Chapter 336: Voices from the Heart, Past Events (2)
Chen Fan is a person who doesn't care about the eyes of outsiders, and he is also not a gossip.
Although Chen Fan was curious about Aunt Tian's past,... with his character, he would not take the initiative to ask.
The reason why he asked Tian Cao at this time was because he felt that Aunt Tian's past had an immeasurable impact on Tian Cao and directly determined Tian Cao's life values.
The weak eat the strong.
This is Tiancao’s truest value.
In Chen Fan's eyes, there is nothing wrong with this value, but if you insist on it too much, you will go astray and go to extremes, which is not a good thing for Tiancao's future.
After all, life is colorful, it has the rule of the jungle, and there are also many invisible and intangible family ties, friendships, and love.
"Crack!"
Under the dim light, Chen Fan did not urge Tian Cao to speak, but lit a cigarette and took a long drag.
"I told you, my mother is afraid of the cold." Tian Cao did not wipe away the tears on his face, but seemed to be immersed in memories, with a complicated expression and a trembling voice: "She is from the north."
Northerner?
Chen Fan's heart moved.
"In terms of temperature, winter in the north is cooler. But the cold in the north is dry and cold, which is different from the cold and wet in the south. My mother is from the Northeast, so she is afraid of the cold and wet in the south."
"My grandfather was a rural teacher. In the late 1980s, although teachers' salaries were not high, their prestige was still very high. At that time, my grandfather wanted my mother to become the first college student in the village. But...my mother
In the end, I failed the college entrance examination. I repeated the exam for a year and failed to pass the exam. After failing twice in a row, my mother was disheartened and followed the girls of the same age in the village to go south despite her family's objections."
"At that time, the country was implementing reform and opening up, and many northerners went south to hunt for gold. My mother didn't want to go gold hunting when she went out. It was just that she was lectured by my grandfather every day, which made her have a rebellious mentality. She wanted to go out and see the outside world.
world."
Having said this, Tian Cao calmed down and his speaking speed returned to normal: "My mother and the people in the village took the train to Guangzhou for several days. After arriving in Guangzhou, people in the village started to look for jobs together. Then
At that time, although Guangzhou was not a pilot city for reform and opening up, it was very close to Shenzhen, the largest pilot city, and had many factories. It was easy to find a job, but it was very difficult."
"My mother and the people in the village entered a factory and worked twelve hours a day. After a few days, some young girls who couldn't bear the hardship left the factory and found another way out. My mother and most of the people stayed
Come down." Tian Cao continued: "My mother was very beautiful when she was young, so it didn't take long for people to start pursuing her, including even the boss of the factory."
"In order to pursue her, the boss secretly manipulated her and made her become a small boss in just two months. For this reason, rumors spread all over the factory. Many people were jealous and unconscionably said that my mother used her body to trade
Among them, the people from my mother’s village attacked my mother the most!”
Speaking of this, Tian Cao seemed to be able to imagine Aunt Tian's miserable mood at that time, and her expression was a little excited and indignant: "But the fact is - my mother didn't do anything! The boss offered to support my mother at that time, but my mother refused
My mother tried to explain, but those people didn’t believe it at all. In fact, people in the same village began to distance themselves from my mother.”
"There is only one exception. That person is three years older than my mother. He had a crush on my mother before he went to Guangzhou, but he never dared to say it. After going to Guangzhou, he fell in love with another girl from the same village." Tian Cao said this.
, there was deep disgust in his eyes, and he didn’t know what he was hating: “Rumors were flying in the factory, and because my mother refused the boss’s support, she was thrown into the most miserable workshop by the factory director.
Rejected, my mother was in a bad mood. She originally wanted to leave, but her salary had not been paid yet and all her money had been spent. She could only grit her teeth and hold on. As a result, when my mother was at her most depressed, the man took the initiative
He showed his kindness to my mother and comforted her. My mother was very touched at the time, but..."
Under the light, Tian Cao's expression suddenly turned cold, and his hands could not help but clenched into fists.
Sensing the changes in the grass in the field, Chen Fan had a bad thought in his mind.
"What my mother didn't expect was that the man took the initiative to show his kindness to my mother and comfort her. He wanted to take advantage of the situation and get my mother's body. If my mother didn't comply, he would force her hard!" Tian Cao said.
He pursed his lips and said, "That day, fortunately there were people around, so the tragedy didn't happen."
"The man didn't run away at that time, but said... that my mother took the initiative to seduce him! He told outsiders that my mother didn't want to stay in the factory anymore, so she deliberately seduced him and slept with him once, and then he
Give my mother 100 yuan for travel expenses to go back!" At this point, Tian Cao's eyes turned red: "Maybe it's because too many people were jealous of my mother's experience in the factory, or maybe it's because of other reasons.
Most of the people in the factory believed what the man said, especially the people in the village. They called my mother a bitch and shameless. The man’s girlfriend even rushed to my mother’s dormitory to settle the score with my mother! That day, I
Mom had a fight with the woman and then left the factory sadly!"
Hearing what Tian Cao said, Chen Fan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but did not make a sound to disturb him.
"After my mother left the factory, she originally planned to go back, but she had no money. Later, she found out that the young girls in the village who did not work in the factory were doing very well outside, and all of them made money."
"After learning all this, my mother put down her pride and borrowed travel expenses from them to try to go home. Those girls were not like the villagers in the factory. Not only did they not sneer at my mother, but they also lent the money to my mother.
At the same time, he also said some words.”
"They told my mother that after finally coming out, it would be embarrassing to go back in such a dejected state. My mother actually had this idea at the time, but she didn't know what she could do. For this reason, she was very curious about who those girls were.
How do you make money?"
"Those girls told my mother that they could earn more than a hundred yuan a night working in a karaoke bar. In those days, a hundred yuan was very valuable. They also said that if my mother was willing, with my mother's capital, she would definitely earn more than
They earn much more! In their words, the red card in their karaoke bar earns thousands of dollars a night!"
"My mother didn't know what they were doing in the karaoke bar at that time, so she went with them. Only after going to the karaoke bar did she find out that they were working as girls."
"My mother left directly after going to the karaoke bar! But... maybe because those girls' words affected my mother, my mother did not go back immediately, but continued to stay in Guangzhou to look for a job. Later, my mother changed many jobs
My mother didn’t tell me what the job was specifically.”
Hearing this, Chen Fan was curious as to why Aunt Tian told Tian Cao about her past experiences.
After all, for Aunt Tian, it was a past that was unbearable to look back on. It should be difficult to talk about it, but it would be hidden deep in her heart forever, let alone telling Tian Cao about that past.
That past was full of dark sides. Once Tian Cao knew about it, it would definitely have an immeasurable impact on the underage Tian Cao!
"I know, you are very curious, how do I know these things." Tian Cao seemed to see Chen Fan's doubts, and sighed: "Originally, my mother never thought of telling me this. But, after she told
Before me, she would have nightmares and talk in her sleep every night. When the frequency became too frequent, I discovered her."
"So, when I was eight years old, I asked her, but she refused to tell me. I refused to let her go, but she couldn't resist me, and finally told me all the truth."
After saying this, Tian Cao fell silent again. Her hands kept clenching and unclenching her fists, going back and forth several times.
Her expression also showed great fluctuations, and the muscles in the corners of her eyes were beating violently!
Obviously, the next paragraph is the key to Aunt Tian's story, and it is also what Aunt Tian and Tian Cao are least willing to face!
"If you feel uncomfortable, don't say anything." Chen Fan saw that Tian Cao's expression was too painful and advised him.
Tian Cao shook his head slightly and started talking again.
"After a few years of wandering around, my mother's last job was as a hotel waiter in Guangzhou." After a long time, Tian Cao spoke again. His tone was not as calm as before, but a little excited: "At that time, the upper class in mainland China
There are very few high-end hotels. The hotel where my mother worked was the best in Guangzhou and even the South at that time, and the employees were treated very well. The monthly salary was close to 1,000 yuan, and with bonuses it could even reach 2,000 yuan."
"At that time, my mother was very happy, thinking that she was lucky and could finally get ahead." After Tian Cao said this, she closed her eyes weakly, and tears welled up from her eyes again: "She never dreamed that,
That was the beginning of her nightmare!"
"Not long after she started working in the hotel, the big boss of the hotel, a very influential man in Guangzhou and even the South, began to approach her without any reason, sending her flowers, inviting her to dinner, etc. Because the experience in the factory left a lasting impression on my mother.
It cast a shadow, and my mother did not accept the man's kindness."
"After several consecutive failures, the man seemed to have lost his patience. He directly told my mother that my mother was able to work in the hotel just because of his words. He only wanted my mother to be his woman.
He also said that as long as my mother becomes his woman, he can live a rich life, live in a villa, drive a good car, and drink foreign wine..."
"My mother found a good job after going through many hard jobs, and she was in a good mood for those few days. As a result, the man's words directly sent her from heaven to hell!"
"At that time, when the man saw my mother's desperate look, he simply told my mother that she could either become his woman or leave the hotel. My mother chose the second option and left the hotel!" At this point, Tian Cao's
Her eye circles were completely red: "It's just...she never imagined that on the night she left the hotel to return to her hometown in Northeast China, she was kidnapped. The person who kidnapped her was sent by that man."
"That night, the man raped her!"
After saying these words, Tian Cao felt as if her heart had been cut with a knife again. The pain was extremely painful, and her face was completely stained with tears.
Looking at Tian Cao with tears streaming down his face, Chen Fan put out his cigarette. He tried to come forward to comfort Tian Cao, but he didn't know what to say at this moment.
"The next day, my mother left Guangzhou and took the train back to her hometown in Northeast China." After crying for a long time, Tian Cao raised her head again and said in a trembling voice: "Only after I returned to my hometown in Northeast China, my mother realized that my grandmother was here.
My mother died a year after she left. It is said that it was because my mother went south on her own initiative and made my grandmother sick. After several treatments, she was not cured, leaving the root of the disease."
"This incident made my grandfather and several uncles very angry. For this reason, they did not give my mother a good look after she returned."
"My mother has already experienced that kind of thing, and she was treated coldly by her family at home, which made her feel very uncomfortable. But because she felt guilty, whenever my grandfather or uncle scolded my mother, my mother would not
Talk back."
"Later, two or three months later, my mother found out that she was pregnant. Several of my uncles also discovered this. So, the news of my mother's pregnancy quickly spread throughout the village."
, Tian Cao's expression was extremely painful: "In that era, for an unmarried woman to become pregnant, it was definitely a thing that was despised by people! Including my grandfather, uncle and others, everyone in the village said that my mother was shameless
, having a wild man's seed outside, but running back home in disgrace to have a wild seed! My grandpa is a teacher and attaches great importance to reputation. In the end, when the whole village pointed the finger at my mother, he told my mother to get out of the house.
"
Wild species.
When he said these two words, Tian Cao bit his lip hard!
"My mother said that it was the most uncomfortable period of her life, and she even wanted to go and die. But later, she felt that even if she died, no one would be sad for her. So, instead of committing suicide, she left again
He came to the village, came to the East China Sea, gave birth to me, and slowly raised me up."
At this point, the story seemed to be over. Tian Cao stopped narrating, lowered his head, bent over, hugged his hands, and cried softly, his expression was painful, and he was extremely sad!
Chen Fan silently stepped forward and patted Tian Cao's back gently without saying a word.
"When I was a child, after learning about my mother's story, I secretly told myself that my mother suffered a lot of unknown hardships in order to give birth to me. Although I am poor, I must study hard! Because for the poor,
For me, only learning can lead to a way out!" Tian Cao clenched his fists and said: "I keep working hard and working hard just to wait until one day when I grow up and stand at the top of this society, I will be better than I was back then.
That beast kowtowed at my mother’s feet to admit his mistake!”
"who is he?"
Chen Fan spoke, his tone was calm, but there was a hint of murderous intent in his eyes.
