Jiang Han's words made Wen Wen shudder. He never seemed to care about Wen Wen's feelings. Perhaps what impressed Wen Wen most deeply was his cruelty.
That's why she was almost crazy when she met Jiang You.
[Jiang You, I was trampled on by you because I sought kindness and got kindness.
Just because this pain is as if he is still alive and is rewarding me.]
What suddenly flashed before Wen Wen's eyes was the night when Jiang You pinched her. He was like a wild beast, venting all his cruelty on her. But at that time, Wen Wen didn't feel pain, only felt filled.
Full.
All the empty cracks are filled with hard knives.
That feeling is addictive, and perhaps pain, like pleasure, can make people lose control.
In the past, when we swam in front of Jiang, Wen Wen would always think of Jiang Han.
But now that Jiang Han was standing in front of her, what came to her mind was Jiang You's face.
"Do you think this face of yours will only be shown to me?"
Wen Wen looked at the face of the man in front of her and suddenly asked, "You pretend to be so polite outside, A Han, you can deceive everyone in the world, but you can't deceive me."
Jiang Han is indeed a master of acting. Who knew he would have such an ugly face?
In the eyes of good friends, Jiang Han is a gentle, smart and handsome man. He takes good care of him abroad. Everyone calls him Brother Han to express their trust in him. Many times, no one can imagine that such a well-educated man
How could a man show that devilish look in his eyes when no one is around?
"Don't you like me like this the most?"
Facing the gentle question, Jiang Han just smiled softly.
"like?"
Looking at Jiang Han's smile, Wen Wen suddenly felt a little strange.
It seemed like I was saying goodbye to someone.
"Perhaps what I love is myself who loves you deeply."
After saying these words, Rourou saw that there seemed to be some cracks on Jiang Han's face.
It was as if someone had pried a hole in his hard heart.
The man felt his throat tightening, and an uneasiness he had never felt before flashed deep in his eyes, "What do you mean?"
"I've been wondering why I can't fall in love with those who are truly kind and gentle, but instead I fall in love with scum like you."
She was so gentle that she didn't shy away from it. Even though the face she thought about day and night was now right in front of her, even though she had poured so much love into him that would never be reciprocated, she still didn't shy away from the fact that her past was a mess, "Can you
The only one who can take control is people like me. I'm just an empty shell, so I can't tell the difference between love and hate, and you squeezed into my life with such a strong stance..."
Wen Wen actually took the initiative to get closer to Jiang Han, and her eyes were filled with desire.
Jiang Han almost couldn't tell whether tender love was the object of desire, or whether it was the desire that he loved.
Word by word, he said softly, "You know, Jiang Han, that feeling is really good. It's so good to be taken advantage of and controlled by others. It's so good to love a man who is only indifferent to me. My world
There is no right or wrong in this book. I was born to be abandoned by others, so there is no difference between you abandoning me and others abandoning me. The only difference is that you can give me stimulation and pain."
He gently poked Jiang Han's chest.
"I didn't have love at that time, and I didn't know who to love was correct and allowed by the world. Because I had never been loved." When she smiled tenderly, her eyes full of desire were
Wearing a bright mask filled with stars, it looks so vast and beautiful on the outside, but it is empty and dark inside, "I love whoever stimulates me, whoever keeps me awake at night, who makes me in a dilemma, who makes it difficult for me to sleep and eat well, I
Just love whoever you want."
"Is this love?"
Wen Wen dissected herself, and after cutting open the skin, she discovered that her organs were completely rotten.
"This may not be love, but it may be another form of love."
Wenwen is obviously smiling, so why are her eye circles red?
She fought to the death with the secular world, but stood opposite to truth, goodness and beauty, turning herself into an outcast dog or a cat soaked in heavy rain. Everyone poked her spine and called her an illegitimate daughter. She was probably not noble enough.
Yes, it's not clean enough either.
She considered herself to be the fruit of sin born from a sinful marriage.
It is a deformed product outside of marriage after a relationship breaks down.
He is the descendant of the most hateful character who destroyed other people's families.
So she was looking for rational taboos. Since the world only gave her pain, it would be better to fall in love with pain.
If you can't breathe without pain, use pain as oxygen to live.
This is just a gentle, humble and desperate way to save oneself.
"It seems that only their love counts as love, and my love that violates my own behavior does not count as love."
Gentleness constantly affirms itself, but constantly denies itself.
Jiang Han looked at her, as if he was witnessing the reorganization of his own fragments.
Only then did he realize that for so many years, tenderness has always been like this, breaking yourself down and reorganizing yourself?
"It seems that in the eyes of the world, love can only have one perfect form, and it is best to be the one that can't be wrong."
The gentle voice is so gentle, but the words that come out are so sharp, "It's called love when two people are happy, but it's not called love when they torture each other. It's called love when you pursue one-sided politeness, and it's not called love when you lower yourself to please like me.
In love? The one who stays together despite suffering is called love, and the one who pursues a wealthy partner becomes a traitor. Yes, the former is indeed a rare love in the world, but why isn’t the latter? If it must be concluded this way, then this
Isn't this kind of love just a definition of 'correct' and 'perfect' in everyone's mind? Is this also considered love? If there is no tolerance for the slightest difference, then people with this definition do not love others, but
Just love your noble and untainted appearance, that's too abnormal."
Wen Wen let go of Jiang Han, "It's like facing you. I feel like I'm standing on the opposite side of the world. I've been constantly denied my love, and now I understand."
"What do you mean……"
Jiang Han had never seen such tenderness before, as if the person in front of him was a weapon.
If she gets close, she will cut others.
Before that, she had already been sharpened by this fate.
"I was able to love you all the time in the past because I felt that I could wait and endure. It didn't matter if the whole world laughed at me. I turned the ridicule into a force of self-contribution. But what do you think of me? As a tool to shake the Jiang family.
"
"You made me fall in love with you. You knew I was such an empty and loveless thing. You used me to fall in love with you and then disappeared. You made me meet Jiang You when I was about to die from pain. Then I fell in love with the same vigor as before.
A trip up the river…”
Wen Rou said with tears in her eyes, "Even if I analyze myself countless times, crush myself a thousand times and reassemble myself a thousand times, I still can't form a shape that can withstand your cruelty."
Jiang Han, do you really not feel guilty at all?
"Are you accusing me?"
Jiang Han didn't know why his heart felt like he had been tapped twice. Although the tremor was not severe, it was enough to make him alert.
Why is this happening?
"Yes, I am not only accusing you, but also myself."
Wen Wen stood up straight and took a breath, "I know you will definitely use the past to talk about things, but now I am no longer afraid of those things. I have abandoned those weaknesses."
"So, if you want to stab me with Jiang You, just dream."
Wen Wenwen picked up the document that had been bounced by Jiang Han and stuffed it into his hand with a forceful movement, "Now, just show me the contract. If you can talk, let's talk. If you can't, don't waste my time. You are a good person."
Want to be our domestic agent.”
Jiang Han almost laughed angrily at Wen Wen. He raised his eyebrows and said, "Do you think you look cool like this? How about it? Women who start over are so touching."
"I never bother to impress anyone."
Wen Wen also imitated his actions and raised her eyebrows, "Praise and sarcasm bring me the same happiness. Since I am not afraid of pain or admiration, then why should I be the chosen one."
Jiang Han's heart suddenly twitched.
What does she mean?
"Do you really think you can let it go after saying a few harsh words?"
"No, letting go is the result of self-destruction every night."
Rouwen said word by word, "Don't underestimate me, Jiang Han, I can survive."
Jiang Han seemed to be furious, and squeezed out a sentence through his teeth, "Ren Wen, you really look like a monster now."
monster?
Wen Wen smiled, "Then what should you call a person like you who even uses calculations on monsters?"
"You want everything from the Jiang family, right?"
"Seeing Jiang You shrouded in light and being worshiped by everyone, I must be so angry."
He tapped his fingers on the contract twice, and Wen Wenwen completely removed himself from the matter, "You, let me tell you, your hypocritical skin is really fundamentally different from Jiang You."
Jiang Han was rarely provoked by Gentle and actually slapped the table in front of her face and said, "What do you mean?"
"Jiang You would never act so majestic and upright as you do."
Wen Wen twitched the corner of her mouth, not sure who she was mocking, Jiang You, or herself who loved him, "He has always been the kind of person who goes against the public order but never hides it, but he is like you.
There is a big difference between the appearance of being imaginary and being arrogant."
Jiang Han's tone was already a little gloomy, "I can't believe that he is different from me? He is just a copy of me..."
Before she finished speaking, there was a sound of footsteps at the door. Before Wen Wen could react, someone walked to the door.
She raised her eyes and her expression suddenly changed.
I saw Jiang You standing at the door. She didn't know why he came suddenly, or maybe he found out something and suddenly came to her company to settle accounts. The man was defiant and indifferent. The moment he saw Jiang Han, his eyelids slightly opened and he stood
There he said, "I never thought that my ex-wife and you would have such a story."