He Jinchao has never spoken out his truest thoughts so honestly.
Ever since he was little, his grandfather has taught him that a man must stand tall and look down on the world!
To achieve these two points, the first prerequisite is to hide all your emotions.
When others cannot guess what he is thinking, they will not dare to take action easily.
Of course, everything has two sides.
He excelled in the business world and developed the He family to unprecedented prosperity.
In the world of emotions, he also hides everything.
Now that he thinks about it carefully, he has received invitations from the school every year for a long time after graduation, asking him to go back and visit as an outstanding alumnus, but he has always ignored them.
I don’t know why that time, but I suddenly wanted to go back and take a look.
Without any reason, he went back to school.
I heard Xiao Muyu tell him later that the first time she met him was at the event back to school, and he passed by her world surrounded by leaders.
From then on, their fates were intertwined.
Earlier or later, they might not meet.
Then she forcefully broke into his world with passion like fire.
No one knew that he was actually panicking at first.
Growing up, there were many girls who favored him. Most of them rushed to him with enthusiasm at first, but were soon extinguished by his indifference.
But Xiao Muyu is different.
She is different from any other girl.
No matter how sarcastic he was, no matter how neglectful and silent he was, she would always be that passionate and energetic little sun, always surrounding him, as if there was a steady stream of love flowing...
Maybe in Xiao Muyu's view, his lack of initiative meant that he didn't like him enough.
But in his heart, not rejecting is love.
And allowing her to stay by his side, allowing her to secretly fold pleats on the corners of his suit, and allowing her to stuff the bitten piece of cake into his mouth, was already his greatest preference.
It's just that he never shows his emotions.
I never said what I really wanted to say.
But now...
He had experienced life and death, and in this small ward, there were no outsiders, no entanglements, just the two of them.
He wants to be his true self again.
Even He Jinchao himself had never seriously seen himself like this, let alone Xiao Muyu.
She looked at him for a long time and firmly believed that he must have broken his head.
Otherwise, how could it be so abnormal?
She suddenly felt a little sympathy for him in her heart, and she even spoke a little more gently, "What's wrong with you? How about I ask my second brother to come and take a look at you? Don't worry, my second brother is a famous neurosurgeon.
A knife can definitely cure your head!"
He Jinchao automatically ignored her words, looked down at the food placed in front of him, and repeated, "Feed me."
He is stubborn and persistent, and it seems that he has trouble with eating.
Xiao Muyu looked at him for a moment and found that apart from some mental problems, there seemed to be nothing else wrong with him?
The second brother must be treating grandma at this time, so it’s better not to disturb her yet.
Just feeding...
She gritted her teeth and walked over stiffly. After hesitating for a long time, she stiffly picked up the spoon on the small table.
She wanted to give him a sip of soup first, but as soon as she raised her hand, she couldn't give it away.
Once people's feelings change, many things also change.
I used to be able to act coquettishly in front of him so naturally, let alone feed him, the two of them could even eat the same food together.
Now……
This hand cannot be given away no matter what.
It always feels more torturous than the most severe torture.
The relationship between them is not as pure as before. In just three months, there have been too many things.
But just as Xiao Muyu hesitated for a moment, He Jinchao, who was sitting upright, suddenly leaned forward, opened his mouth and drank the soup from her spoon.
A very ordinary action, but it stabbed Xiao Muyu's heart in an instant.
Before she said anything, she saw a faint smile appear on the corner of He Jinchao's lips and commanded again, "Cai."
Xiao Muyu, "..."
Even though this person has a broken mind, his natural way of giving orders is still the same as before.
She couldn't explain why, but she lowered her head and continued to feed him.
The movements are much smoother than before.
But most of it was He Jinchao who cooperated, leaving Xiao Muyu with no chance to give up.
And during the feeding process, He Jinchao's eyes were focused on Xiao Muyu the whole time, as if he only had her in his eyes and in his mind.
Xiao Muyu naturally noticed the burning gaze, but unfortunately she did not raise her eyes.
Some things are meaningless if they are not at that specific time point.
Gradually, when the food was gone, He Jinchao started to wipe his mouth again.
Xiao Muyu handed him a tissue. He looked at his hands and said, "Wipe them for me."
"He Jinchao, don't push yourself too far." She was a little angry.
I always feel like this guy is taking advantage of his poor health to use himself...
It seems like my self-esteem has been trampled on.
She wanted to argue with him, who was blushing and thick-necked, but he raised his trembling hand in front of her.
It's like that, let alone holding something, even lifting it is laborious.
Xiao Muyu surrendered again, constantly reminding herself in her heart that this is the last time!
After wiping her, she went out to see how he could behave like a monster!
However, when she sat angrily in front of He Jinchao, leaning her upper body forward because of the action of wiping the corners of his mouth, the faint body fragrance lingered in He Jinchao's nose.
He looked at her deeply, recalling how long it had been since the two of them were so close like today.
Ever since the divorce, every time she saw him, she would be on edge and wanted to have an earth-shattering quarrel with him.
After Xiao Muyu wiped the corners of his mouth, he was about to take back his hand, but he grabbed his wrist.
I was slightly surprised when I heard his deep and hoarse voice penetrate my heart.
"Xiaoyu, can we do it again?"
These few simple words were put together with his caution and countless expectations.
Xiao Muyu's heart was shocked.
She raised her head and met his deep black eyes without any surprise.
Under the hazy clouds, there seemed to be many emotions brewing that she couldn't see clearly.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, let alone this moment, even in the three years they have known him, how has she ever truly understood him?
The smile at the corner of his mouth gradually turned bitter.
Xiao Muyu withdrew his hand.
Even though she didn't say anything, He Jinchao could already feel the empty palms of her hands.