Two hundred and ninety-four chapters, people who are not qualified to say love
Chapter 294: People who are not qualified to talk about love
You Fang seemed to feel something and even looked back, but Liu Li hadn't poked his head out at that time, so he didn't see it and was pulled by Chi Muduo's arm downstairs.
I was afraid of traffic jams, so I took the subway. It was already 2:45 in the afternoon when I arrived at the small lecture hall of the School of Cultural Heritage and Archeology of Peking University. You Fang hadn’t eaten since yesterday afternoon and only drank a bottle on the way.
Mineral water, I didn’t wash my face, brush my teeth, or even comb my hair. I rushed to the school bathroom to tidy up a little, and then immediately went on stage to start my thesis defense.
When he opened the ppt and saw Zhou Xiaoxian in the audience nodding and smiling at him, what he was thinking about was no longer whether he could get the degree, but whether Tu Su woke up in the hospital? He really should have a good night's rest today, but
Before that, we should invite the instructors in the audience to have dinner, and let my brother-in-law Chi Muduo come forward to invite them. The higher the level, the better. Maybe it is to celebrate, or to be lucky in the unpredictable life.
The thoughtful and seasoned young wanderer returned half of his life and left the other half in the hospital.
Although he had internal injuries and looked a little dazed, his defense went very smoothly, and there was no need for Zhou Xiaoxian or Chi Muduo to get involved. You Fang was well prepared to handle such a situation. When introducing the topic, he also said:
The inferred method told about the ancient wood-building ceremony, and everyone in the audience listened with interest, almost in trance.
This afternoon, the college arranged a defense meeting for in-service master students. Of course, You Fang was not the only one, and the process was a little sloppy. After all the defenses were over, You Fang invited all the teachers to dinner. The hotel was very close and the class was very high.
Originally some people didn't want to go, but the person who invited him was Chi Muduo, and Zhou Xiaoxian readily agreed, so they got together to drink together again.
Of course, the conversation during the banquet was about professional issues. Everyone talked about the protection of cultural relics, the appreciation of cultural relics and the restoration of cultural relics. The topic branched out and talked about collections and international art auctions. During the banquet, everyone admired this young man You Fang. His words
Although he was not much, he kept a modest attitude and was very knowledgeable, but his standards were obviously not low and his opinions were very wise. Zhou Xiaoxian was very satisfied and nodded repeatedly. This drink felt very good.
The checkout was five figures. After dinner, Chi Muduo and You Fang took the elevator downstairs together and sighed: "I originally wanted to discuss with Professor Zhou an extension for you, but I didn't expect it to be so smooth. You really worked hard.
Already."
You Fang asked: "Since it can be postponed, why are you rushing me in the hospital?"
Chi Muduo looked at him: "I'm not worried about your degree, but your state this morning, so I want to pull you out. Fortunately, you're fine."
You Fang: "Of course I'm fine, it's Tu Su who's in trouble."
Chi Muduo said with lingering fear: "I noticed that your eyes changed in the hospital, especially when you saw the perpetrator. I really worried that you would kill someone on the spot."
You Fang said calmly: "It's not that I haven't killed anyone before, but I can blindfold my brother-in-law, so I'm not that stupid!"
Chi Muduo: "You have never been a stupid child. I was just afraid that you would hurt yourself in a moment of anger... Girl, why didn't you take it home for your parents to see?"
You Fang lowered his head and said, "Are you talking about Xiaoxian?"
Chi Muduo was startled: "Do you know who I am talking about? Can your family accommodate people from six doors?"
You Fang muttered: "As long as I can tolerate it, it's too early to talk about this now."
Chi Muduo wanted to say something else, but he sighed and said, "These are your private matters, so I won't talk about them. It's useless if I do."
Looking up at this moment, he happened to see Xie Xiaoxian standing at the door of the hotel. Just now he was talking about someone behind his back. Chi Muduo felt a little embarrassed and asked: "Officer Xie, why are you here?"
Xie Xiaoxian nodded and said: "I just heard on the phone that You Fang's defense went very well. My workplace is not far from here, so I came over to see Director Xinxinchi. I didn't expect to meet again in Beijing." They are not.
The first time they met, Xie Xiaoxian had met Chi Muduo as early as in Chuyang Township, but she was surprised to see that this expert was so concerned about You Fang's affairs, but she didn't ask any further questions.
Then she said to You Fang again: "I heard that you vomited blood, and you actually came out to drink! Professor Qu said that you must have a good rest tonight, otherwise the injury will be aggravated." Looking at her face when she spoke, if You Fang didn't go back
After resting, he might take out the handcuffs and handcuff him away.
Chi Muduo said quickly: "You guys chat, I'm going back first."
As soon as he left, You Fang's phone rang, and it was Tu Suocheng. Tu Suocheng first told You Fang that Tu Su was doing much better now and had been transferred to a general ward, and then asked how his thesis defense was? I heard that everything went well.
I congratulated you on the phone, and then told you not to come over tonight and to have a good rest. This is what Professor Qu emphasized time and again.
In that courtyard-style hotel room, Xie Xiaoxian pouted slightly and looked at You Fang without saying anything for a long time. Suddenly, he heard a long sigh from him, raised his eyes and asked, "What are you sighing for?"
You Fang looked at her, his eyes were gentler than ever before: "You said when we were in the South China Sea, you were afraid that I would be gone at some point. Now I finally understand... A person is so insignificant between heaven and earth. It is a pity for impermanence.
, the sigh of impermanence, the fear of impermanence.”
Xie Xiaoxian gently grabbed one of his hands and said, "You have never been a pessimistic and negative person. What happened today? I remember that you were always full of sunshine."
You Fang: "Is it just full of sunshine?"
Xie Xiaoxian glared at him: "He's always bad and makes people hate him!"
You Fang: "Take care of yourself so that you can hate yourself. There are so many bloodshot eyes in your eyes. Go to bed early."
Xie Xiaoxian: "I'm here to supervise your rest. I'm afraid you'll run out and cause trouble again in the middle of the night!"
You Fang shook his head feebly: "Getting into trouble? The last thing I want to do is to get into trouble, ugh——!"
Xie Xiaoxian: "Why are you sighing again? I didn't dare to say it when Tu Su was not out of danger, but I can say it now. You look very scary."
You Fang looked around and asked him: "Do you think I am a evil star? People around me always encounter disasters. In Chongqing, you were shot. In Guangzhou, Qi Ruoxue was almost beheaded.
And today..."
Xie Xiaoxian interrupted him: "So you are lamenting this? It was not you who shot, and it was not you who harmed others. Why do you think so?"
You Fang: "What I lament is not these, but the world of human beings. If there were no such things, I would rather not have appeared. This is what the ancients called inaction."
Xie Xiaoxian looked a little scared. She leaned over his chest and said, "It's just an accident. Fortunately, Tu Su is fine, but you are like this. It's really uncomfortable."
You Fang patted her back: "I'm fine, I'm really fine, but it's a pity..."
Xie Xiaoxian interrupted him again: "Stop mentioning regrets, stop sighing, otherwise I will handcuff you to the bed. Rest honestly and don't allow random thoughts!"
Xie Xiaoxian wanted to rest while watching You Fang, but she was very tired and fell asleep beside You Fang. You Fang covered her with a quilt, put on her coat and went out to the courtyard, closing her eyes under the stars.
He adjusted his breathing quietly, and then walked back to the room when the sky was dimming. Xie Xiaoxian was still sleeping soundly, with a little anger on his face and a sweet look on his face.
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Tu Su fell asleep, and You Fang sat beside the hospital bed, looking in a daze.
Why is he the only one in the ward? Unfortunately, Tu Su's mother is sick again and is also living in the same hospital. It's not a serious problem, but she feels pain in her back and needs someone to take care of her. This has been an old problem for several years.
I have had recurring attacks, and I have consulted experts many times, but no one can figure out what the problem is.
Of course, Tu Suocheng was too busy. He could only take care of one person when he took leave. Fortunately, You Fang was there, so he left him in this ward. You Fang originally wanted to hire a nurse, but Tu Su had nothing serious to do, and all the tubes were removed.
I still have a painkiller pump on me, and I can take it off after today. If I need anything, just call the nurse.
Tu Su and her mother originally lived in ordinary wards. After Yu Fang arrived, they immediately found someone to change them into a single room with a separate bathroom and a special bed for nursing. However, the fee was more expensive than a standard room in a hotel.
Tu Suocheng didn't object either.
You Fang looked at Tu Su, his eyes seemed to be looking far away, as if he had gone out of the ward, out of the treacherous rivers and lakes, looking at the clearest and most peaceful landscape in the mind's painting, which could only be felt by the mind.
world, but there were many things on his mind, and he was lost in thought for a while.
He was a wandering wanderer in the world of martial arts. He sneaked to Guangzhou to hide in order to "avoid misfortune", but he met Tu Su by chance, and thus found a peaceful harbor in his career in the world of martial arts. Every time he returned there, he either licked his wounds or hid.
Tusu didn't know about the feelings of nourishment.
Since the romance is like this, You Fang feels that he is no longer qualified to say love. He really cannot say that word. At this time, he will even feel ashamed in his heart. There are too many dangers and disputes involved in the world.
Stained with too much blood, I am glad that I still guard a pure true meaning in my heart, which has nothing to do with all desires and troubles, simple and clear.
He would rather just protect him, which is actually equivalent to protecting himself.
When Tu Su opened her eyes, she found You Fang in a daze, looking stupid. She subconsciously sat up from the bed and said, "Brother You Fang, have you been sitting here still?"
Hearing Tu Su speak, You Fang woke up immediately and said, "You can't move!" He stretched out his hand and hugged her over. It is true that patients with internal bleeding cannot move or hug, but You Fang used his spiritual thoughts to bring her over.
He held her whole body, then put him on his lap, pulled him into his arms and said, "Tu Su, you scared me to death!"
After saying this, You Fang cried, and tears flowed down silently, falling down his cheeks and onto Tu Su's hair.
Tu Su was also frightened by him. He had never seen Brother You Fang like this before. He curled up in his arms and did not dare to move. After a while, he carefully reached out and hooked his neck, leaned sideways and pressed his cheek against his.
On the other shoulder, I found a very comfortable position and just got into his arms. I raised my head and looked at him secretly. I wanted to persuade but didn't dare to alarm, so I simply closed my eyes and my body was trembling slightly.
After a long time, You Fang finally finished crying. It seemed that all the sadness in his chest had flowed out with the tears. He reached out and touched his face, lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I scared you."
Tu Su moved his head, put his forehead against his chin, and his voice was as low as a mosquito's hum: "Well, why did Brother You Fang scare me? I'm not afraid of anything anymore when I see you. You cry so sadly.
Ah, I'm fine... You looked so stupid just now."
You Fang sniffed: "Am I stupid? Very few people say that."
Tu Su: "Do you still remember the first time I met you? At the Cangzhou Iron Lion, you were so stupid, as if you had lost your soul... When I was in a coma the day before yesterday, I dreamed of Cangzhou again.
, patted you."
You Fang: "What else did you dream about?"
Tu Su: "I can't say it was a dream. Anyway, I saw a lot of weird things. I seemed to be floating in the sky. I also saw you holding me and running on the road, all the way to the hospital. The way you walked was so handsome."
You Fang said with lingering fear, "Thankfully you're fine." Then he felt that the posture between him and her was a little inappropriate, so he gently put Tu Su back on the bed and said, "The doctor said, you should rest for the next few days. You'll be fine."
Don't move."
Tu Su seemed a little unwilling to be put down, pouting slightly and said: "Brother You Fang, where are you going?"
You Fang reached out and touched the tears on his face while walking out: "I'm going to wash my face."
Tu Su: "There is a bathroom in the ward!" But You Fang had already walked out and closed the door, seeming a little panicked.
You Fang came to the public bathroom of the inpatient department in the corridor, moistened his face and eyes with cold water in his hands, looked up and froze when he saw the mirror in front of him. Because he saw a little old man standing behind him, and at the same time heard the master's voice:
: "A man doesn't shed tears easily. Young man, you cried very indulgently!"
You Fang slowly stood up straight and replied: "Master, you are so skilled. You stand behind me like this. Have you made any progress in your cultivation?"
Liu Li: "It's not that I have improved my cultivation, it's that you are unsettled. If I were up to no good, you would be in trouble!"
You Fang turned around and smiled bitterly: "Master, you have no evil intentions. There are so many people in the hospital, who can't come to the bathroom? You came out of the third hospital diagonally opposite, right?"
Liu Li: "It turns out that you are really fine, but you surprised me!"
You Fang: "Thank you for your concern. I'm fine now. Why are you here?"
Liu Li: "It's difficult to treat a disease, but it's not easy to find a doctor when you're not sick? I also found a sick person and rented a single room here. I'll stay there for two days and just look after you."
You Fang: "I'm asking why you came to Beijing?...Stop talking here, go to your ward to talk."
The ward where Liu Li "lived" was only one room away from Tu Su's ward. You Fang didn't notice the old man being so close these days. After sitting down, Liu Li took the initiative and said: "Disciple, you are famous.
None of them are as loud as the name Melander! I heard of your name in Liuzhou, and it just so happened that Xiaomiao wanted to come to Beijing during the Chinese New Year holiday, so I accompanied her on the trip, and also paid a visit to the famous Melander."
You Fang scratched the back of his neck and said, "Don't laugh at me. The matter has been settled. An Zuojie and the others must have done it... Where is Teacher Miao? Aren't you here to accompany her on the trip?"
Liu Li: "I have gone back to work in Liuzhou. Who can think of you as sitting around doing nothing every day without working? I wanted to stay here to find you, but I heard about what happened here."
You Fang: "Master, did you see me losing my composure?"
Liu Li patted his apprentice on the shoulder and said, "Do you still remember what I said to you earlier?"
You Fang replied: "Throughout the world, there have been great joys, great tragedies, and thrilling things. Do not injure your body, be like a dead tree, and do not stir up anger and madness. If your soul is unwilling, the madness must have something to send it to. Don't lose it... I'm sorry, I let Master down."
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Liu Li shook his head and sighed: "No, no, no, I'm not disappointed at all. On the contrary, I'm very pleased. Human beings are not grass, trees, iron and stone. If you don't have a true temperament, how can you understand the spirit of heaven and earth? I'm just afraid that you will become mad and behave abnormally in a moment of anger.
Ah, I have had many such experiences."
You Fang: "Master has naturally had much more experience than me. Now I know that those words were not empty talk. But the day before yesterday, I did have a feeling of weakness that was hard to resist. I was left helpless in the world."
Liu Li: "Several of my disciples have died young one after another, especially the two disciples who died in my own hands. How do I feel? Living in troubled times, watching the rise and fall of my family and country, I have experienced too many sighs of impermanence, and I know in my heart that I can never stop doing things.
Abnormal, just keep this feeling... Why should you be ruthless in this life? Don't lose your feelings in this life, it means you didn't come here in vain."
You Fang stood up and saluted and said: "Thank you Master for the tip. I don't know where my true heart lies in the world. I heard that your old man mentioned the past. His feelings are still the same even if he is a hundred years old. I finally understand why I came here."
Liu Li nodded: "Little wanderer, I really didn't come here in vain!"
You Fang asked again: "If there had been no accident today, what would Master have ordered when he came to see me in Beijing?"
Liu Li: "Of course I want to teach you the power of spiritual cultivation. By the way, let's find out who is ruining Melander's reputation? I looked at the traces at the car accident scene and felt that you shouldn't be so capable. At that time,
What is the situation? Since the little girl is fine, you can recall it carefully, right?"
You Fang carefully recalled every detail of that time, and finally said: "Looking back, I still have lingering fears, but thinking about it calmly now, the explosion of spiritual thoughts in that moment was indeed beyond what I could do with my current power, and I didn't intend to do it.
Instead, you hurt yourself.”
Liu Li smiled: "It seems that your martial arts and swordsmanship are more refined than those of the secret method. The legendary internal kung fu realm of 'both form and spirit are wonderful and in harmony with the Tao' is comparable to the realm of 'the spirit and the mind are in harmony' in the practice of the secret method."
It is regarded as a threshold. If we talk about the power of spiritual thoughts, there are three levels. The first is to transform thoughts into form, the second is to bring all things to life, and the third is to have mountains and rivers with emotions.
I think that back then I had already achieved the achievement of "Mountains and Rivers Are Sentient", and was only one step away from the state of the union of spiritual thoughts. Nowadays, the masters of Feng Sect, such as Xiang Yinghua, can only just break through "All Things are Vivid", and Tang Chaoshang and others are also
In this realm, Bao Min, Haodong, and An Zuojie and others who are your enemies are in the same realm of "Condensing Thoughts and Forming" as you are."