The willow bank, the dawn wind and the waning moon. After so many years, it should be a good time and beautiful scenery. Even if there are thousands of customs, who can tell me?
——Liu Yong
Different from the long history, the academic performance of County No. 2 Middle School is exactly the opposite. In terms of history, County No. 2 Middle School is the earliest among all the high schools in the county! But what makes the school embarrassed is that in the college entrance examination in recent years, The record of County No. 2 Middle School is the worst.
In September, the County No. 2 Middle School welcomed a new class of senior students. This time, the school leaders and teachers were gearing up, vowing to make a historic breakthrough and take off the title of "youngest" in the county's high schools!
Liu Hai is one of these students who are ready to accept the challenge.
Ever since he was a child, Liu Hai has been an ordinary person. Apart from enjoying reading miscellaneous books, Liu Hai is just like the students in the middle and lower grades of the class - he doesn't like to listen to lectures, doesn't like to do homework, and his test scores are a mess. With two Judging from the experience of high school history, if your grades are not among the top few in the class, there is no hope of getting into college.
Liu Hai also knew his own background. He had no hope of getting into college. Sometimes, he could even imagine what his life would be like in a few decades - after graduating from high school, he would go home to farm, plant a few acres of land, and then save some money. The wife makes money to marry a daughter-in-law, and then gives birth to a child to carry on the family line, and raises the child - her whole life is just like her father, in that mountain den, facing the loess and back to the sky. Silent and toiling all her life.
Thinking about it, Liu Hai would occasionally feel scared! In fear, he would instinctively resist the tragic fate, and would try to study hard for a while, and his grades would improve a little bit. But after that, the feeling in his heart When the anger is relieved, people relax again, their grades are still back to the original point, and there is still no hope of getting into college. This goes on and on, and the more times it happens, the temper becomes worse. Slowly, the frequency of efforts becomes more and more frequent. Low.
It’s not that Liu Hai is a half-hearted and perseverant person.
In fact, in some respects, Liu Hai is a very persistent person! Sixteen-year-old Liu Hai had a crush. It was like a fairy tale encounter. On the first day of high school, when he took a look from a distance, Liu Hai was attracted by that person. The girl with calm temperament and beautiful appearance attracted everyone's attention and fell into the hell of secret love. For the next few days, all I could think about was that girl's calm appearance, as if the other person's voice and appearance had been engraved in my heart. Can’t get rid of it either!
From that moment on, Liu Hai knew that he was finished and that he had a crush on her.
But what makes Liu Hai slightly annoyed is that the girl he likes is not only outstanding in appearance, but also has excellent grades! In school, a girl with such outstanding grades and appearance is simply the pride of heaven, an admirer, and a pursuer. Naturally, there are a lot of them. This girl is certainly not an exception.
With an ordinary appearance and poor grades, Liu Hai, who was born in a rural area, has a low self-esteem and is usually taciturn in class. After attending high school for two years, he only spoke a total of ten words to the girl he had a crush on for almost two years. Sentences! Moreover, these very few words of conversation were all ordinary greeting words during class activities. The most common thing about Liu Hai, who had low self-esteem, was looking at that outstanding girl from a distance. Looking at it from a distance, Liu Hai was already filled with joy. , he thought to himself, if he could always be so far away, watching and guarding this girl, then God would be very kind to him.
Anyone who has had a crush on someone knows that when you have a crush on someone, sometimes you will inevitably get jealous. When you see the person you like in your heart having any intimate behavior with other people of the opposite sex, you will be unable to control your heart.
If you are unhappy, those inexplicable feelings of jealousy will arise and fill your chest. Then your temper will gradually become irritable and restless. You will want to go up and say something to those close to you, but you don't know in what capacity you will show up.
So more often than not, when you have a crush on someone, you are angry with yourself.
In all these cases, there are no bangs.
There are also circles in schools. There is one circle for those with good grades, another circle for those with poor grades, another circle for class cadres, and another circle for non-class cadres. The girl Liu Hai likes has good grades and is also a class cadre, while Liu Hai is a poor girl.
Extremely poor, and not a class leader, so most of the time, even except when the entire class appears as a whole, the two of them are not in the same circle at all.
That girl is surrounded by classmates with good grades, but Liu Hai is surrounded by more lonely people.
Even so, even if Liu Hai has a deep crush on her, even if she has a lot of time, that girl will smile and talk to other male classmates with good grades, but Liu Hai has never been unhappy in her heart, as long as she looks at her, as long as she can look at her.
The faint smile at the corner of her mouth made Liu Hai feel warm and fulfilled in her heart. Her heart was filled with a sense of satisfaction that made Liu Hai feel very at ease, and she felt that she was the happiest and happiest person in the world!
This sense of solidity and happiness has accompanied Liu Hai through the first and second years of high school, until now, when he enters the third year of high school.
Today is the first day of school, September 1st. Liu Hai clearly remembers the amazing and open-minded feeling when he met her two years ago today. The reason for being amazing is that he is deeply attracted by her, and the reason for being open-minded is because
The kind of relaxation of "looking for him thousands of times in the crowd, and then looking back, there is that person, in the dimly lit place"!
Yes, it was relaxation. Liu Hai could clearly feel the relaxation coming from the depths of his soul! It was her! Even at the first glance, he didn’t know much about her. At most, he had a preliminary impression of her appearance and temperament, but he still had no hesitation.
He fell in love with her and fell in love secretly for two years, making him unable to extricate himself.
The love released for the first time is green, as crystal clear as a green apple. Although it is green on the outside, it is extremely nutritious on the inside.
He simply didn't know that sometimes fate is so tortuous, and the twists and turns will lead to different forks. In front of each fork, there is a different scenery, and we need to choose.
"What?! What did you say?"
Liu Hai's eyes widened angrily, and his fists tugged at Li Brown's clothes tightly. He couldn't believe his ears!
"What are you doing? Let go! There are still people in the classroom. Do you want everyone to know that you have a crush on Wen Bingbing?"
Li Brown pulled away his bangs hand unhappily, looked around, and whispered a reminder.
At this time, Liu Hai's face was expressionless, and his eyes no longer had the longing and joy that he had just walked into the classroom. Instead, they became extremely confused, with a grimace on his face as if he had encountered some kind of funeral.
"Are you telling the truth?" He still didn't quite believe the news that Li Brown had just told him, and couldn't help but ask, but after all, there were many classmates around the classroom, so his voice was much lower.
Li Brown looked at Liu Hai with some sympathy and nodded to confirm. He was the only one in the class who knew that Liu Hai had a crush on Wen Bingbing and knew how much this incident had affected Liu Hai.
"Brother, you have to hold on. I just heard what Zhou Yan's little girl said. You also know that Zhou Yan's family is very close to Wen Bingbing's grandma's family. From what she said, it seems that Wen Bingbing's father came back during the summer vacation.
She and her grandmother have both moved to the provincial capital to live, and have already gone through the transfer procedures before school started, so by this time Wen Bingbing may have already enrolled in a high school in the provincial capital."
Li Brown looked at his bangs, whose face was getting worse and worse, and felt extremely worried.
He and Liu Hai came from the same town and went to the same school. After the liberal arts class was divided into classes in the second year of high school, Liu Hai entered his class and became his roommate at the same time. Because they were from the same town, Liu Hai, although he was usually taciturn, was very close to him.
We have a pretty good relationship with each other, and the school usually has monthly holidays, so we sometimes go home together and come to school together, and we have become very close friends.
He also knew that Liu Hai had a crush on class beauty Wen Bingbing, and he even knew from the way his brother looked at Wen Bingbing that his brother was already in deep, deep love.
Now that Liu Hai has learned that his beloved has passed away, he must be feeling extremely miserable. When Li Brown learned the news, he was also thinking about whether to tell Liu Hai or not. Tell him that his brother will definitely die of grief. If he doesn't tell him, Liu Hai
Sooner or later, we will find out about Wen Bingbing's transfer of schools.
Later I thought, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. People like me and Liu Hai with poor grades have no hope of getting into college. Their families are from poor backgrounds in rural areas. After graduation, they will definitely go back to the mountains to farm.
, and Wen Bingbing, who lives in a big city and has a wealthy family, are completely from two different worlds. Liu Hai likes her, and he is asking for trouble. Now Wen Bingbing has gone to the provincial capital, which makes Liu Hai stop thinking about her.
, so as not to suffer more pain in the future and be more unable to escape in my heart.
So after much deliberation, he decided to tell Liu Hai the news. In Li Brown's heart, Liu Hai was his brother, and he had to consider everything for his brother.
"Haizi, don't be sad. Everyone is gone. It's useless to be sad. Besides..."
Liu Hai was already confused, dizzy, and felt a buzzing in his ears. When he heard Li Brown say that Wen Bingbing had left, he was immediately confused. As for what Li Brown said after that, he didn't listen to a word.
.
My mind was in a mess, and only one thought kept circling.
"She left, transferred to another school? She really left, really left."
As for how he paid the tuition and received the books later, he was completely confused.
Liu Hai never thought before that one day he would never see Wen Bingbing again. Wen Bingbing's sudden transfer of schools forced him to face this problem, and this situation immediately knocked him down.
He has been secretly in love with her for two years, and has been secretly in love with her for two years. In these two years, only Liu Hai knows how many times he can't help but want to confess to her, but he also knows the consequences of confessing.
What, he once saw a sentence in a book called "Death by exposure to light". He knew that if this sentence was applied to him, it would be "death by confession", not to mention the family background and academic performance of the two.
There is a huge gap. Judging from the fact that Wen Bingbing has never taken the initiative to talk to him, he is at best a very strange classmate in her heart. He just has pure unrequited love. Whether he expresses his love or not will have no bearing on the final result.
Say, it's all the same.
Although Liu Hai had long known that it was impossible for him and Wen Bingbing to be together, he never thought that one day he would never see her again. In his simplicity, he just silently enjoyed the beautiful days of being able to sit in the same classroom with Wen Bingbing. Or
He said that he actually knew in his heart, but he never dared to face this problem.
But now Wen Bingbing's sudden transfer of schools forced him to "discover" this problem!
Since it is impossible for the two to become lovers, he will have to live without her in the end!
Thinking of this, Liu Hai felt even more painful than knowing that Wen Bingbing had transferred schools, as if a sharp knife was cutting his heart.
"What should I do, what should I do?! Everyone is gone, what else can I do?"
At noon, under the fierce sunlight, Liu Hai was lying on the grass next to the school basketball court, and the man's tears could no longer be held back from the corners of his eyes.
The hot and oppressive basketball court was empty. It was noon, the sun was shining, and no one was playing basketball.
Liu Hai suddenly regretted why he didn't confess to Wen Bingbing before. He should at least let her know that he liked her. Now that she is gone, he may not even have the chance to tell her that he likes her from now on.
With tears streaming down his bangs, the sixteen-year-old boy kept recalling everything related to Wen Bingbing in the past two years, despite the harsh sun.
After thinking about it, he fell asleep unconsciously. In his dream, he met Wen Bingbing and saw the scene he had dreamed of for a long time. He and Wen Bingbing were talking and laughing, sweetly.
This is a dream that Liu Hai has been looking forward to for a long time. In the dream, there is no concept of mundane things, no threshold that hinders his pursuit of love, there are just two people in love, eating green apples together.
Just under the turf where the bangs lay, a small crystal clear stone exuded a hazy fluorescence.