So I followed Uncle Gu to a teahouse. I asked Ah Xi to go shopping first. I told him that I had a stomachache and went to the toilet, and asked him to come back to me. Ah Xi nodded and went to buy things by himself without following.
Come on. It’s impossible for Ah Xi to know at this time. After we sat down, Uncle Gu told me that my parents were fine last year. They were transferred to Beibin and now work in Beibin County Government. My father is the county party committee secretary and my mother works in the county.
The women's federation is now looking for me. They even came to Nanxi to find me. However, at the end of the investigation, they found out that I disappeared a few years ago. No one knew where I had gone. My parents had to kill me.
I wrote and sent a copy of the photo of me when I was five years old and my characteristics to each of my friends, asking them to pay attention and contact them if they have any news. Lao Gu also happened to come here to do business today and saw me, but he didn’t dare to acknowledge me at that time.
After following me for a short distance, he felt that I looked a bit like the one in the photo, so he came over to talk to me on purpose, and even deliberately pulled up my left arm to make sure he could see the birthmark on my left arm (it was hot at that time and all the clothes I wore exposed my arms)
). Only then did he dare to come to me and ask me vigorously. He also deliberately said those words. If it were me, he would not be so defensive. If not, it would be nothing. Just admit it. Unexpectedly, he actually admitted it right.
Uncle Gu told me to contact my parents and ask them to come and see me. After thinking about it, I thought it was okay. I also wanted to meet my parents. No matter what, they are still my parents, so I nodded and agreed. Anyway, I would meet by myself.
Just live with my parents. After meeting me, I will go back to live with Minxian. Unexpectedly, it is not as simple as I thought.
That night I told Ah Xi to let him stay locally while I went to meet a friend and asked him to wait for me for two days. Ah Xi was very honest and agreed without much thought. I followed Lao Gu to his residence. At that time he
I called my parents and I also talked to my parents. I didn’t know what to say at first when I picked up the phone. My mother kept crying and talking to me on the other end of the phone. After a while, my father picked up the phone and told me
Lao Gu was waiting for them here. I still didn't react, so I hung up the phone. The next evening, a car came and two middle-aged men got out. They told Lao Gu that they were here to pick me up. At that time, my father
I had already called Lao Gu and told me to go with the two men. I asked them where my parents were and they just said they had met them when they arrived. Lao Gu told me that my father had sent someone to pick me up, saying that they were
He took me to meet my parents. I believed him and got in the car without thinking much.
After the car started driving, I asked them where my parents were. They told me that they would meet me when I got there, and told me not to worry that they were sent by my father. I had no choice but to follow them, and the car kept driving all day long.
I always ate in the car, and one of them went down to buy food and brought it to me. After about 9 o'clock in the evening, the car stopped in a place I had never been before. It was in a large courtyard in a county town. I had just gotten off the bus.
I saw my mother waiting for me at the door when I was in the car. At that time, I was dumbfounded because I hadn’t seen them in several years and had no news from them. I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. My mother ran over and looked at me and kept touching me.
I also said that I had grown taller but had become thinner and darker. I cried while saying that. Then he took my hand and took me into the house. My father was sitting in the living room waiting for me.
At that time, I saw that this house was a two-story house. It was very large inside, and it seemed that it was where the officials lived, because my family also lived in a big house before.
My father turned out to be a soldier, maybe a brigade commander or something like that. After entering the house, my father stood up and pointed to the sofa for me to sit down. Although I felt a little strange at this time, I was still a little afraid of my father, because when I was a child, my father
He was very strict with me, so I have always been a little afraid of him. My father only teased me when I was very young. Since I was seven years old, my father has been educating me very strictly and rarely teases me anymore, so even though I grew up,
But I still have a father who is very afraid of me, and I have a somewhat weak personality. I saw that most of my father’s hair was gray at that time, and my mother was getting older and had gray hair. I think they had eaten a lot over the years.
It was painful. I was stupid and didn’t know how to speak at that time. I saw my mother crying non-stop. My father just sat there without saying a word. For about half an hour, my father said: "Xiaojie, you are home, you are here."
Your mother and I work here now and live here. Mother, please go make some food for Xiaojie. You haven’t eaten anything at this late hour? Let’s eat first.” My mother wiped.
I went to cook with tears. After my mother left, my father looked at me and said, "Xiaojie, why don't you talk? Your parents have failed to take care of you all these years, leaving you to suffer alone. Now that your parents are well again, you can come back and follow me."
Let’s live together, stop being outside. This is your home.”….
I recovered a little at this time, and saw my father unable to hold back his tears. I cried and said, "Dad, where have you been all these years? I'm scared to be alone." My father walked up to me at this time.
He patted me on the head and said: "You have grown up, and the past things are in the past. Don't ask so many questions. My parents have owed you a lot for so many years. Now that you have come back and live a good life with our family, you can still do it."
When you go to school, you can work, and you don’t have to suffer outside anymore." Just as he was saying this, my mother said, "The food is ready and we are going to eat." After that, she came over and took me to eat. This was the first time in the past six years.
Our family had dinner together. After the meal, my mother cleared the table and took me to my room. She told me that this was my room. The quilts were all new and she asked me to stay there first until tomorrow. I held my mother in my arms and we
The two of us cried for a long time. My mother patted my head and said, "Xiaojie, my mother misses you so much. I thought I would never see you again. I never thought I could get you back. My mother has been sorry for you these past few years.
From now on, don't leave and let mom take care of you." I cried and said to my mom: "Mom, you have been having a hard time these past few years? Why don't you come to me? I'm scared to be alone outside. They always
Bullying me, if I hadn't run away, you wouldn't have seen me again."
My mother nodded and said, "Don't talk, kid. It's getting late. You go to bed early and we'll talk tomorrow. Mom will prepare delicious food for you tomorrow. Be good, go to bed first." I nodded, took off my clothes and lay down with tears in my eyes.
I fell asleep. I slept until about nine o'clock the next day. The next day, my father went to work and my mother stayed with me at home. After I got up, my mother made a lot of delicious food for me to eat. We sat down
After talking a lot in the living room, I realized why my parents hadn't come to see me in the past few years. It wasn't that they didn't come to see me, but they really couldn't come.
At that time, they were sent to the countryside for rehabilitation. Fortunately, the two of them were together. Every day they were either paraded or criticized. Not a day went by smoothly. There were times when my father almost didn’t want to live. If it weren’t for my mother, he was by his side.
My father is probably gone. My father was born in the military and has a very tough personality. Fortunately, my mother has a very gentle personality and advises my father not to think too much every day. In this way, the two of us have been tortured. No matter how painful and tiring I am,
My parents still managed to survive together. After a few years, they finally got through it. At that time, even if I wrote a letter, I would be checked and they didn’t dare to contact me, for fear of causing me trouble, let alone coming to see me. Although I was worried
I think there is nothing I can do. My mother often takes the photos of my childhood and secretly cries. My father is not happy when he sees my mother crying. He says that crying will not help anything and not break his body from crying. In fact, my father also missed me very much at that time.
He also often looks at my photos secretly.
I was released last year and resumed work at the end of the year. I went to Beibin. After they came out, they went to Nanxi to look for me. They checked my files there and found out that I was missing. There were so many missing people in that year that no one cared about me.
I was still a child, so my parents had no choice but to return to Beibin. After returning, they contacted all their former friends and comrades-in-arms, and sent me my photos and features, asking them to help them keep an eye on me. How could it be so easy to find in the vast sea of people?
Well, there was no news about me for a whole year. My mother cried every day, and my father sighed. He didn’t expect to see me again, and they thought I was gone. After hearing what my mother said, I was still very moved, and I also
I figured it out, they came to see me, at least they didn't forget me. Although I had a bad life, I couldn't blame them, and they couldn't help it. I was still a little bit blaming them, but after my mother said this, I was completely
I forgive them. My parents had a much harder time than me at that time, but they persisted and came to see me as soon as they came out. What right do I have to blame them? This is not their problem, they are also
I can’t help myself….
But a question that comes to my mind is that Minxian and I are already married. What should I do if I live with Minxian? If I want to bring her over, will my parents agree? Will Minxian and her family agree? She has grown up and hasn’t left yet. When I passed the village, I really didn’t know what to do. On one side, I was the closest person to my parents, and on the other side was Minxian, the person I loved the most. I told my mother about my experiences in the past few years, and she heard that I was being bullied alone. I couldn't eat enough and ended up going to the mountains to suffer so much. I held me in my arms and cried for a long time. I cried and said that I would never let me go again and that I would never go back to suffer. I told her that I don't suffer now. There is a girl named Minxian waiting for me, and I must go back. I promised her that I would go back, and I can't break my promise. My mother said she wouldn't let me go, and while she was talking, my father came back. He also came back from get off work early today. , when my mother told my father about my matter, my father became angry at that time and said that he would not agree with our matter. I originally wanted to at least bring Minxian over, but seeing my father’s attitude, it was impossible. I don’t know where I got the courage. At that time, I stood up and told them loudly: "I must go back! No one can keep me! Minxian is my favorite person and she saved me! Without her, I would have died!" No one can say that!" My father became angry when he heard this. He pointed at me and didn't say anything for a long time. Then he said to my mother: Look, look, the wings have hardened over the past few years, and it's hard to see. After saying that, he looked at me again. He said: "You want to leave unless I die! You don't want to go anywhere right here! You want to leave! No way! If you dare to run, I will break your legs!" After that, he slammed the door and walked out of the house.
From that moment on, I had no freedom at all. There were people following me everywhere except in the house and outside the door. I couldn’t escape even if I wanted to. I never thought that I would be locked up and live like this when I returned to my own home.
Almost two months passed like this. My father went to Jiangzhan again due to a job transfer. I was also taken there by my father to continue to take care of me. Jiangzhan was in the north and I was getting farther and farther away from Minxian. I wanted to write to tell you
She didn't communicate with them, so she couldn't run away even if she wanted to. I was desperate and didn't dare to resist, so I wanted to die but I couldn't die. What if I die and my father changes his mind one day? I still
I wanted to go find Minxian, but she must have been worried to death after I had been out for so long. When I left, she was not feeling well and didn’t know how she was doing now. Later, my mother gradually came to chat with me every day, just because she was afraid that I would be stupid.
He enlightened me bit by bit, and gradually I stopped making trouble. I knew it was useless to make trouble. No one could tell me that my father had a bad temper. My mother also tried to persuade him, but he just didn’t agree. Just say it.
I am a son who cannot just find a woman to take home. I told my mother that Minxian was so good, but my father didn't hear it. It was all lies. I was deceived because of my ignorance.
In this way, my father's job changed from one place to another, and his position became bigger and bigger. I was always under strict supervision and was not allowed to wander around. Later, I gave up and no longer thought about leaving. I was almost thirty years old.
That year, he found a girl for me and brought it home for me to meet. At that time, I refused to see her even if she wanted to die, so my father came upstairs and scolded me. I was very afraid of my father.
After being scolded, I softened up and walked downstairs with my father with a frown. At that time, there was a girl with long hair sitting in the living room. The girl was very quiet and not as beautiful as Minxian, but she was still very attractive. My father told me: "Xiaojie, come here and I'll give it to you."
You introduced that this is the daughter of my comrade-in-arms, your Uncle Chang. Because your Uncle Chang sacrificed his life, I raised Xiao Min. Xiao Min now lives with her mother." I had no idea at the time, and I couldn't see it in my heart at all.
When I fell in love with this girl, my father pretended not to hear what he said. My father asked us to chat, but we didn’t say anything. Finally, my father said to me: "You guys are nice to Xiao Min first, Xiaojie..."
If you are a boy, you can't be too shy. You have to take the initiative." Chang Min stayed for dinner that night. My father was very happy and drank some wine. After Chang Min left, my father said to me: "Boy, just don't say goodbye.
Unless I die, you can't leave. This girl is the child of your father and my best comrade. He sacrificed his life to save me. You must treat me well! Otherwise, it depends on how I deal with it.
You!" I didn't dare to speak, so I could only lower my head and count my fingers. I still dare not disobey my father's words. I have gotten used to it over the years. I have a softer personality, and I was bullied by others in those years.
Once you get used to it, you forget to resist.
Chang Min came to my house more and more often. Although we rarely talked, I found that she was a very caring girl and was very kind to me. Although I only had Minxian in my heart, I couldn't bear to hurt a girl who meant no harm.
, Gradually we talked more, and sometimes she would look at me and say: "Xiaojie, I know you have something on your mind, but I don't ask what it is, as long as you are here, no matter what happened to you before,
I am willing to accompany you." I was actually a little touched at the time. How could a girl be so kind to you and understand you? How could I not feel anything unless I was an iron man? But at that time I was just touched but without love. It lasted more than a year.
I slowly accepted the reality that Chang Min was around me. We got married two years after we met under the arrangement of my father. Although I didn’t love her, I didn’t dare not listen to my father’s words. After the marriage, she was very kind and gentle to me.
She is considerate, and her parents also like her very much. But I have never loved her, and we have never had children. It is because I don’t want her. All I want is Minxian. After more than ten years, I have never looked for Minxian again.
Later, when my father passed away, he held my hand before he died and asked me to promise him to take care of my mother. He said that my mother had to endure hardships with him when she was young and never had a good life. I agreed with tears at that time.
Father, I waited until my mother passed away five years ago.
Thought about leaving.
In fact, Chang Min has not been easy these years. She lived with me without happiness or love, and worked silently without even having a child of her own. But she never complained about me. One day three years ago, she suddenly had a stomachache.
She couldn't bear it anymore, so we went to the hospital for a check-up and waited for the test results to come out. The doctor told me that it was late-stage liver cancer. I cried when I took the test report and begged the doctor to save her. That's when I realized that I still had some cancer in my heart.
Chang Min's, but I have been unwilling to face it. She lasted about three months and then left. Before leaving, she held my hand and said to me: "She has been waiting for me all my life, hoping that I can accept her."
. She agreed to come and help her father because he took care of them. Eventually, she gradually fell in love with me. She felt that I was very pitiful, so she waited for me silently and took care of me. When I accepted, she could say with her own lips: "
I love you." But she had to wait until she couldn't. Her only regret in this life is that we don't have children." In fact, she didn't know that I deliberately didn't want children, so I secretly went to the hospital to get a sterilization without telling them.
Surgery. Before the hospital bed, I held her hand and cried and said to her: "I'm sorry for you, I don't deserve what you do to me. I am a sinner and you are all so good to me. I love you!"
I have been wrong for so many years! I have never seen my heart clearly, and now it is too late to regret. I am sorry for you! I am sorry for everyone!"
She looked at me with a smile and slowly closed her eyes. She heard the words she wanted to hear most in her life and left peacefully. My heart was broken at that time. I am sorry for Minxian and Chang Min.
, I am just a coward, I am sorry to everyone who loves me in this world! At this point, Shi Jie felt a little uncontrollable. Chen Yufeng hurriedly helped Shi Jie hold his chest and rubbed it. After a while, Shi Jie recovered.
, Shi Jie then said: "I'm fine, you don't have to worry, my story is not finished yet." After I sent her away with tears in my eyes, I faced the deserted home alone, which was full of their belongings.
Shadow, I realize now that I still like this family very much. How cowardly I was at first, and how confused I became later. I ruined the lives of two women at the same time. I feel disgusted and annoyed with myself more and more. I don’t
I knew what I should do, whether to live or die. I no longer had any relatives in this world, what should I do? Later, my tears dried up, and I became stupid. I only knew how to cry and laugh sometimes. In the end, I
While I was awake, I made a decision to find Minxian. Even if I die, I will find her and take one last look at her!….
I made the last decision in my life, so I walked out of my house and walked all the way to Nanxi Aqian Mountain, and finally met you. After listening to this story, everyone was silent. Da Ya was also in tears at this time. Chen Yufeng patted Da Ya.
The back of Ya's hand comforted her, and the village chief said at this time: "Okay, don't be sad. Now that Mr. Chen has cured you, you can go to Hei Miao Village together. Anyway, your affairs have only begun now."
, there is still a long road ahead. I hope you all can achieve your wishes. It’s not too early now. No matter what, you need to rest first before going on the road tomorrow. Let’s go to sleep and recuperate.” Chen Yufeng stood up at this time and pulled Da Ya.
At this moment, he suddenly felt that he never wanted to let go of Da Ya's hand, and he had to hold it no matter what.
Returning to the room to comfort Haoda Ya, Chen Yufeng lay down with ups and downs in his heart. Shi Jie's story made Chen Yufeng wake up like a blow to the head. Chen Yufeng silently made a decision in his heart: He must make it clear to Niu Yuyan and Wang Ziqi when he goes back this time.
, the relationship between several people, let them choose by themselves, tell them that he will not give up any of them, including Da Ya, and he must love them well, but if they are not willing, they can choose to leave, Chen Yufeng does not want to hide it from them anymore
, they are all good girls who have paid a lot for themselves, and he cannot be so ignorant and irresponsible to them. No matter what, he must make it clear and cannot hurt them anymore. Chen Yufeng did not know that he would change after hearing the story.
I am more determined and know how to cherish everyone around me.