Chapter 141 She doesn't love her anymore, so he loves her.
On this day, Wen Wen seemed to have disappeared from the earth. Even though Jiang You could see the sky with his hands and eyes, he could no longer find any trace of her. It was as if this person had never existed, and people even began to doubt the name Wen Wen.
Is it just a delusion of Jiang You?
But the real pain in his chest told Jiang You that this was not the case.
This woman jumped out of the confinement of secular morality, and used the most despised method by everyone in the world to help the tiger in a humble, despicable, frivolous and selfless way.
So, tenderness, I should look down on you.
What you like most is to laugh lightly and say some words that hurt others and yourself, as if someone else stabbed you with a knife. You don't even frown, but you also give him a kiss and ask him if he is tired. Reward
you.
You can't love someone tenderly, you can't love.
When Jiang You returned home alone, he felt as if he had walked out of hell. He was so depressed that he collapsed on the sofa. The moment he fell into it, it was as if he had fallen into endless memories.
When you close your eyes, your face is full of tenderness.
It's obvious that I'm not a good person, but why do you keep pestering me again and again, so that it's engraved in my habits and my memory.
We obviously never loved each other, so how could we be separated...it would make me want to die.
I warned you, warned you.
Don't fall in love with me, and I won't be soft-hearted to you.
So why.
Why.
I will be in such pain after you leave me.
Can humans be domesticated?
People can be tamed.
Jiang You didn't speak, and gritted his teeth until he groaned in pain, as if his entire internal organs were twitching and convulsing, and the pain was so painful that his internal organs were in a mess.
Jiang You couldn't sleep that night. He would think of too many things whenever he closed his eyes. In the second half of the night, he just kept his eyes open and watched the dawn.
From dark to dawn.
None of the people sent out to search brought back any news about Wen Wen.
Jiang You turned over, and all the bones in his body felt like they had been broken. Every move caused pain in all the muscles in his body.
He reached out to cover his eyes, not daring to accept this fact.
Gentleness did not hesitate to use any means to truly disappear into his world.
He always said he wanted to leave gently, but now she has left, but he regrets it.
So uncomfortable.
I felt speechless and uncomfortable, as if my spiritual world had been shattered and I had no strength to rebuild.
Gentle, I overestimated myself and underestimated you.
Did I actually... fall in love with you very early on?
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The first week after Wen Wenwen left Jiang You, Jiang You didn't go to the company and got drunk every day. Every night, Shao Jing, Lu Ji and others frowned and went to the bar to pick him up and take him home.
Today was the same, Jiang You opened a private room and ordered wine alone, drinking one glass after another in silence. When Shao Jing opened the door, the smell of wine hit his nose, and he frowned, "Jiang You, are you really not afraid of sudden death?
What will happen if someone gets into trouble if you continue to drink like this!"
After saying this, Shao Jing snatched the cup from Jiang You's hand and said, "I really think the punch I gave you was too light!"
But what's the use of playing Jiangyou now, all the gentleness is gone!
Shao Jing's mentality was like that of an old father. Seeing Jiang You's useless appearance, he became angry and said, "You might as well drink yourself to death! If you are so determined to die, who are you going to show it to? The gentle people are all gone, and you can't even see them anymore."
!”
These words directly hit the most painful part of Jiang You. He raised his head with red eyes, wet with his broken emotions. He said, "Why don't you come to see Wen Wenwen? She should come here to make fun of me.
Yes, why didn’t she show up?”
Shao Jing dragged him up from the sofa bitterly, "It's so gentle that I don't care about you! Jiang You, you're not worth it!"
Jiang You was so drunk that he was hanging on Shao Jing's shoulder. He didn't know if he was crying or laughing. He reached out and grabbed a handful of hair and said to Shao Jing, "Wen Wenwen must have contacted you secretly... right?"
?You, you go tell her, tell her that I give up, beg her, I really beg her... don't disappear..."
Shao Jing shook his head, "No, Rourou didn't contact me. But I believe that maybe after she recovers from her injury, one day we will meet again."
You see, there is such a tacit understanding between Shao Jing and Wen Wen.
They were once husband and wife, but they didn't.
Jiang You's heart felt as if someone was twisting it hard. Rather than being drunk, what was more hesitant to express were the desperate emotions in his heart.
Can't tell.
The moment he opened his mouth to speak, all the words changed to, "Don't leave."
I beg you.
Be gentle, I beg you.
Jiang You took a deep breath until tears fell.
He was pulled into the back seat of the car by Shao Jing, and Lu Ji sat in front, "How much did he drink?"
"Who knew I would drink like this every day?"
Shao Jing gritted his teeth and said, "In the future, it doesn't matter whether he lives or dies, whether he likes to drink or not, anyway, you are drunk to death now, and Rourou doesn't know. She won't be sad if she knows!"
"Sad."
Jiang You opened his eyes when he heard this word. He suddenly asked Shao Jing, "Shao Jing, am I feeling sad?"
Shao Jing had a meal.
For the first time, I saw such a helpless and confused look on Cong Jiang You's face.
Lu Ji was driving in front and said without thinking, "Aren't you talking nonsense? Of course you are sad. Rouwen has left you. Look at you, you are as sad as a dog now."
Jiang You lowered his head, his vision was turbid, as if his whole body was soaked in unclean sewage, and he couldn't see anything clearly. Only the feeling of heartache was so clear, so clear that every beat of his heart echoed.
Hear it clearly.
"It turns out I'm feeling sad."
Jiang You clenched his fingers and then opened them, clenched them tightly and opened them again, to judge whether he had lost control of his limbs. After repeating this action several times, he whispered, "I don't even know."
, it turns out that this is what sadness is like. I was just venting out my instinct, but I couldn’t figure out why I became like this, and I couldn’t figure out why I was sad..."
He has always been loved by others, by God and by everyone in the world.
Be gentle.
But now, this gentle love has stopped abruptly and been taken back by her. At that moment, Jiang You felt that his soul had been taken away.
"So it turns out I'm sad..." Jiang You trembled, then smiled and said, "That's it..."
Shao Jing looked at him from the side and frowned even more.
"Did you never know?"
Lu Ji in front noticed that Shao Jing was hesitant to speak, and knew that Shao Jing did not want to stimulate Jiang You anymore.
But Jiang You has to face some things after all.
So let's talk to him.
Lu Ji said, "Jiang You, ask yourself why you are sad."
Jiang You couldn't give an answer.
But Lu Ji said——
"Is there a possibility, I mean possibility, that you actually like tenderness very much."
At that second, it was like someone shot Jiang You in the heart.
Shoot through a big hole.
It is dirty, condescending, selfish, yet full of aggression and possessiveness. It belongs to Jiang You, the shape of love.
******
A month after Wen Wenwen left Jiang You, Jiang You returned to the company to work, and the staff came to find out what happened.
"Assistant Xu, what's wrong with Mr. Jiang?"
"The whole person seems to have become more indifferent..."
"Isn't it because the company has a problem and it can't make enough money and it's going to go bankrupt?"
Xu Ou held the manual and smiled awkwardly, "It's okay, it's okay, don't think too much about it."
In the past, although Jiang You was indifferent, he was frivolous, cynical, and had a youthful spirit that was photographed all over the railing. But now, although Jiang You still has the same delicate and fair face, he has lost the aura of provocation he had before.
His eyes became darker, like a pool of dark stagnant water.
Dangerous and numb. This is what Jiangyou is like now.
Xu Ou sighed, finished talking to everyone, returned to the office, and looked at Jiang You who was signing.
I found the man staring at a pen in a daze.
That pen was the one used to sign the divorce agreement.
Xu Ou sighed again.
Since Miss Wenwen left, the attitudes of people around her have changed.
Shao Jing and Jiang You have less contact, and Qin Ruo doesn't come to Jiang You's company to quarrel over tenderness as he did in the past. As a result, Lu Ji and Jiang You meet less frequently.
Just like this moment, at Lu Ji's house, Mu Huan was sitting on the sofa with a sad look on his face, constantly looking at his phone, "Hey, where's Rourou."
"Wen Wen probably won't come back to our circle. It's very likely that we will never see her again in this life."
Lu Ji glanced at Mu Huan and took her cell phone away, "Why are you still thinking about Wen Wenwen! Do you really like her?"
"Who would hate such a gentle and kind woman!"
Mu Huan pouted, tears welling up in his eyes, "She left without saying hello. How worried I was. She didn't contact me either. Could it be that the relationship has faded."
Listen, this woman is only thinking about other women!
Wen Wen, you gave Mu Huan some ecstasy, didn't you? One Jiang You is not enough, why does Lu Ji's family now have Mu Huan waiting for Wen Wen to come home every day?
"So what if her feelings fade away."
Lu Ji pinched Mu Huan's face, but Mu Huan slapped it away with his hand. The man tutted, "Mom, your relationship with me hasn't warmed up yet. For the sake of family harmony, can you deal with this problem?"
"
Mu Huan ducked back, but his eyes were serious, "I've thought about this problem, Lu Ji."
Lu Ji looked at her squarely.
"I will break up with your father. I will tell him when he is done with his work." Mu Huan took a deep breath, his eyes red.
It was hard for her to give up this relationship.
Hearing this, the corners of Lu Ji's mouth rose crazily.
The next second, Mu Huan said——
"I will also leave the Lu family from now on. I feel that I am too stubborn and think that as long as there is love, all problems can be overcome. But the problem in front of me cannot be solved. From your perspective, I also understand that you are disgusted with me. From my perspective
From a perspective, I feel that I am very innocent because I have done nothing wrong. Since it cannot be solved, then don’t solve it.”
Mu Huan gently pushed Lu Ji away.
Who taught her to be sober.
Is it gentleness?
Lu Ji's smile froze at the corner of his mouth, "What do you mean? What do you mean by leaving the Lu family..."
"In your circle of rich people, I don't have the interest to climb high. I feel uncomfortable being treated as a vain vixen. I will go back to work and save money for graduate school, and then study abroad, just like I left Wenwen.
We probably won’t see each other again in the future. I know you hate me, but soon you won’t need to hate me anymore.”
After Mu Huan said this seriously and honestly, he glanced at Lu Ji and said, "In the future, stay less angry and stay up late, and spend more time with Jiang You."