In the evening, Shu'er brought Jin Qi and Jin Lin, who were after school, to the small courtyard to visit Feng Tiejiang and Sun Yunniang. She knew how important Sun Yunniang and Feng Tiejiang were in Fang Yi's love.
Regarding Sun Yuniang's thoughts and actions of following Feng Tiejiang, Shuer was more moved by the relationship between Sun Yunniang and Feng Tiejiang.
He also understood in his heart that if it were Sun Yunniang who was lying on the bed dying now, Feng Tiejiang would make the same choice.
It was precisely because she understood the feelings of the two in her heart that Shuer was even more moved.
Sun Yunniang, who was cleaning Feng Tiejiang's face and hands with a warm and wet towel next to the bed, looked at her eyes that were closed and gentle as water, with a peaceful and contented happy smile on her face, and whispered to Feng who didn't know if she could hear him.
The blacksmith spoke in ordinary words, just like when Blacksmith Feng was still strong.
Shuer's eyes were a little moist. She wondered if she and Fang Yiai would hold hands and support each other like this when she grows old.
Thinking about this, Shuer looked at Fang Yiai, whose eyes were full of sadness, with tears in her eyes. Seeing Fang Yiai's gloomy face, she had to brace herself up. Shuer was filled with heartache.
Forgetting that besides Feng Tiejiang, who was unconscious on the bed, and Sun Yunniang, who was ignoring foreign objects, there were two other children nearby. He put Fang Yiai's arm on his outer shoulder and leaned against Fang Yiai.
In the arms of love, his hands wrapped around Fang Yiai's waist, wanting to use his actions to comfort the sad Fang Yiai.
Feeling Shu'er's actions, Fang Yiai lowered his head to face Shu'er's warm smile. For a moment, his heart felt a lot warmer. He gave Shu'er a comforting smile. His hand slid across Shu'er's back and hugged her.
Holding Shu'er's soft waist, he locked Shu'er tightly into his arms, and his chin kept rubbing the hair on Shu'er's head.
There is also someone accompanying me.
Holding Shu'er in his arms, he looked at Feng Tiejiang on the bed and Sun Yunniang in the wheelchair next to him. What kind of madness in Fang Yi's love wanted to prolong Feng Tiejiang's dying time, just to let Sun Yunniang live as long as possible, so that he could find a way to do it.
Sun Yunniang gave up on her plan to accompany Feng Tiejiang to the underworld. That thought was slowly dispelled when Shu'er pressed her hand warmly against his chest.
Prolonging life in such a state is undoubtedly an inhuman torture for Feng Tiejiang. Torturing Feng Tiejiang like this just for his own madness and reluctance, in the eyes of Sun Yunniang, is it not a kind of torture?
It is the bounden duty of doctors to treat illnesses, save people, and prolong their lives.
In this situation where there is no quality of life at all, is extending the patient's life really a goodwill and blessing to the patient and the people who care about them?
Looking under the candle, Sun Yunniang's body was so thin that she didn't look at the wind blowing. The original black hair had turned gray in the past few months when Feng Tiejiang was ill, and there were more white hairs than black hairs. Her complexion was dull, and her eyes were dull.
But it is getting clearer.
Thinking about these days, every time she refused to let Feng Tiejiang die, Sun Yunniang's eyes were always full of motherly love. But in her eyes, there was heartache that she could ignore and was suppressed by Sun Yunniang. Fang Yi'ai's heart felt so good.
pain.
Fang Yiai knew that Sun Yuniang's heartache was not only for Feng Tiejiang's suffering because of her stubbornness, but also for her unwillingness to face the fact that Feng Tiejiang was about to die.
But she didn't say anything to herself. She just told Shu'er who came to the courtyard from time to time to take good care of herself in the future. She repeatedly told Shu'er that he was not only her husband, but also worthy of her treatment.
You can trust your best friend for the rest of your life.
Every time Shu'er cuddled up to her and conveyed what Sun Yunniang was talking about to her, Fang Yiai's heart always struggled back and forth, struggling, unable to make Feng Tiejiang completely sober, whether to give up and fight Feng Tiejiang again.
Pulled back from the brink of death?
Looking at Feng Tiejiang lying with his eyes closed under the candle, and Sun Yuniang beside her who was as gentle as usual, Fang Yiai kissed Shuer's forehead, held back the mist that had blinded her eyes, and stretched out her hand to touch the silent girl not far away.
Two children were recruited.
After rubbing the two children who were holding back the mist in their eyes, Fang Yiai sighed silently and whispered to Shu'er, "You must take good care of the two children."
How could Shu'er, who put her whole heart on Fang Yiai, not notice the slight change in Fang Yiai's tone?
Hearing the looseness in Fang Yiai's low tone, and understanding that Fang Yiai had probably given up on trying to send Feng Tiejiang back when he was on the verge of death again, Shu'er felt relieved.
Shu'er knew that Fang Yi couldn't let go of Feng Tiejiang in his love, and even more reluctant to let go of Sun Yunniang, whom he regarded as his biological mother. It wasn't that Shu'er didn't like her nominal god-father and mother-in-law and didn't know filial piety, but it was Fang Yi's reluctance to part with her.
, which actually made Feng Tiejiang suffer a lot and made Sun Yunniang feel heartbroken.
Even though Fang Yi loves her, Shu'er can clearly feel the pain in his heart.
Shuer could clearly see the struggle in his eyes.
In her opinion, letting Feng Tiejiang go was the best decision for Feng Tiejiang, Sun Yunniang, and Fang Yiai, and it was also a relief for the two children who were feeling unhappy.
But she couldn't persuade her with these words. Although her intention was good, if she really said those words, she would probably only make Fang Yiai angry and leave her.
Now that Fang Yiai's voice was looser, Shu'er felt relieved, but she couldn't help but worry about Fang Yiai's mood.
Shu'er lowered her head and glanced at the two children clinging to her side. Shu'er smoothed the hair of Jin Qi who was close to her and was messed up by Fang Yiai, nodded and said, "Don't worry."
Glancing at Sun Yunniang and Feng Tiejiang, Shuer opened her mouth and said, "Godmother, she..." Before she could finish her words, the worry in her eyes was obvious. Sun Yuniang was determined to accompany Feng Tiejiang to the underworld. She could see it.
It was so clear that Fang Yiai could not turn a blind eye.
"Take good care of Jinqi Jinlin, don't let your godfather and godmother come to you," Fang Yiai closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said with difficulty, "I don't feel safe leaving."
Shu'er nodded after hearing this, and looked at Sun Yunniang and Feng Tiejiang. The tears in her eyes could not be held back and flowed down silently.
The two children have also reached a sensible age. The depressive atmosphere in the air, the gradually disappearing vitality in the room, as well as Fang Yiai's emotional changes, and the meaning of the current conversation between him and Shu'er, both children listened.
understand.
The two children lay beside Fang Yiai and Shu'er with dull expressions on their faces, and their eyes kept dripping.
Knowing that the two children were sensitive, after such a long period of consolation, the two children still felt a little grudge in their hearts. They felt that Feng Tiejiang was now so sick that he could not afford to die, which was different from the time when they got up and played with Feng Tiejiang in the snow.
related.
It seemed that the two children still needed some good guidance. Fang Yiai and Shuer exchanged glances. Shuer nodded and said that she would give good advice and comfort to the two children, so that Fang Yiai could rest assured.
She told Fang Qi to take good care of Shu'er and the two children along the way, and sent Shu'er and her party away. After Fang Yiai scrubbed Feng Blacksmith's body, he waited on Sun Yuniang and placed her on the soft couch on the opposite side of Feng Blacksmith's bed.
Returning to the narrow couch where she had temporarily settled in the outhouse, Fang Yiai's ears were alert to the movements of Sun Yunniang and Feng Blacksmith in the back room. With the light of the candle flickering, Fang Yiai took out the map of the northwest that Fang Qi had found and placed it in the back room.
Open it under a candle and take a look.
Carefully looking at the terrain of the northwest of the Tang Dynasty on the map, as well as the terrain of Xue Yantuo and the surrounding areas, thinking about the location of the great victory that had been reported earlier, Fang Yiai's tired and dull complexion could not help but change color.
At this time, Fang Yiai could not doubt the stories she had heard and read before. It was very likely that the great victory of the Tang Dynasty was the result of General Xue Yantuo's plan to show weakness to the enemy in order to lure them deeper!
I am waiting for Li Shimin, who has grown up to be aloof and smooth in everything over the years, to lead his army deep into Xue Yantuo, and then catch turtles in the jar and beat dogs behind closed doors, intending to capture Li Shimin, the king of the Tang Dynasty Paradise, when he is trapped and helpless.
, so as to use it as a bargaining chip to raise one’s worth and divide the benefits from Datang!
Fang Yiai cursed a few words in a low voice, with a heavy face and no shoes on. She ran barefoot to the door of the main room, called over two attendants who were waiting in the small courtyard, and hurriedly wrote a letter to explain the relationship between the two.
After a few words, one person took the letter to Qin Qiong's residence, and the other went back to Fang Xuanling's house to explain to Fang Xuanling.
After the two left, Fang Yiai was still a little worried. She walked back and forth in the room, wanting to go to the East Palace to find Li Chengqian, but she was worried about Sun Yunniang and Feng Blacksmith.
Sun Yunniang was worried that Feng Tiejiang would die in her sleep, so she slept very little since Feng Tiejiang became seriously ill.
Although Fang Yiai's movements in the outer room were careful, they were enough to wake up Sun Yuniang who was sleeping lightly.
Listening to Fang Yiai's extremely unsteady footsteps coming and going, Sun Yunniang understood that Fang Yiai might have encountered something worrying.
It occurred to me that there was nothing special happening today, that is, Fuasaki had come to deliver the news that the Emperor had led the Western Expedition and had won the first battle.
Is there something wrong with the victory in the first battle of the Western Expedition? Is there anything wrong with this? Thinking about how often Li Shimin has been seen in the palace of Queen Changsun in recent years, Sun Yuniang, who has been working at the bottom for many years, can also clearly feel Li Shimin's gradual change in temperament, but she feels that the victory in the first battle is a reason
Speaking of which, it's not impossible.
Although she couldn't help much in national affairs, she was a mother who had lost her child. Naturally, she couldn't just watch so many passionate men of the Tang Dynasty being unjustly buried in the battlefield when she knew that the decision-making above them was wrong.
Glancing at Feng Tiejiang who was breathing steadily on the bed, Sun Yunniang lifted the quilt, sat up on the bed, and called Fang Yiai in the outhouse.
"Is there something wrong with the border affairs?" Without waiting for Fang Yiai's answer, Sun Yunniang continued, "It is related to the safety of the country. If you have something to do, just do it quickly. I am a person who has lost a child, and I know the impact of losing a child on a mother.
How old is it? Not every mother who has lost a child can be like a godmother and meet a filial child like you again. If you go, nothing will happen to your family." (To be continued...)