That year, I was seventeen years old, and it was the time when a young girl was pregnant.
That year, I was seventeen years old. My father was the prefect of Sizhou on the side of Mu Shou, and I was the daughter of the prefect of Sizhou.
That year, I was seventeen years old, and I thought I had finally waited for my marriage. I sang "Plum Blossom Three Lanes" and he sang "Yangguan Sandie", which made me start to dream about a happy future.
That year, I was seventeen years old, and there was a food shortage in Bianliang. Unfortunately, Sizhou became a chicken used by the imperial envoy to scare monkeys; unfortunately, my father became an unjust ghost who was promoted and made rich by others.
My home was destroyed in that year!
My heart has also become dark and dark since that year!
Dad died, and he died in a mysterious way! He still had to bear a stigma before he died!
My mother also died, in a desolate way, and she was so terrified before she died!
Those so-called blood relatives are now as afraid of my family as tigers. Not to mention helping, they just want to add insult to injury!
All of this was caused by that irresponsible man and his duplicitous officer!
"Dad is a cowardly official? He is a cowardly official, he deserves to die! You pretended to be public servants for personal gain, and forced my father and mother to death in order to fulfill your own selfish desires. Do you deserve to die? Do you deserve to die?" (Original text, see Chapter 319 of Bubu Volume 7)
No, the King of Wei is so high up that he must have been deceived by that dog official named Yang Hao. The blame is only on this dog official named Yang, this two-faced hypocrite, this filthy lewd thief, I, Deng Xiuer, will not kill you, I swear.
Not human!
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Everyone abandoned me. On the way to the funeral, what people gave me was ridicule and scorn - because I was the daughter of a stupid and corrupt official!
But these are meaningless to me. I just want revenge. Even if I am shattered to pieces, I will kill that hypocritical and cruel dog official.
Therefore, I prepared three coffins, not only those of my father and mother, but also my own! As long as my great revenge is avenged, why would I regret dying?
Now, the imperial envoy is about to leave. Once they leave, when will my great revenge be avenged?
What a pity! I met a dog official surnamed Yang on the way to the funeral, but he still stood on the side of the road and "bowed and saluted" in a pretentious manner. Did he really think that my Deng Xiuer's knife was a vegetarian?
So, I pretended to have a conversation with this dog official, and then pretended to accidentally drop the spiritual tablets of my father and mother on the ground - I expected that this filthy and promiscuous thief would immediately show a disgusting look of pity and pity on me, and then I
One knife...
I fell to the ground, despairing of all my thoughts - [I didn’t expect that even the delicate woman next to him had martial arts skills. I really shouldn’t have been so reckless. Today I have alerted the enemy. As a weak woman, it will be difficult for me, a weak woman, to kill him in the future.] (Original article No. 1
Volume 8 Chapter 001).
So, I thought of my aunt, and then I went to Huashan alone...
During those days in Huashan, my world was gray - I couldn't envy the aunts and theirs for their unrequited freeness, and I couldn't envy the carefree and frankness of Master Gou'er and my uncle. I was filled with hatred every day.
Suffering, all my thoughts are spent on practicing martial arts and asking about the dog officer named Yang!
The dog officer naturally got promoted and made a fortune...
Doguan went to the Southern Tang Dynasty as an envoy and then to the Khitan...
The dog officer has returned to Luzhou...
The dog officer captured Yinzhou City...
The dog officer is going to lead his army to attack the Northern Han Dynasty...
Finally, the opportunity I was waiting for came - he was in Yinzhou City, and it was very difficult for me to kill him, but during the march or in front of the two armies, I could always find an opportunity to cut off his head!
So, I hurried down the mountain and went straight to Jinyang City...
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I finally sneaked into the Song Army camp...
I finally saw the big flag with the word "Yang"...
I was about to get my wish - whether I killed him or was killed by him, I would finally be free!
But--
["...The most satisfying method is to let the person you want to kill die on his own. For example, Deng Zuyang, the prefect of Sizhou, Murong persuaded him to commit suicide with some words. That would be called clean and tidy..."
Murong Qiu Zui said proudly: "Murong could trick Deng Zuyang into committing suicide with just a few words. Then the fool thought that he, a scholar who was a bosom friend, would die, hehe..."] (Chapter 022 of Volume 11 of the original text)
At this moment, my [body was shaking like a dead leaf in the wind, and tears blurred my eyes...]
Why? Why is this so?
My mind was in chaos, and all I could think about was Taiwei Yang, whom I called a "dog officer" and held a grudge against him until now. Thinking of his "sorry for his misfortune and anger for his inability to fight" eyes, I felt ashamed!
["Your father's character is indeed good, but he is stubborn and ignorant. He is a dull scholar who does not understand the ways of the world. Your daughter is also as confused as your father. He repays kindness with hatred and does not know what is good or evil! I am extremely loyal to you, Deng Jiaren.
But you regard me as the enemy who killed my father. When the truth comes out one day, how can you, Miss Deng, have the dignity to come to see me!"] (Original Volume 8, Chapter 001)
Yes, Lieutenant Yang, Xiuer is ignorant, how can he have the face to see you!
This is all the fault of this insidious and cruel little Murong in the tent! He killed my father, he made my mother so angry, he killed the cowardly but not worthy of death, Prince Wei, and he caused Taiwei Yang to be so hated by me for no reason.
for many years……
I want to kill him! Kill him in the most direct and simple way! I want him to know that you don’t have to pay attention to your realm when killing people! I also want him to know——
God's law is clear, retribution will not be happy
I reached out and took off my tasseled hat and threw it on the ground. Then I tore apart the cloth that bound my hair, letting the long hair fall down...
"Master Murong, you don't recognize me, do you?"... "I... am the daughter of Deng Zuyang, the prefect of Sizhou!"] (Chapter 022 of Volume 11 of the original text)
At this moment, I felt very peaceful because I finally found my own destination!
I remember that in Sizhou that year, I said to Taiwei Yang: "...If I, Deng Xiuer, wrongly accuse you, I will kill myself with these scissors in front of you, and in the next life I will be a cow or a horse to atone for my sins..."] (original text No.
Volume 8 Chapter 001)
When I put the dagger to my neck, I remember that Lieutenant Yang said to me very mockingly: "Does your family like to commit suicide so much? I don't think your ancestor is from the Central Plains, right? Smecta."
](Original text, Volume 8, Chapter 001)
Although I don’t know what the Smecta in the Taiwei’s mouth is, I guess it was a joke made by him out of anger, and it definitely couldn’t have a good origin!
Unfortunately, Taiwei was right - no one in our family can escape the fate of suicide.
I faced the Song army soldiers who were gathering more and more in front of me and could not see the end behind me, and shouted loudly: "My father is a good official. Although he has been deceived by his relatives and has done some stupid things, he does not care what others say about him.
No matter how much sewage is poured on him, he...is really a good official!"] (Chapter 022 of Volume 11 of the original text)
He raised the knife and dropped it, causing blood to splash everywhere!
Before my consciousness dissipated, I only had one thought -
Taiwei Yang, Xiu'er has no face to see you. She only hopes to work for you in the next life to atone for her sins...
