Ning Que has never hit Sangsang since she was four years old.
That is to say, from that day on, in countless battles with Sang Sang, he was always the loser. Just like this moment, Sang Sang resolved all the harsh words in Ning Que's words and turned them into one.
The lightning struck him, making him stiff and filled with endless resentment.
What does this have to do with me? What does this have to do with me? Why is your matter not my business? The more Ning Que thought about it, the angrier he became. He was so angry that he was shaking like Boss Wu next door. He rolled up his sleeves and went to the study room of the Bachelor's Mansion.
When I look around for it, I feel like an ant on a hot pot.
He wanted to find a small wooden stick and then regain the beautiful life before Sang Sang was four years old. However, there was no small wooden stick in the study room, and his and Sang Sang's life could no longer return to the time before she was four years old.
Even if he found it, he couldn't really take off Sangsang's pants and spank her hard, so after a while he walked back to Sangsang helplessly, lowered his head and said, "Follow me.
Go back."
Sangsang whispered: "I won't reply."
Ning Que raised his head and stared into her eyes, asking, "Why don't you reply?"
Sangsang replied softly: "Because I'm not happy living there."
"Why are you unhappy?"
"It doesn't make sense, I'm just unhappy."
"You are not unreasonable, you are mindless!"
"What does it have to do with you?"
Ning Que said angrily: "I am the young master and you are my little maid. Of course it is none of my business."
Sangsang lowered his head and said, "You didn't let me call you Master until you came to Chang'an City."
Ning Que sighed softly and said sadly: "I raised you from childhood to morning..."
Sangsang raised her head and said seriously: "You haven't grown up yet, but after you were eight years old, I was responsible for washing clothes, cooking, and doing all the housework, so I am the one raising you."
Ning Que's emotional offensive, which he had been brewing for a long time, was coldly interrupted as soon as it started. As a result, he had no chance to say anything like pooping and peeing. This feeling was very uncomfortable.
It's like the hot and sour noodle soup is being choked into the trachea.
He suddenly wanted to understand that Sangsang was not a person from Weicheng nor a senior fellow student in the academy. She was the person who knew him best in the world and would never be deceived by the emotions he simulated. The methods he was best at had no effect on her at all.
Of no use.
He said angrily: "I still earned the money, right?"
Sangsang frowned and said, "But making money is all my idea. If I hadn't forced you to sell books and posters after coming to Chang'an, we would still be poor now."
Ning Que's mind was a little unclear at this time, so he didn't hear the word "we" that Sangsang said, otherwise he would have been more confident. However, because he didn't hear it, he was full of grievances and sorrows, thinking resentfully about his hard work hunting in the Minshan Mountains.
He killed horse thieves at Subi Lake and risked his life to kill people with Chao Xiaoshu. Although he wanted to repay Xiao Heizi's kindness, he did not want to earn more money for the family.
He actually knew very well why Sang Sang ran away from home. It had nothing to do with her finding her biological parents or anything else, so he continued to roll up his sleeves after a moment of silence.
Sangsang continued to lower his head and looked at the toes of his shoes.
Mrs. Zeng Jing looked on and was startled, thinking that he was going to hit her daughter. She gritted her teeth and rushed over, hoping to kill this damn guy or herself.
Zeng Jing hurriedly grabbed his wife.
He frowned and looked at Ning Que and Sangsang in the study, feeling that the relationship between the two was not the kind of master-servant relationship he had imagined. What was especially strange was that the two were clearly quarreling, but they still felt very harmonious.
It seems like a complete world that no one can separate.
Yes, Ning Que and Sang Sang are a world together.
This is a world that is used to being acquainted with each other and has never thought of forgetting each other in the world. Now this old world has finally developed a crack and is about to be split or reorganized. The rules of the world's operation are about to change, but not
You know whether it will go in the direction of light or darkness, or whether there will be a big explosion and a completely new world.
Ning Que looked at Sangsang and said seriously: "We must make our words clear. No matter what, I will definitely get married. It is impossible for the two of us to just hang out like this for the rest of our lives."
Sangsang looked at him and frowned slightly, seeming to think that what he said was wrong.
"I'm sorry, I said something wrong because I was too nervous." Ning Que slapped his head heavily and said again: "There is no doubt that the two of us will spend our lives together."
Then he continued: "But I will get married after all. I know it will be difficult for you to accept it for a while. I understand how you feel now..."
Sangsang suddenly asked: "You said we must spend the rest of our lives together?"
Ning Que answered quite naturally: "It is necessary!"
Sangsang said: "Then you want to get married again."
Ning Wanwan nodded.
Sangsang said: "If you get married, you will spend your whole life with someone else, so how can you spend your whole life with me?"
This is indeed a problem, but for the extremely thick-skinned Ning Que, it is not a problem. He smiled and replied: "Even if we get married, we can still spend a lifetime together."
Sang Sang looked back at Mrs. Zeng Jing and asked: "Are there any sons of ministers in the court who have not married?"
Mrs. Zeng Jing was so shocked by the previous conversation between the two that she was completely speechless. As a royal wife, how had she ever seen such a master-servant relationship? When she suddenly heard her daughter ask a question, she could not recover for a moment.
Come on, and subconsciously replied: "Many adults are picking..."
Sang Sang turned back to look at Ning Que and said, "Then I'll marry them."
Ning Que was stunned, a little annoyed, and also a little embarrassed because of these annoyances, which turned into shame and annoyance, and scolded: "How old are you! Why are you marrying me?"
Sangsang said: "I heard that people in the River Country can get married at the age of fourteen."
Hearing the word "Dahe Country", Ning Que felt that he was half shorter for no reason, and his courage suddenly dropped. He persuaded her gently: "But we are in Chang'an City."
Sangsang said: "Even in Chang'an, I can get married when I turn sixteen in one year."
Ning Que was stunned for a moment and said angrily: "You are dark and thin and have been a maid for more than ten years. Do you think those young men with a good family background would be willing to marry you?"
Sangsang stared into his eyes and said: "I am the daughter of a first-class bachelor of the current dynasty. I am a friend of Her Royal Highness the Princess. I am the apprentice of the Great Priest of Guangming. The second gentleman in the academy dotes on me. I still have a few more in my hand."
Ten thousand taels of silver, why do you think those people don't want to marry me?"
Ning Que was trembling with anger and said: "You didn't mention the banknotes, but when you mentioned the banknotes, I became angry. You actually divided the banknotes. You really want to separate the family!"
Sangsang reminded: "We are discussing my marriage."
Ning Que waved his arms vigorously and said firmly: "You are not allowed to marry!"
After he said these three words, the study room of the Bachelor's Mansion was quiet. Zeng Jing and his wife had complicated expressions, while Sang Sang just looked at Ning Que silently, and Ning Que lowered his arm in embarrassment.
Ning Que looked into her eyes and finally realized that Sangsang had grown up. She was no longer the little girl who was babbling beside him. Once she grew up, she could not go back. The little girl turned into a little girl and then turned into a girl.
The little woman will eventually lose her years. This is an irreversible process, so she must start to think about the things that will happen when she grows up, whether they are joy or sorrow.
Little girls always want to get married when they grow up.
Can he watch Sangsang marry someone else?
Whether it is a skinny, petite and naive girl, or a young and majestic girl, whether she becomes bloated and nagging after marriage, or she is lying on a bamboo chair with gray hair.
As long as she is Sangsang, he can't watch her marry someone else.
He doesn't allow her to marry, so why should she watch him marry?
Ning Que lowered his head, feeling a little at a loss, a little panicked, a little confused, and a little understanding.
He understood how Sang Sang felt when she left home early in the morning.
He understood what he was feeling.
But simply understanding is not enough.
Ning Que thought of another sentence he heard last night, and his body became a little stiff.
He bowed respectfully to Zeng Jing and his wife, and asked them to give him and Sangsang a space to talk alone. Zeng Jing and his wife looked at each other, sighed and walked out of the study.
"I can't lie to you, I really like her."
Ning Que looked at Sangsang who had his head lowered and said: "You don't have to ask me, I know what you want to ask. When I was a child, I did say that I liked those elder sisters when I peeked at them in the bath. I saw water beads in the red sleeves.
I also said I like Xue, Xian...she is different, I really like her."
Sangsang looked down at her feet and remained silent.
Ning Que continued: "And I asked you, and you said she is very good."
Sangsang raised her head and said, "She is indeed very good."
Ning Que said: "But you don't like it.
Sangsang said: "Just because it's good doesn't mean I have to like it."
Ning Que asked: "Then why don't you like it?"
Sangsang looked at him and said seriously: "I don't like you liking others."
The study was quiet for a long time.
Ning Que whispered: "But I have already told her that I like her."
Just like many times in the past few years, when faced with really difficult decisions, he was always used to getting suggested answers or even moral support from Sangsang. However, he forgot one thing, the question this time
It involves Sangsang herself.
There was no emotion on Sang Sang's little face, no anger, no anger, no crying. She looked at him expressionlessly and said: "I'm hungry, I'm going to sleep, you go." I'm hungry, so I want to sleep, this sentence said
There is no logic.
Ning Que looked at her and said, "I can't sleep well without you at home."
Sangsang didn't speak.
Ning Que said: "Then who will cook me some noodles when I'm hungry?"
Sangsang didn't speak.
Ning Que suddenly said: "Can I cook some noodles for you?"
Sangsang still didn't speak.
Ning Que was silent for a long time and said, "I'll go and have some quiet time first. I'll pick you up tomorrow."
After saying this, he turned around and walked out of the study.
Sangsang walked to the study door, looked at Ning Que who was walking towards the flower garden, and said, "The eggs are in the rice vat in the kitchen. You should put less oil in them when frying."
(This chapter is probably the one I have revised the most since I wrote a book in my life. I have gone back and forth countless times and deleted a lot of warm memories and other things. I try to make it as clean and transparent as possible, with details and flavor. It is the upper limit of my ability. Please don’t ignore it.