Chapter 79 External fatigue starts from the heart, and the heart rests on its own
Chapter 79 External tiredness originates from the heart, and the tired mind calms down on its own
Experienced the hustle and bustle
Hiding in the treetops
The crescent moon under the clouds
are you tired
Not hesitant anymore
Why the fuss
continuously
Roaring hard in the ears
So many things happened one after another on this day, which made Liu Hai suddenly feel very tired. This tiredness does not refer to the physical fatigue as usual, but refers to Liu Hai suddenly feeling that his heart is so tired, so tired, as if
Nothing can lift my spirits, as if my life at this moment no longer has the passion of the past.
Especially knowing that Wen Bingbing already had a boyfriend, this news was a huge blow to Liu Hai.
Although now he has thought about it, he regards Wen Bingbing as a passer-by in his life, just like the beautiful clouds on the horizon. After seeing and appreciating them, they will disappear naturally after the sun goes down.
It's just that Wen Bingbing's cloud stayed in Liu Hai's heart for a little longer. Nearly three years, from the age of sixteen to now almost eighteen years old, the first years of love, these are the most youthful years.
Liu Hai not only dedicated his adolescence to the college entrance examination, but also pinned it on his secret love for Wen Bingbing.
Once you have figured it out, can you face it calmly?
Obviously not, Liu Hai is not a saint, but he is not now. I have figured it out, but my heart still aches.
It happened that at this time, Liu Hai experienced another gangster incident in the bank. When he returned to Maohe Village, he heard that his father was quarreling with someone. The troubles came one after another. In the past, it would have been difficult for one of them to happen, but today, three things came to Liu Hai at the same time.
No matter how strong and mature the bangs become now, it is still difficult to resist the feeling of "tiredness" that rises in my heart in the dead of night.
"well--"
Liu Hai sighed suddenly and turned over on the bed irritably. He suddenly realized that he seemed to have insomnia!
This is the first time Liu Hai has suffered from insomnia since he was a child.
I have been lying in bed for more than an hour, but I still can't fall asleep, and I don't even feel sleepy at all at this moment. There seems to be nothing in my mind, but the inexplicable irritability in my heart, lingering around me, lingering.
At this time, Liu Hai wished that the merit tree in his mind could walk to the land of silver light, and the big hole dug by himself was still there. Liu Hai walked directly to the center of the silver light land, where the merit tree was.
.
The third merit leaf at the bottom of the five layers of leaves is almost covered with purple light.
The ninety-five merit points are only four points away from the ninety-nine merit points that can be combined with the third leaf. It won’t be long before Liu Hai can merge with the third merit leaf and gain a new magical effect!
Gently stroking the merit tree, Liu Hai simply lay down next to the merit tree and began to analyze the reason for his upset.
The regret, jealousy, helplessness, and sorrow after learning that Wen Bingbing had a boyfriend were the main reasons; the subsequent bank time made me feel nervous, exciting, and the regret for not speaking out righteously to stop others from jumping in line were the secondary reasons; what happened when I returned home
Things that make you angry and sighing in anger are the last reasons!
Maybe it is the intertwining of the "three causes" of the main cause, the secondary cause, and the final cause that makes me appear in this state!
Liu Hai sighed for a while, and after thinking about it, he felt a little better. He left the mysterious space, appeared on his bed, and slowly fell asleep.
The next day, Liu Hai went to the county town again, the purpose of which was naturally to buy some water pipes.
When passing an IP phone supermarket, Liu Hai was suddenly startled and stopped involuntarily.
He remembered that he had asked Zhou Yan for the address and phone number of Wen Bingbing's home in the provincial capital. Moreover, his good memory kept that information clearly in his mind.
He stood in front of the phone store for a long time. When the owner of the phone store was about to leave and asked if he was okay, Liu Hai finally plucked up the courage and walked in.
He walked into a phone booth and dialed a number printed deep in his cerebral cortex.
"Buzz--buzz--buzz--"
The phone only rang three times before someone answered.
"Hello?"
It was a crisp female voice. Liu Hai was startled when he heard it. He seemed to be familiar with this voice, and then he felt relieved. This was Wen Bingbing's voice. Yes, he had not heard this voice for more than a year.
It's just that occasionally in my dreams, this voice will sound around me.
"Hello? Who is this? Why don't you speak?"
Liu Hai was stunned for a moment, and the female voice opposite him was obviously a little anxious.
Liu Hai opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but his voice was stuck in his throat like a fishbone, and he couldn't speak! The breath he held in made Liu Hai's neck red.
"Hey - who is it? Is this a prank? If you don't say anything, I will hang up the phone!"
Opposite Wen Bingbing has a crisp voice, and her words are as crisp as her voice.
"Hey! I'm dead!"
"Buzz-buzz-buzz-"
The busy tone that sounded this time was short and urgent, and it was obvious that the person on the other end had hung up the phone.
On the contrary, it was bangs. When I heard this rapid busy sound, I suddenly felt that the fish bone stuck in my throat was gone! I could also breathe heavily!
"call--"
I spit out the long gulp I was holding in, and a very relaxed feeling instantly enveloped myself!
Liu Hai pursed his lips and smiled at himself, haha - that's it. Regarding this secret love, he has become accustomed to keeping silent. He is used to silence.
"Fifty cents."
Liu Hai took out 50 cents and gave it to the owner of the telephone supermarket. He was just about to rush to buy a water pipe, but when he got to the door, he turned back again.
It's still the same phone booth, but with a different number. This time the number is not a landline number, but a mobile phone number. It's still the number imprinted in my mind.
"Hello - who is that?" The voice was as elegant as a human being.
"Hello - Sister Hui, it's me."
"Little sea?"
When Liu Hai heard this voice, his heart suddenly became as calm as water, his irritability disappeared, and his beauty was washed away.
"Well, it's me. Sister Hui, I just fell out of love——"
ps: As the saying goes, "External tiredness arises from the heart, and the tired mind calms down on its own." Dao San doesn't know if any of you have had the experience of Liu Hai being "tired" in this chapter, but Dao San hopes that everyone has experienced it.
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