What could be more painful to your soul than seeing your beloved having an affair with another boy?
Ye Mingxuan really couldn't bear this kind of mental torture, but he had easily said the words of blessing to Yang Xiaokou and Ye Qingcheng, which meant that he had decided to give up on Yang Xiaokou.
It turns out that giving up a person you have always loved deeply is not a simple "let's break up!", but more of an inner reluctance, a reluctance to let go of the person you love deeply, and all the beautiful things you have with her.
The reluctance to let go of all the memories related to her, whether they were happy or sad memories.
Loving someone does not mean possessing her forever, but giving her freedom and letting her pursue her own happiness without any worries.
In the end, the only way Ye Mingxuan could prove his love for Yang Xiaokou was to let go, completely let go, and give her freedom.
Ye Mingxuan is extremely sad now. He feels that he is really a big fool for saying that he wants to give up Yang Xiaokou so easily. Although he knows that he was just saying angry words at that time, it seems that there is no room for him to regret it now.
, which made him really depressed.
No wonder people say impulsiveness is the devil, and now Ye Mingxuan seems to have let this devil play a cruel trick on him. He is extremely depressed at this time.
Originally he was just out of anger and said words that were harmful to others and himself, but now he realizes how wrong he was.
Really, he was wrong. He only considered it from his own side. He didn't consider what Yang Xiaokou was thinking at all. Did he think that Ye Qingcheng could give Yang Xiaokou the happiness she wanted? That was a big mistake!
Ye Mingxuan thought he was doing the right thing, thinking that this would make Yang Xiaokou feel better and allow him to bear the pain of this relationship alone.
Ye Mingxuan rode his motorcycle and drove forward without any direction. The sky gradually turned from light to darkness, and the tears on his face had long been dried.
I think back when Ye Mingxuan didn’t know Yang Xiaokou, how carefree and nourishing his life was!
How can it be like now, what kind of life is this loser living? He was actually trapped in love for a mere girl, a heartless, cold and ruthless prince, and cried...
This, this, is too difficult for people to figure out? This is what kind of fucking broken relationship caused trouble!
Why!
In an instant, Ye Mingxuan, whether because of his bestiality or for some reason, actually increased the accelerator and drove wildly, leaving countless cars behind him.
It has been a long time since he drove like this crazily. He clearly remembered that Yang Xiaokou once told him not to drive fast in the future because she was worried about him.
In order to prevent Yang Xiaokou from worrying about him, Ye Mingxuan listened to Yang Xiaokou's words and always remembered her words.
But now, he took the initiative to break up with Yang Xiaokou, so he had nothing to do with Yang Xiaokou, so what reason did he have to keep his promise.
Simply, boldly let go, let yourself go crazy one last time, and completely say goodbye to this relationship that is not long-lasting!
Ye Mingxuan didn't know where to vent his current state. The last place he wanted to go was to go home. He was afraid that his younger brother would worry about him when he saw him like this. It was better to solve his own problems alone.
In desperation, Ye Mingxuan bought a lot of beer. Yes, he just wanted to get himself completely drunk and completely forget about Yang Xiaokou.
Now he was completely on the verge of collapse, and in order to make himself less sad, he decided to let himself get drunk to relieve his worries.
At the beach, at this point, almost all the people walking on the beach have left. This is good, Ye Mingxuan has no worries at all. Even if he gets drunk later, no one will laugh at him, even if he can't bear it
Stop sobbing and don't feel embarrassed.
Okay, drink as much as you want, drink... When you are drunk, you will not be sad. When you are drunk, you can forget all the unhappy things in your heart. As long as you are drunk...
One bottle after another, like boiled water, Ye Mingxuan kept pouring wine into his mouth.
He has always disliked drinking beer because he thinks beer is too bitter and does not have the aroma of red wine. If he drinks too much, his stomach will feel bloated and he will feel dizzy.
But now, he feels that beer is the best thing in the world. Although drinking it makes people uncomfortable, at least it is physical discomfort. It can reduce your mental pain.
Sometimes, mental pain is more uncomfortable than physical pain.
"Yang Xiaokou, how could you leave me so cruelly? How could you be with that boy Ye Qingcheng? What is it about me that makes me inferior to him? Am I not handsome enough? Or am I not considerate enough? I am not good enough to you.
?”
Ye Mingxuan was drunk, sitting alone on the beach, shouting loudly to the endless sea, but only Hai Lang could hear that sound, and Yang Xiaokou could not hear it no matter what.
Because Yang Xiaokou is staying with Ye Qingcheng now!
…
I don’t know if Ye Mingxuan’s efforts are worth it. Yang Xiaokou has been sad for a long time since she saw Ye Mingxuan turn around and leave in the morning. However, with Ye Qingcheng’s encouragement and comfort, she felt much better and did not
It was so uncomfortable at first, and she even began to misunderstand Ye Mingxuan under Ye Qingcheng's instigation.
She misunderstood what Ye Mingxuan said in the morning. He thought that Ye Mingxuan fell in love with another girl, so he broke up with her so easily. Who doesn't understand Yang Xiaokou's character? Since it was Ye Mingxuan who initiated the breakup,
Then she would no longer be reluctant to part with this person and this relationship.
Damn it, let Ye Mingxuan regret it! I will definitely live a happy life like he said, and I will be a thousand times happier than him!
Ye Qingcheng was very happy to see that Yang Xiaokou's condition had somewhat recovered, but he did not leave Yang Xiaokou immediately. He knew that Yang Xiaokou needed company the most now, and he could not leave her alone at home no matter what.
Ye Qingcheng supported Yang Xiaokou and returned to Yang Xiaokou's home. This was Ye Qingcheng's first time to Yang Xiaokou's home!
Yang Xiaokou's home is very warm and lovely. Just like her, it gives people a very happy feeling. As long as you stay with her, you won't have any worries.
Yang Xiaokou would never bring a boy home, except for the boy he liked - Ye Mingxuan. Ye Qingcheng was the second boy he brought home.
For some reason, Yang Xiaokou took Ye Qingcheng home. Perhaps it was because when he was most sad, Ye Qingcheng stayed by his side, wiping his tears, and then constantly comforting him!
There is no doubt that girls are the least rational and easiest to trust others when they are sad and helpless...
Yang Xiaokou is just like any other woman.
Sitting down on the sofa in the living room, Ye Qingcheng held Yang Xiaokou's hand tightly and refused to let go for a moment. Looking at Yang Xiaokou's tender and slender hand with blood still flowing, Ye Qingcheng felt heartbroken!
"Yang Xiaokou, do you have a first aid kit at home?" Ye Qingcheng looked at Yang Xiaokou in panic.
"Well, yes, it's in the first cabinet over there! What do you want it for?" Yang Xiaokou pointed at the cabinet casually, wondering what Ye Qingcheng was going to do?
Ye Qingcheng did not answer Yang Xiaokou's words, and ran directly to the cabinet and rummaged around.
"Come on, give me your hand!" Ye Qingcheng said seriously.
"Oh!" Yang Xiaokou obediently stretched out his hand and placed it on Ye Qingcheng's big palm like a sailboat.
I saw Ye Qingcheng taking out gauze and some sterilizing equipment, and treating Yang Xiaokou's wound very seriously. Because he was afraid of hurting Yang Xiaokou, he would look up from time to time to look at Yang Xiaokou's expression.
Ye Qingcheng bandaged Yang Xiaokou's wound very seriously. This scene made Yang Xiaokou very moved!
For the first time, she felt protected. This feeling warmed her heart, completely forgetting that her heart had been hurt a few hours ago.
At this end, Ye Qingcheng and Yang Xiaokou were talking and laughing. They were very sweet.
It's just that Yang Xiaokou, a girl who is often short of threads, seems to have forgotten why she and Ye Mingxuan were so quarrelsome!
However, on the other side, Ye Mingxuan, who was only accompanied by sea breeze and sea lang, was getting drunk alone.
Ouch! What a stark contrast!
What a pitiful young master Ye Mingxuan! It’s his turn to be like this!
If he had known that his love with Yang Xiaokou would end like this, Ye Mingxuan would never have been with Yang Xiaokou! Rather than letting himself suffer like this, it would be better if nothing had happened, and he would have been more relaxed that way.
Woolen cloth!
But, is there any regret medicine in this world? How can we take back the feelings we have given so quickly?
Beer cans are everywhere on the beach! Just like Ye Mingxuan's broken heart, scattered all over the place.
Suddenly, huge raindrops fell from the sky, no! It’s already this time, and it’s still raining? God, you are so unsympathetic?
It seems that when a person is in a bad mood, God always likes to make a heavy rain to play a good joke with this person. Isn't this a typical 'adding insult to injury'? When will God learn this trick?
?
"God! You are too kind to me? Do you think I haven't shed enough tears and am not sad enough? Do you have to let me die before you are willing to do it?" Ye Mingxuan looked up to the sky and sighed, letting the rain beat on his face.
face.
The rain came just in time! Just in time, Ye Mingxuan still wanted to have a good time and cry happily again.
The light rain mixed with the salty tears on Ye Mingxuan's face. The smell was that of heartache, neither salty nor bland.
Some people, Mingxuan, couldn't tell whether the tears on his face were tears or rain. In short, he looked very embarrassed now, but he still couldn't hide his handsomeness that fascinated thousands of girls.
"Yang Xiaokou, let me tell you, from now on, I no longer like you, I no longer think about you all the time, and I no longer worry about you!
I want to start a new life without you!"
Yes, why is he so sad? Wasn't it good to be alone before? What's wrong with him?
Did you end up like this because of a flirtatious girl?
Ye Mingxuan raised his head and said to the dark sky. This may be the last thing he wants to say to Yang Xiaokou!
Ye Mingxuan was completely drunk, his face was red, he no longer knew where he was now, he didn't know anything...
And the current situation is exactly what he wants, and he doesn't want to think about anything.