Chapter 99: Born to be charming, destined to be passionate
Fengqiao smiled. She really didn't expect Su Jing to ask back like this: "Senior sister doesn't know anything. This has nothing to do with her. It's my own friendship from beginning to end."
"Just like it. I didn't think much of it at first. Anyway, I could always see her and eat the noodle soup she made from time to time. I was very happy. My practice was also smooth sailing. I entered the realm so fast that I was scared. I broke through all the way.
Eleventh realm...Su Jing, do you know what the harm is?" Feng Qiao suddenly asked, but before Su Jing could answer, she gave the answer: "On the path of spiritual practice, there is a saying of dual cultivation, and there is nothing wrong with love.
As long as it comes from the heart... But it’s about male love and female love.”
"Men love women, nature desires human relations, and the way of reproduction is the way of creation. But if a woman loves another woman, something is wrong: this love is contrary to nature. Going against nature is "evil". I
I have hidden evil in my heart, and my rapid progress in cultivation seems to be very fast, but sooner or later I will suffer backlash... Three hundred years ago, the Star Catastrophe came to the Middle Earth, and each of the six heavenly sects formed a large formation to respond to the calamity. After the war, I
The repair energy is greatly damaged, and the lamp is almost exhausted. At this weakest moment, the inner demons breed and the backlash comes."
Qiqiao told Su Jing about the situation when he first went to Niluowu. Fengqiao first slept for ten years, then spent another ten years in seclusion, and then his realm collapsed and his cultivation was gone...
"Others only say that I was in a deep sleep for the first ten years. Only I know that I fell into a nightmare and suffered constantly. Senior Sister Qiqiao alternated back and forth with the demon that devoured human blood and bones. The torture was impossible unless I was there."
Otherwise, I will never realize the first level of backlash. I survived it, at least I woke up and did not fall asleep forever. After ten years of retreat, others only thought that I was doing Qigong to restore my damaged cultivation. In fact, it was the second level of backlash.
, my mind was agitated and fascinated, sometimes I felt like I was falling into an icy cave, it was a real feeling of ecstasy...I couldn't survive this test, and after ten years of hard work, my realm finally collapsed."
"My cultivation is broken. Because I like Qiqiao."
Feng Qiao sighed softly, but there was no hint of sadness or annoyance. Feng Qiao always smiled: "My cultivation is gone, but at least my life is saved. It's just that I can't explain the reason behind it. I just randomly found someone after I left seclusion."
The excuse was that when the starry calamity came, I suddenly received a link between the universe and the universe, but it was difficult to understand the deep meaning of the link. During the retreat, I tried hard to investigate, but as a result, a strong light burst out in the spiritual platform, and my practice was all gone."
It's terrible to lose her practice, but to lose her soul because of her pursuit of spirituality is the "destiny" that wants her to break her practice, which is definitely not a bad thing. You should know that God will not stop people, and every harm will be followed by a benefit. This child will still have good fortune in the future.
Great blessing. Therefore, the elders of Niluowu are not only not worried but also happy.
Each of the major heavenly sects has their own background. Feng Qiao can hide the truth from her teacher with just one lie. It is definitely not because the Niruluo master is not good enough and is easy to be fooled. The main reason is that Feng Qiao's situation is too rare. Moreover, her previous practice is also real.
It went so smoothly, and it makes perfect sense to have setbacks from heaven.
"Actually, it's not really a bad thing. The painful struggle in the backlash for twenty years before and after was also a hard refinement and experience of my character and state of mind. The fact that I am still alive means that I saw a flower bloom. After that, I started practicing again, and my progress was unusually slow.
, but my mind is relaxed...let go. It's not that I don't like her anymore, but that the extravagant reverie in my heart is really extinguished." At this point, Feng Qiao stood up, walked half a circle, and sat down again.
From sitting opposite Su Jing to back to back. She didn't know whether it was for her own comfort, or she saw that Su Jing had just woken up and his blood was not flowing smoothly, and he was tired from sitting in the same position for a long time, so she gave him a 'backrest'.
Back to back, Feng Qiao’s story is not finished: “I don’t have any special experience in China. By chance, I fell into Moye and met you...Su Jing. Did you know that you are so famous in China?
What do you think of you? Three words, not convinced. You are of a higher seniority. You can calculate it based on the time you spent in entry-level practice. You and I are of the same generation. In the same generation, I am obviously the one with the best qualifications and the deepest cultivation.
He is at the highest level, but he was covered up by the sect, and he was preparing to show his face for Nerowu in the future, so you stole the limelight."
As he said that, Feng Qiao shook his head: "I thought so before, but after the backlash, my mood became much more mature, and I no longer had such thoughts. When I met you again in the eleventh world, I realized... I was telling lies as the truth.
, take the things that harm people and do them as good deeds to save people, and tell the lies about trapping and killing people, and talk about bad things with sincerity and grief and indignation. So you are like this! A senior master who is famous all over the Middle Earth."
Su Jing interjected: "It's not entirely like that."
Feng Qiao smiled brightly and ignored Su Jing's words: "I saw you wielding power to control the world, watching you deal with killers, watching you protect your companions, watching you mistake righteousness for selfish desire, and turn the right path into evil, then I fell in love with you.
.”
Big cough.
Su Jing coughed. I really didn't expect Feng Qiao to be able to say the words "I like you" in the end.
Feng Qiao turned around and reached out to pat Su Jing's back. The more he patted Su Jing, the harder Su Jing coughed, as if he was going to have a seizure.
After a while, the coughing finally stopped, and Feng Qiao returned to Su Jing, making eye contact: "I like you, it's true. Do you like me?"
His eyes are soft and affectionate.
She had asked directly, and this kind of thing was too vague. Su Jing shook his head, but before he had a chance to speak, Feng Qiao said: "Well, you don't like me. You only regard me as a friend of the same profession, I know that."
Feng Qiao's expression returned to calmness. A naturally charming person, he is also charming in quiet times: "This is quite strange. I used to like a woman, but then I fell in love with a man. I didn't have a close relationship with him and only got along with him briefly.
The man...can’t figure it out, it doesn’t make sense. But I just like you, I like you.”
While talking, Feng Qiao stood up, raised his bare hands and waved lightly... Take off his clothes!
With a bang, Su Jing, who was sitting on the ground, fell straight back, as if someone had hit him with a flying sword. She took off her clothes?
This time Fengqiao laughed out loud: "Don't be afraid, there is nothing to be afraid of others seeing."
There is nothing to be afraid of. People don’t dare to look at Su Jing. What if she wakes up if she doesn’t listen?
But I'm really not afraid to look at it. There is a skirt under the skirt, and the neatly arranged eyebrows are smiling, like a mischievous doll: "Does this skirt look good?"
It's not good-looking. The long dress she is wearing now is weird. It's a white satin skirt. It has no patterns or embroidery. Instead, it has large seal runes drawn like knives and axes... Su Jing saw it clearly and took a breath. This
He knows the seal script and he drew it.
The first sign.
The sword talisman was painted on her body, and the bee-like sword broke out in the world of controlling people, severely injuring the demon. The sword talisman was finished after being used. It had no power anymore, but she retained the ink and ink paintings on the talisman and used her own water to
Xingzhen cultivated herself into such a long skirt.
"You drew that talisman on me." Finally, when the matter came up, Feng Qiao took the initiative to mention it, but his expression showed no joy or anger: "When you drew the talisman, I only felt one thing: scared. Really scared.
It was broken. But when I recalled it afterwards, I soon became less afraid. On the contrary, I felt happy...I like you even more."
"After the backlash, for my senior sister, I hope that she is well, that she will be diligent, and that one day she will be able to fly to immortality and live forever. If she is in trouble, I will die without hesitation, but I have no wrong thoughts; I will live with you in the eleventh world.
Especially after this talisman was passed, I began to long for staying with you forever, and I couldn't help but started to resist Fairy Xiaoyu... This is impossible. It's not right, it doesn't make sense."
"I know it's hard to think about this matter clearly, but I have to figure it out. Why is this happening? How should I deal with it... It's not that I have to figure it out. If I can't figure it out, it doesn't necessarily have much consequence. It's just...
..I can’t explain clearly, I just feel that I have to think. I have to think hard.”
The words are unclear, but Su Jing understands that there will be "confusion" in practice, and there will always be times when you will compete with yourself, even over trivial matters.
"After the Eleventh World Earth Pulse Demon, I started thinking about this matter, and the more I thought about it, the more fascinated I became. I even forgot about cultivation, and I would often get lost in my thoughts. Time had no meaning, and my life span seemed to be fast.
It’s exhausted. It’s just like a little bit of clarity. The closer I get to it, the blurrier and more erratic it becomes. The truth only exists in a moment, but I have to run for a lifetime to chase this moment!”
"The truth, we are very close, but do you know what is really ridiculous? I don't even know what I want to think about." Several sentences in succession are confusing. If Feng Qiao's eyes were not clear, he would not understand.
Su Jing almost misunderstood her distracted words: "There is only one layer of window paper left, and I can't pierce it. The depression in my heart is indescribable... Then the war started, and you fought from heaven to earth, but I came too late and couldn't
I followed you every step of the way and shed tears of annoyance several times."
"Later, you came back from the Netherworld, and I rushed to help you. At that time, my realm was shallow and my abilities were limited. The only thing I could rely on was the talisman you gave me. In fact, I couldn't bear to use it, but I also prefer it.
I didn’t expect that I would use it to save Bu Ting.”
"This is the key. That talisman is an unintentional move for you, but it is a treasure for me. I will not use it myself, except for you. I want to have you as my companion. I have a faint resistance to the Laughing Fairy. I have already
I thought about it many times, how wonderful it would be if she was the only one in this world. In the end, I used this talisman to save her."
Taking a deep breath, Feng Qiao's voice was very soft, but his tone was very serious: "This is the key. That opportunity. The moment I killed the demon and activated the sword talisman, I was shocked myself. My most cherished treasure, just take it.
Don’t you listen? I don’t know why I would do such a stupid thing, but I had to do it. It seemed to be driven by instinct or a mystery. I didn’t have time to think about it, I just knew that it was the right thing to do.”
"The sword talisman exerts its power, and if you don't listen, you will be saved, but I suddenly realize it! I have figured out everything, and understand everything! I understand, the reason why I don't listen is not because 'the righteousness of Tianzong is the same as the branches', nor because 'killing a monkey is hateful'"
"Everyone deserves to be killed," and it's not because "I understand justice and give up my personal feelings." I saved her because: only in this way can I gain enlightenment!"
"Enlightenment! Born to be charming, destined to be passionate. To other cultivators, what is born of love is nothing. You can choose to be passionate or forgetful. Even if you don't choose either, you can still hold your head high as long as you uphold your true heart and live up to your guilt.
But I can't, I am too "qingren", and I was born to be trapped by the word "love". This word is... an obstacle to me! It turns out that what I was thinking about was what my "obstacle" was.
"
"I want to practice...the only way is to break the barriers. Fengqiao has no choice but to take this path. I am thinking hard in Yujie, and the only question is: How can the barriers be broken?"
"How can obstacles be broken? If feelings are eliminated, they will be broken! I saved and refused to listen, just to destroy my reverie... In fact, I had already figured it out, but I didn't know it yet. After I rescued and refused to listen, I realized clearly and knew
Where the 'obstacles' are, you know how to break them, and you can gain enlightenment in an instant, and your cultivation and realm will return. This is what happened. My cultivation is broken and established, all because of the person I like."
Feng Qiao stood up and smiled. At this time, the heavy rain stopped, and a rare rainbow hung in the dark sky: "Do you understand what I said?"
Su Dingding nodded.
"Looking back now...it's a pity that when you were drawing the talisman, I was only focused on fear and forgot about other things. When happiness came, I didn't pay attention, but I got a second chance." Feng Qiao smiled lightly and changed the topic:
"I'm here to say goodbye to you. To destroy your love, you must enter the Huiding Pass. When you exit the pass, it will be the time to fly to the immortal. We may not see each other again in this life. I look forward to being able to reunite in the sky in the future."
Feng Qiao took two steps and walked directly into Su Jing's arms, giving him a gentle hug.
Quickly letting go of his hand, then stepping back, Feng Qiao bowed: "Thank you."
Su Jing clasped his hands together and bowed deeply: "Congratulations."
Gifted with extraordinary talent, destined to become an immortal, a rare talent in the Middle-earth world;
Born to be charming, she is destined to be passionate, and she will be burdened by emotional barriers in this life.
To seek immortality or to be passionate, to end the path to immortality or to end love.
Feng Qiao had to make a choice. She chose.
Everyone has their own practice, or in other words, everyone's path of practice is unique. Her two words of "Thank you" and his two words of "Congratulations" are a practice.
Opportunities rise and fall, emotions come and go, everywhere: practice.