It was completely dark, without any light. It was darker than the black hole when looking at a black hole with the naked eye. There was no sound, and the body could not feel any heat or cold. It seemed that there was no feeling of temperature at all.
There is no pain, no up and down, exactly, it's like floating in space, the only difference is that there is no starlight. Where is this place? There is not even gravity.
Gao He found that this feeling was very familiar. He seemed to have been in this state for a long time before. It was very familiar. It was a bit similar to the space confinement room in the recruit camp. He could not reach the sky or the ground. He felt nothing.
No, not even a direction, let alone a down-to-earth approach.
By the way, this should be the prison of the master of life. Gao He finally remembered where this place was. No wonder it was so familiar that he was not even afraid. This place has stayed in Gao He's memory for at least thousands of years.
It is longer than any of Gao He's reincarnations. Not even the unusually long-lived plants that once made it can compare.
Why did you come here? Gao He hasn't figured it out yet. However, the familiar place and familiar feeling gave Gao He enough time to wake up.
He should be dead! The reason why he used should is because Gao He still didn't dare to be very strict about it. Although he was mentally prepared when he used that move, he still felt vaguely lucky in his heart.
. In the past, I suffered such serious injuries and even lost half of my body. I relied on the formula and my body's abnormal recovery ability to survive little by little. This time, I might be a little bit as lucky as before.
Of course, this is just a small regret in Gao He's heart. It's not that Gao He is greedy for life and afraid of death. Countless reincarnations have told him that death is just another beginning. However, he still doesn't know why.
I feel a little bit reluctant to let go. Now Gao He can't say what he is reluctant to let go of, I just feel a little bit of that strange emotion.
To be honest, it doesn't matter if you die, it seems like everything is suddenly released, and you don't have to worry about anything anymore. You don't have to worry about whether someone is kidnapped, and you don't have to bear the burden of the lives of millions and tens of millions of people.
There is no burden, and there is no need to worry about the political tendencies of so many factions or organizations, and there are no need to worry about so many problems. To describe it in one sentence, it is probably a very vivid way to describe it.
It really felt like this to be light and free. Gao He made a big stretching movement in his mind. He didn't feel anything. Then he remembered that he was in a soul state now. Even if he rolled all over the floor, he wouldn't feel it.
There is no problem, it just doesn’t exist and can only be imagined in the mind.
How long has it been since Gao He enjoyed this kind of life without any pressure? After Gao He discovered the beautiful planet at the other end of the black hole, he has always wanted to live such a life with Bingsha. However, the living Gao He still has a strong sense of responsibility.
People, when many things are unresolved, still cannot make up their minds to let go of everything. However, this last time, they let go forever.
Gao He is a little confused now. If he reincarnates with his memories, will he still need to complete the unfinished things in the previous life? He also needs to inherit the grievances and responsibilities of the previous life. Others don't have to think about these things, because they are entering reincarnation.
At that time, all these had been completely forgotten, but Gao He was different. He remembered everything clearly, past and present.
However, Gao He soon put aside these confusions. He was already dead, and what should have ended was over, so why continue? Besides, he still doesn’t know what kind of creature he will be in the next reincarnation. Thinking about this at this time,
Isn't it too blind? Even if you are still a human being, there is no need to be confused.
It's been a long time since he enjoyed the process of unconsciously reciting mantras without thinking about anything. Gao He closed his eyes. In fact, this was just an action in his mind. In this place without any light, he closed his eyes and opened his eyes.
What's the difference between "open" and "open"? I began to recite that mantra silently in my heart. Here, there is no need to sleep. I am awake at any time, awake enough to stop thinking about something all the time.
Of course, when reciting the mantra silently, Gao He would not feel the passage of time, nor would he feel any discomfort. He could simply concentrate on doing one thing. Concentration can make time pass unconsciously, and it can also make people feel uncomfortable.
People do not have any distracting thoughts, and their minds are not distracted.
Gao He was in such a state, with no distractions or distracting thoughts, focusing on doing one thing. After using that move, Gao He once felt very tired, and he remained like this until he entered the life cage.
It was a state of exhaustion. If Gao He guessed correctly, the use of that move should have consumed the energy of his life and soul.
To put it bluntly, the soul has been injured. Such injuries are caused by the active consumption of a large amount of energy, and are more serious than those souls that absorb the acquired life energy when refining spiritual weapons. If
Gao He entered reincarnation in this state. No matter what kind of creature he was, he was a weakling with inherent deficiencies.
In this state of silently reciting the mantra and concentrating on it, without Gao He knowing it, Gao He is slowly repairing Gao He's damaged soul bit by bit, slowly accumulating the lost energy bit by bit. Maybe.
Gao He didn't know he was injured at all, so he didn't know he was in the process of healing.
Sometimes, not knowing is really the greatest happiness. If Gao He knew that his soul was damaged, even if he had the memories of all reincarnations, he would definitely be a little worried. And with these distracting thoughts that can affect his mentality, he can still
If you can't focus with such ease, that's another matter.
Gao He is not a saint, and he does not have the fearless spirit of this and that. The reason why he was able to do everything he did before was just because he knew the worst result. Isn't it? At most, it is just reincarnation once more. In his long life
In the memory of reincarnation, it is just adding a capital for recall. What is there to be afraid of?
But if the soul is damaged and becomes a weak creature with inherent deficiencies, that is not what Gao He wants. Gao He, who has been majestic among his own group many times, will never be willing to be such a creature.
By the time Gao He regained his thoughts again, no one knew how much time had passed. This time when he woke up from the concentrated chanting process, it really felt like waking up from a deep sleep. His whole body was relaxed and refreshed. It was indescribable.
of comfort.
Those injuries that might affect the state of his soul if Gao He knew about it in the future, had been recovered bit by bit during Gao He's unknowing chanting process. At this moment, he no longer had the same fatigue as before. He only felt this
The dark space is like a bright hall.
Of course, it was purely a feeling. Only now did Gao He have the mind to start thinking about why he was in this place? I remember that the last time, Gao He stayed here after explaining his wishes to the master of life. According to what he heard at that time
Sound, this should be a cage where the soul will slowly dissipate. However, after the last encounter, Gao He didn't think that his soul would dissipate, so he was at ease.
With no one and boundless loneliness, Gao He could only start thinking about something else. Surpassing reincarnation? It’s really funny. I have tried all kinds of ways in this life to transcend and jump out of reincarnation, but I still end up with nothing.
With such an ending, he once again returned to the prison of the master of life.
Although he didn't know why, Gao He was not stupid. He instinctively guessed that his behavior in the previous life was not accidental, but a gift or arrangement from the master of life. He did not achieve the desire to transcend reincarnation in this life. Maybe
, this time I came back, it was still a long and endless process of imprisonment.
I don't know if the final result was to seal all those monsters in that galaxy. The power of the black hole should not be that bad. However, Gao He's heart trembled when he saw the look in Bingsha's eyes when he left. More often
, but he is reluctant to give up. Although he has not achieved his desire to transcend reincarnation in this life, he has not even achieved such a simple goal of living with the Ice Demon.
In the final analysis, it is Gao He's sense of responsibility that he doesn't know where it comes from. If Gao He doesn't care much about human life, the fate of human beings, the continuation of human civilization, and many other issues, he will be with Bingsha.
On the other side of the black hole, I believe that they will not be disturbed by anything during their lifetimes, and they can definitely be a couple of gods and immortals.
It's a pity that something like that still happened. Even if Gao He doesn't care, can the Ice Demon not care about it? Although it seems that the Ice Demon kills people like hemp and is as cold as iron, in front of Gao He, she finally takes off the clothes she has always worn.
Mask. It's either Gao He or Ice Demon. Let Gao He choose again. Maybe Gao He still won't make another choice.
In this case, there seems to be nothing to be sad about. Things have reached this point and cannot be undone. The only thing that makes Gao He feel a little heartbroken is how Bingsha felt after knowing that he was really killed this time. The last time he fell into a black hole
, has already made her heartbroken. Seeing her see-through eyes, Gao He couldn't help but feel heartbroken. What will happen this time? A person just sees a little hope, but has to fall into despair again.
, it is also a cruel test for the Ice Demon!
When people grow old, they can't help but reminisce about their lives. This is not suitable for Gao He, because Gao He is not qualified to enjoy the process of aging at all, but the memories are the same. The difference is that ordinary people are
He recalls while alive, while Gao He recalls after death.
His life seems to be a failure. I don't know why, Gao He always comes up with such thoughts. Maybe it's his first time to be a human being, and he doesn't understand the hardships of being a human being, so he still pretends to be wisdom with that simple animal and plant mentality.
Life. Maybe it's due to his own personality, Gao He doesn't know.
The main reason why he failed as a human being was that he did not take the initiative to enjoy the things that intelligent creatures like humans should enjoy. From the moment he regained consciousness, all Gao He could think about was transcending reincarnation. How to achieve transcendence?
, what means to use, looking for answers everywhere, everything seems to have become secondary in the face of this ultimate goal, and become something that can be discarded at any time.
Perhaps it is precisely because of this that Gao He feels that he has failed. There is not only one purpose in being a human being, nor is there only one way. Because of the goal that is remembered deep in his soul, Gao He gave up a lot. This is also
Gao He only understood this after his death.
First of all, living is not just about living by yourself, there is always your own life circle. Family, friendship, love, etc. are all included. But Gao He just ignored these.
His parents and family should be the people with whom he has the closest relationship, but Gao He doesn't have much memory about them. After regaining consciousness, Gao He only went home once, in just three days. During those three days, Gao He only went home once.
In the sky, Gao He didn't seem to cherish the time he spent with them at all. He just answered some of their questions in a formulaic way. In that place that should be extremely familiar but also extremely strange, he was with those people who were supposed to be the closest to him but were also extremely unfamiliar.
I lived with my very strange family for a few days.
Thinking about what they had done for themselves, Gao He couldn't help but feel a little ashamed. Because of Gao He, they had to leave the city they had been familiar with for decades and live in another unfamiliar city arranged by the military under different names.
.Forced to meet some strangers, forced to deal with military acquaintances who should not have dealt with them in the first place. But I seemed to have almost no concern about this.
Whether they were living well, whether they were used to it, whether their health was good, whether they had any illnesses, these Gao He knew nothing about it. It seemed that they had never had any thoughts in their minds. Now that I think about it, I
Isn’t he just a rebellious son in the eyes of a typical Eastern person?
Maybe this is a bit too much, but from what Gao He did, it was not that different, but it was not much different. What was even more exaggerated was that because of Gao He, they were attacked by terrorists and were frightened.
He was kidnapped, and although he was rescued safely in the end, these experiences should not be because of himself as a son and brother.
The family has never had any complaints about this, at least Gao He has not heard it. Every time Gao He talks to his family on the phone, he hears their concern for him, asking him to be careful, and the words in their eyes.
That kind of worry. To be honest, let your family not only suffer because of you, but also be afraid of you. Is this what a son or brother should do?
Although Gao He later found a way to bring a huge amount of wealth to the family through Fat Hans, it was just a number. For his parents and sister, they were already supported by the government. Do they have that kind of money?
It won't change anything. But Gao He himself can't remember what he was thinking. How could he do such a thing? Compensate? Compensate his parents and family? For his closest family members, what could be better than often
What about their better gifts? Can an astronomical amount of money compensate for so much?
Until his family was massacred by those damn half-humans in Australia, Gao He did not hear any dissatisfaction from his family against Gao He. According to the information collected from the general, even in Australia, which lives a secret life, and those who are also
When some people who keep the family secret talk about Gao He, his parents always have a proud smile on their faces.
As for the younger sister, although she cannot tell who her brother is in front of her classmates, or even her real name, she has always been proud of her brother.
It had only been three days since Gao He met his kind parents and innocent and lively little sister. Now that I think about it, Gao He really wanted to tear his past self into pieces, so how could he not cherish this happiness that was right in front of him?
, but pursue what is called transcending reincarnation?
Every time we talked on the phone, my parents looked happy and proud when they heard that they had been promoted to military rank or received some medal again. Yes, Gao He's achievements were enough to make them happy and proud, but, in
In the eyes of his parents, perhaps these achievements and medals combined are not as important as his safety. And he is engaged in the kind of work that scares his parents all the time, and he is the best among them. Of course, the best
It also means that if Gao He were an ordinary person, he would die the fastest.
Thinking back to these, Gao He suddenly felt a little sour and wanted to cry. What's wrong? Can the state of the soul also shed tears? Ever since Gao He became conscious, he has never shed tears. He just did
For once, a person could still feel like this after death. This was an experience Gao He had never had before.
I feel sorry for them, but according to the old saying, loyalty and filial piety should not be both. I am loyal to the army and mankind, so I cannot be filial to my family. It can be said that, but at this point, there is always a huge regret.
In front of me, my parents who gave birth to me and raised me for more than 20 years, and my sister who has been with me almost day and night for more than ten years. These are the people I should be closest to in that life, and my close contact with them is only
Three days.
Moreover, these three days have only been close contact, no close contact. It seems that because I have grown up by then, even now I just look at myself with a smile. The most my father has patted me on the shoulder, the most contact
It was my younger sister who stayed with me for two or three days.
Thinking about it now, Gao He can still clearly feel the warm atmosphere at home at that time. If Gao He had to choose again, Gao He would never make the same mistake as last time.