiness and contentment...
At that moment, I felt inferior and angry.
I suddenly remembered that the woman I like has never made a carriage in her life, let alone her own carriage...
At that moment, I suddenly thought, I want to make money, I want to fight, I want to earn a carriage for the woman I like, and let her sit in that carriage happily and enter our home!
This is my ideal. For this ideal, I started to work hard...and kept working hard...
Then I discovered that I could neither settle accounts nor do business, and I still had no strength.
Power, yes, as long as I have power, I can not only earn a carriage, but also protect my woman!
So I want strength.
So from that time on, I started looking for every opportunity. When my master showed up, I followed him without hesitation...
Panpan, if you wait for me, I will definitely become a great hero and come back to marry you!
This is what I said before I left.
At that time, Panpan said: I don’t want you to become a hero, I just want you to be by my side, okay?
But he didn't agree, he just asked: "Wait until I come back!"
Then he left by himself.
Yes, in the beginning, I fought for my woman. I always have!
But I don’t know since when, I lost myself in this world... I always felt that I was not strong enough to protect the people around me, so I kept practicing...
I was keen on killing, keen on taking revenge, and kept charging upwards...but I forgot my original intention...it was just a carriage!
It's just a carriage!
When I finally achieved something, repented, and went back to marry my bride...at that time, I had already made up my mind: Panpan, no matter how old or ugly you become, I will marry you.
!I will marry you!
But... when I went back, I only saw a lonely grave. On the tombstone, there were only two words: Panpan!
I don’t know, is that your name or your hope for me?!
Panpan! Is it Panpan?... Or is it hope?
I heard from people in the village that you have never married in your whole life and have been waiting for me. When you are completely broken, until you are heartbroken and soulless, when you take your last breath, you are still holding me in your hand.
The only hairpin I give you...
Until your death, you never complained or said a word...
You are dead, but your lonely grave is still waiting, still looking forward to...
At that time, I already had a carriage and it was readily available to me, but who would sit in my carriage?
I already have the ability to protect you, but where are you...?
The purpose of practicing martial arts is to protect, but I...who am I going to protect?
Li Changlong screamed and roared at the top of his lungs, as if he wanted to shout out all the regrets in his heart, but the more he shouted, the more painful he felt in his heart, the more painful he felt, and the tears rolled down his eyes.
Especially when facing this pair of lovers, one wants to protect his lover at all costs, and the other wants to be with his lover even in desperate situations.
Regardless of life or death, we just want to be together.
Li Changlong suddenly understood, suddenly understood what Panpan said back then, suddenly understood what Panpan expected when she was lying on the bed dying... When she took her last breath, she took it away.
How much unwillingness and regret...
And, how much attachment!
Panpan back then was just like Xie Danfeng in front of her. She didn't ask her man to be stronger than everyone else, even if he couldn't protect her, but as long as they were together or... died together.
That's enough!
Being together is the greatest happiness.
Compared with their own mistakes and mistakes, Tan Tan and Xie Danfeng in front of them, although they are dying, are much happier than themselves!
Ten thousand times happier!
Li Changlong curled up in pain, and he suddenly had a strong desire: at this moment, go back! Go back to Panpan! Although it is just a lonely grave full of weeds now...
But he just wants to go back!
He groaned and suddenly shouted: "Go! Go quickly! If you don't go, I will kill you!"
Tan Tan didn't expect that the powerful enemy in front of him would suddenly lose his mind at such a critical moment; but he didn't have time to think about it. He pulled Xie Danfeng's hand and the two of them rushed forward staggeringly.
He rushed past Li Changlong.
When he rushed past, Tan Tan's broken arm was slapped from Li Changlong's lapel. Li Changlong seemed not to notice it, and stared blankly, his eyes full of pain...
"Quickly go!" Xie Zhiqiu's body was shaken, and he fought hard with the two thrones. The two thrones rolled out like embroidered balls under the full blow of this king-level master.
Xie Zhiqiu rushed over with Xie Danqiong on his back, spitting blood, grabbed Tan Tan with his left hand, and Xie Danfeng with his right hand. His eyes were as angry as bells, and he coughed up blood while rushing into the woods without touching the ground!
Behind him, the Xie family had lost fifty or sixty people in this moment, and the remaining less than a hundred people poured out of the gap on Li Changlong's side at the same time and rushed into the woods!
Rui Butong was covered in blood, and rushed in while vomiting blood with Ao Xieyun on his back.
Li Changlong let the crowd rush past him and remained indifferent.
There was even someone who was so jealous that he stabbed him casually as he passed by. He didn't even make any move, and just let the knife hit his shoulder and become embedded in his shoulder...
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It was cloudy and groggy today. When I finished writing this chapter, I suddenly remembered a lyric: You need ambition as a hero, but you owe me happiness, what can you do to make up for it?
Suddenly I was very impressed. Sometimes our lives are very simple. Many men struggle for half their lives just to give their wives a rich and happy life. But why do many people struggle with this ideal and forget their original intention after the struggle is successful?
I lost my original motivation...
...Repenting of teaching her husband to seek a title... Women in ancient times even sighed like this, but modern women clearly live a peaceful and happy life but want to drive their husbands out and fight...